[stressvul-deactivated20200822]

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* reblog or like if you ever felt like this*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

follow for relatbale original sad shit! i feel like im already dead 

[depressionhope]

[teenagecrush]

[larryloves]

LOVE IS NOT A CRIME! :D 

[bbreakddancennothhearts]

“I’m not going to pretend that I don’t miss you. But they say you have to make your absence be felt so you’re missed. And yes I do miss you, but I’m no longer letting myself fall apart so easily. You’re teaching me that I can live without you and get on with my life without having to constantly wonder why I haven’t heard from you. I just want to let you know that I’m doing okay without you.”

—

[sodamn-relatable]

[imiisshim]

“I want to say I can’t go on without you, but that isn’t true. I have gone on without you. We have gone weeks and months without talking and I have found myself happy during that time. I thought of you and I missed you, but I also had happiness. But the thing is I don’t want to go on without you. Even though I know that I am able, and able to happily live a life where you only live in my memories, I don’t want to. I don’t need you. I want you, and us and our late night talks which stem from fights and end in jokes. I want you to try to make me laugh when I’m so angry all I can see is red. I want to hate you for doing it, for not taking me seriously even when I know that it’s your way to cheer me up and show me you love me. I want the part of us that is so intertwined and impassioned in each other that we can go days without needing another human soul. You see, I have had life without you, and I know what it entails. I have had adventurous solo road trips and hikes where I sit at the bottom of rocky cliffs staring out at the ocean. I have had drunken flings and nights where my girlfriends and I drink wine until we collapse on the couch. I have laughed without you. I have loved without you. I have had passion with other and I have had heartbreak with others. So believe me when I say that I do not need you, I can do this on my own or with someone else, but you are still a unique and wonderful presence in my life and I want you.”

— Excerpt of a book I’ll never write #187 (via divertedfuture)

[efurujr]

[bhodacious-deactivated20220401]

if i have to fight for your attention then fuck your attention.

[tmpoem]

“i feel empty drained for any real emotion having this hopelessness inside that’s controlling my life and tears running wild happiness is like a dream waking up to see it’s never real”

— t.m.

[wordsarelikeweaponss]

[poemswords]

[poemswords]

[tamper]

[boy-so-pale]

[deejay]

[for-him-diaries]

I wouldn’t say you were a huge part of my life. I’d say you were just so much happiness and pain in such a short amount of time, that it felt like a life time.

P.G.G

[ thank you so much for 20k! i’ll be writing down my thanks some time soon, i promise. i am very grateful for every one of you following me, thank you so much again! xx ]

(via for-him-diaries)