🦇Nothingness🦇

sw:280 cw:162 gw:150//forever changing// Extremely mentally ill 24yrs (under 18 dni) not pro, just a place to vent about my own ✌🏼TW: sh & ed

[c0keb0dy]

If my blog triggers you, block me. I will not be hurt or offended, just please don’t report my only safe space. Hope you have a good day/night <3

[simply-shrinking]

For someone who obsessively thinks about calories and fears getting fat, I sure do suck at losing weight.

[codename-ittybitty]

I love that he loves me at my fattest but I can’t wait for him to love me at my thinnest.

[em11j]

This feels like a religion more than an e4ting d1s9rder, everyone talking to "ana" asking to be thinner and listening to what she's telling us(including me)

We sound more like a bunch of Schizophrenics then 4nor3x1c 😭😭

But I'm lowkey here for it, ana is more fun than half people I know. Everyone is just so fucking boring

[dead-core]

part of knowing me is watching me self-destruct. you cannot save me, you cannot fix me, and you cannot stop me.

[princesspsalotbackup]

Give me your best safe meals / low cal foods and I’ll try them ❤️

[hughjasz]

i wish i hated food

i wish i got nauseous just thinking of eating

i wish the sight of food made me want to claw my stomach out

i hate constantly fighting myself

[butterfliesonmymind01]

Literally not even through the first day of the new year and I ruined it. Kms🙃

[notsohoneymoon]

I will be as beautiful as the Death

[unloyalistic]

i want to be thin and dainty

[ilyaurora-deactivated20230303]

[butterfliesonmymind01]

Just met my boyfriends mom for the first time via ft… she said that I am so skinny..Little does she fucking know I’m a legit cow 🐄 so guess who has to lose literally so much weight by the time I go meet them in person 😭💀

[butterfliesonmymind01]

I need more self control 😒🔫

[butterfliesonmymind01]

Welp I’m back, I haven’t been active for a hot minute🙃Life update; I’m going through a break up and it has really fucked with my eating habits, I have been eating normally/overeating for a bit and I feel disgusting. I hate being an emotional eater🤢This break up did make me actually try and get my life somewhat together.. or at least start. I have a new job so hopefully I can just focus on that and not eat as much. I will not be eating at work and if I become too weak for my job I will gradually start taking a lunch with a strict calorie count to make it easier.. and so no one questions it. Plus I’m on my period and I’m so bloated I feel gross 😖

[tw-bones]

This.

[butterfliesonmymind01]

TW‼️‼️ SH

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DONT REPORT JUST BLOCK 🚫

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Don’t mind the sticky stuff from the bandaids 💀

[butterfliesonmymind01]

Day 19: the other day, but I purged afterwards

Day 20: idk if it’s technically a “diet” but the fasting for 16 hrs and eating within the 8 hour window or just omad

Day 21: my shirts are L but I always wear oversized stuff so mostly XL/2XL +.. my jeans?..god I have no idea..I don’t have a single pair that fit me correctly. I’m pretty sure 10? Maybe 12? I have clue honestly