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[butterflyseas]

i'm not even a blade girlie and yet i suddenly have inspiration for him?? ok. this is what we're doing now, i guess.

[cherry-flavoured-thot]

Flower Prompts

Send in a character + flower and I’ll write a drabble based off the prompt, some of these are suggestive (and can be suggestive if specified) 

Other blogs feel free to reblog. 

Acacia - a hidden relationship 

Alstroemeria - going to an event that the other person in interested in just to see them happy

Ambrosia - a successful love confession 

Arbutus - a realization that you are my one and only  

Baby’s Breath - a wholesome moment

Bell Flower - a consideration of everything you have done for them

Birds Of Paradise - giving a gift to the other person that they’ve always wanted

Black Dahlia - a lie

Chrysanthemums - a vow or promise 

Clovenlip Toadflax - love unrequited 

Cyclamen - the final resignation after a breakup 

Daffodil - a wrong doing forgiven

Dandelion - finally hearing the other person laugh after a period of hardship

Daisies - a game of ‘they love me, they love me not’ 

Dianthus Barbatus - trying to make a loved one smile by any means necessary 

Forget-Me-Not - a heartfelt goodbye

Freesia - telling a secret of which they’ve told no one else

Fungus - loneliness that causes the search for comfort in anyone

Gardenia - the love of a friend who doesn’t want to just be friends

Heliotrope - the determination to do anything for their loved one

Hibiscus - the realization of a friendship becoming something more 

Lily Of The Valley - a tear, followed by a sob

Orange Rose - experiencing constant as well as distracting thoughts of the other person

Orchid - an innocent moment devolving into something that’s not

Petunia - resentment that runs deep 

Plumeria - discovering a flower field together 

Purple Hyacinth - a plea for forgiveness 

Purple Iris - a compliment that accidentally slips out

Purple Lilac - love at first sight

Rainflower - realizing that you/they love them/you back

Red Carnation - a moment of yearning 

Red Roses - an anniversary 

Single Rose - being still in love after the relationship ends 

Spider Flower - a joke about getting eloped turning serious 

Sunflower - drunken rambling about their adoration  

Sweet Pea - a tender moment 

Tulip - an act of affection so blatant everyone notices

Violet - a daydream about the future 

White Lilac - first time together 

Yellow Carnation - a rejected love confession 

Yellow Rose - a happy thought that causes a smile 

Zinnia - confessing how much they are missing you 

[butterflyseas]

Hello ! 😁

Can I ask for one of your tales once more ?

My favourite foxian preparing for and going on summer holiday!

I'd love to imagine her in your words!

Thank you for making me dream!

hi there! welcome back hehe! <3 and of course you can, thank you for the request! sorry this took so long! orz

⸻ foxian summer vacation

↳ pairing: tingyun x gn!reader

↳ content: tingyun spoils the reader like always lol. maybe a little bittersweet at the end if you squint? but other than that, just fluff! <3

it's not very often tingyun has a day off — and especially not enough days off to allow herself a full vacation, complete with traveling outside of the alliance.

honestly, she can't remember the last time she truly went on a vacation. sure, she visits other worlds often enough, but it's always for a job of some kind; any leisure time she has always comes second.

so for her to find herself with enough time off to travel, she's super excited!

especially when you say yes when she asks you to join her! <3

you two spend an entire day visiting the various shops around the luofu buying any and everything you might need for your trip — new clothes; new bags; snacks for the ride; the whole nine yards. she knows it's not necessary, but it makes the whole experience a lot more fun!

plus, it gives her an excuse to spend even more time with you <3

and an excuse to spoil you a little before you actually go anywhere, hehe uwu

definitely suggests you two get matching travel bags. claims it's just so neither of you will lose them, but the main reason is because she just wants to match with you.

she doesn't plan out your entire trip hour-by-hour — she has to stick to schedules enough as it is; plus, the "spontaneity is half of the fun~" — but she does have a mental list of certain things she wants to do and places she wants to take you when you get to your destination.

after getting settled into the hotel she booked for you — a luxury suite that you insisted wasn't necessary, but she insisted was — the first place she takes you is down to the beach.

though she might not seem like the type, tingyun really likes spending a day by the ocean! she doesn't really like getting wet, though, so she'll mostly be laying on a towel underneath the shade of an umbrella.

if you insist on going in the water, she'll agree — but only under the condition that you help her dry out her tail afterwards.

if you're not the beach-going type, she's more than happy to stay in with you!

visiting different shops, going to restaurants, seeing the local sights of whatever distant planet she's taken you to — she's perfectly fine with that, too!

she's also perfectly content staying in your hotel room together if that's what you'd prefer <3

really just loves spending time with you in any way she can — she normally does, but it's different when there's no obligations lingering in the back of her mind or the ever-present deadline of work.

takes tons of pictures and buys you two tons of matching souvenirs as a result.

fleeting as times like this may be in the grand scheme of a foxian's lifespan, she wants to be sure she remembers it — remembers you — for years and years to come.

[butterflyseas]

i promise i'm working on requests, i just haven't felt good recently so it's taking a little longer than usual! (╥_╥)

[butterflyseas]

Hey, I'm going through a difficult period. I'd like to know if it's possible to hear one of your stories about Tingyun.

What would she do to deal with a break-up? Especially if they both love each other and have no choice but to end the relationship.

That would probably help me on my side.

Thank you at least for taking the time to read. And infinite gratitude if you ever agree to my request.

i'm so sorry you've been going through a hard time :( i hope this is able to help in some way; and feel free to send in another request if you'd ever like <3

⸻ right people; wrong time

pairing: tingyun x gn!reader

content: angst. breaking up due to outside circumstances. mentions of crying, feeling sad, etc. tingyun overworks herself as a coping mechanism.

she had seen it coming.

she had tried to ignore it — really, she did; far more than she would usually choose to ignore something — but it came coming up; kept making itself harder and harder to avoid until it became inevitable.

for as much as tingyun tried to make your relationship work, there was always something pushing against her — some outside force that she couldn't control; circumstances that she couldn't change.

the ending of your relationship was inevitable.

ultimately, she knows it's for the best — continuing to force it would only make the situation worse in the long run; she's aware of that, though it doesn't make it any harder to let go of your hand after you talk it over — but that doesn't make it hurt any less.

it certainly doesn't make her love you any less, either.

she puts on a smile — the best one she can muster — as she stands up from your couch; and when she gives you one final hug before making her leave, the beginnings of tears form in her eyes.

she holds it together until she makes it back home, at least.

in private, she allows herself to cry — bundles herself up in her blankets (that still smell like you; she tries her best to ignore it) and cries into her pillow until there's a damp spot where her face was pressed into it. she goes to bed early that night, though sleep doesn't come very easily.

it was easier when you were with her.

in public, it's a lot harder to tell something is wrong — as much as she can't find it in her to care about it at the moment, she does still have an image she needs to keep up. years of practice have made it easy to switch on her usual persona, but in quiet moments — when she's by herself; when no one is around to see her — her expression falls and the newfound emptiness in her heart rears its ugly head once more.

she throws herself into her work; takes far less breaks than she once did, because a moment's break means a moment's chance to miss you and wonder how you're doing.

has to be told to take a break more than once. in the beginning, she brushes off the suggestion, saying that she's more than okay and that the papers she's working on need to get done. only after an instance where a coworker pointed out that she'd been working nonstop for over two days did the exhaustion finally hit her and she realize that working herself to death wouldn't fix anything.

deep down, she wishes it would, though.

what few breaks she does allow herself to take are often filled with attempts at distracting herself.

finds herself staying out far more often than she used to — whether it be on the streets, drifting in between people and making idle conversation as she does or in the sleepless earl. being around others keeps the sadness at bay; helps her feel a little bit more like her usual self.

a spark that had once been in her eyes never seems to light back up, though.

goes shopping more often as well. even if it's just for a new snack she saw at a food stall in passing that she hadn't tried before, or a new bottle of perfume, she finds herself making any number of small purchases throughout the day.

she also takes more assignments that lead her away from the luofu — hanging around makes her feel restless; like she's worried that she might run into you during one of her trips down the street and fall into your arms before she could stop herself. being away — being in other worlds; around people who won't ask about what happened to the person who's side she had been once so glued to — lets her relax, if only slightly.

her habit of buying you little souvenirs hasn't gone away, though, so her bags inadvertently end up with a number of small gifts that were intended for you.

she doesn't deliver them.

...but she does store them away in a corner of her bedroom for safekeeping.

maybe in the future, she'll be able to give them to you.

and maybe in the future, you two can try again.

[butterflyseas]

Hello! I love your writing :) Would you be open to doing a continuation of the "taking care of you when you're sick" one with Himeko, Pela and Sushang? (And anyone else if you want) Thanks for reading and I hope you have a nice day!

aaa thank you so much! and of course! i hope you have a nice day, too! <3

⸻ "hey... you okay?" part two

↳ pairing: himeko, pela, sushang x gn!reader

↳ content: gn!reader. fluff. dear as a pet name (himeko). vague references to illness. mentions of headaches (shushang). might be slightly ooc in shushang's part.

⸻ 𝗛𝗜𝗠𝗘𝗞𝗢

despite how it may seem on the surface, himeko notices a lot — about the others aboard the express; about their preferences and likes; about their personalities and how they act when they're at their best. she can tell when dan heng needs to be left alone; when march is thinking too deeply about what her past may be; when welt is stressed. and about you, too.

so when you enter the main compartment of the express slower and groggier than normal, she notices right away; and you cough and sniffle, she realizes immediately that you're sick.

the first thing she does is usher you to a bench seat to lie down — no matter if you just got up, she tells you that you need to rest and that she's more than happy to take care of you.

will pat your head when you comply — "thank you, dear~" <3

she's also the type to check your temperature by pressing her lips to your forehead. the main reason is genuinely to do just that, but also because she finds it adorable how you blush when she does &lt;3

tends to dote on you a little more when you're sick. she already has a bit of a tendency to in the first place, but it only becomes more noticeable when you don't feel well. always asks if you're comfortable; if you need anything; if you'd like her to get you something — all while calling you cute and telling you how happy she'd be to spoil you.

as much as she would love to make coffee to share with you, she opts to make tea instead. she'll make coffee for herself later; you're her top priority right now.

besides — you can always share a cup later, once you feel better.

coaxes you into resting on her lap while you rest. she'll pet your head and run her fingers through your hair until you fall asleep; hums along to the music pom-pom has playing as a sort of makeshift lullaby.

oftentimes finds herself gazing at your face while you sleep.

if the others aren't currently on a trailblazing mission, she'll make sure they don't wake you; and if it's just welt, then—

he left you two alone a while ago.

"you can rest on me until you feel all better, dear~"

⸻ 𝗣𝗘𝗟𝗔

she read a fanfic like this once.

she'd be lying if she said she hadn't fantasized about something similar herself — you, bedridden and relying on her for help and comfort; her, the person you had turned to in your moment of need. there's only one bed for you to share...

when it happens in reality, though — when pela finds you trying to suppress a cough and the way your eyes are just barely unfocused — it's a lot less romantic.

in her head, she often imagined she'd sweep you up into her arms at this point — that was what artem did in that fic, as well — but now, she finds that she's far too worried to do so.

even if your illness isn't anything serious, she knows it's not something to be taken lightly — though you might be on the surface, the eternal freeze is still a problem; being outside in the cold too long runs the risk of making even the smallest cough something much worse.

her usually placid expression turns a little more concerned when she asks what's wrong; and when she offers to let you rest at her place, there's a distinct softness to her voice.

she can't take the entire day off, but she will stay with you for as long as she can; and any moment she has to leave, she assures you she'll be back as soon as she can.

brings you anything you need throughout the day — food, snacks, drinks, medicines. don't worry about paying her back; she wouldn't accept it, anyway.

is — a little embarrassedly — glued to your side once her duties are done for the day. unless you point it out to her, she won't notice until after the fact.

would absolutely love to hold you in her lap. doesn't matter the size difference between the two of you — she'll offer to hold you and will hold her arms out to you until you take her up on it. buries her face into your shoulder when you do <3

would also read her latest work in progress to you — just so long as you promise not to tell anyone about it ever.

"what do you think? for the next part, i'm considering having artem and anna—"

⸻ 𝗦𝗛𝗨𝗦𝗛𝗔𝗡𝗚

whether it be hunting down a bad guy for the cloud knights or carrying an elderly woman's shopping bags home for her, shushang's favorite thing to do is help.

and her favorite person to help is you!

of course, she's not happy about the circumstances of you asking her to buy you a bottle of painkillers, but she is happy that you came to her before anyone else!

did probably panic a little bit at first, though.

when you met during one of her patrol breaks, a grimace on your face and one of your hands pressed to your temple, she launched into a series of questions before she could stop herself — "are you okay? are you hurt? did somebody hurt you? what hap—"

even after you tell her you just have a headache because of a cold you woke up with, the frazzled feeling she has doesn't fully go away.

does insist that you get some rest, though — that was what her ma always told her whenever she didn't feel good. of course, she'd usually be tired from sparring so much... but still! it should definitely still apply here.

she'll walk you back to your house with an arm wrapped around your waist so you can lean on her. she knows you're not that sick — and that you're more than capable of walking on your own — but she does so anyway. it makes her feel useful; and above all else, she really likes how it feels when your head gingerly leans itself on her shoulder.

tucks you into bed before rushing out to go buy you the medicine you asked for you — but not before stopping at the door and running back to your side to give you a little kiss on the cheek <3

stops in periodically to check on you — both whenever she has another break in her patrol schedule, but also whenever she's in the area. as committed as she is to being the best cloud knight as she can be, she can't deny the persistent worry about you that lingers in the back of her mind.

it doesn't fully hit her until her shift ends for the day and all the tension leaves her body when she's able to return permanently to your side. please reassure her that she didn't have anything to worry about :(

cooks for you!! breaks out an old recipe her ma used to make when she got sick. says it'll fix you right up, but also secretly just wants to share it with you <3

"i hope you're starting to feel better... i was really worried about you today."

[butterflyseas]

Thanks for the fem/gn content! The fluffy and heartfelt scenarios boost my mood when I’m reading them during my break at work. Looking forward to your next post!

aaa of course! you're very welcome! and i'm so glad they cheer you up!! that's always one of my goals when i post here <3

i hope to have another one up soon!! thank you so much for reading them!! <3

[butterflyseas]

I commented this on you "and the snow stopped falling" post, please please please do a part 2

dkfd i will! and i'm glad you liked it enough to want a second part! i'll get to working on it once i get the chance~ <3

[butterflyseas]

⸻ the language of love

☆ノ aka how they show they love you (ft. march 7th, seele, tingyun)

↳ notes: half inspired by my tingyun headcanons post, half inspired by the way these women have me in a vice grip. i was going to add more, but i just left it at these ones for now <3

↳ content: gn!reader. sweetheart used in tingyun's. march is super clingy lol. maybe a tiny bit of spoilers for seele if you squint really hard?

⸻ 𝗠𝗔𝗥𝗖𝗛 𝟳𝗧𝗛

physical touch and quality time

more than anything, march just loves being around you. whether it be out on a trailblazing expedition, hanging out around the astral express, or having a sleepover in her room, she always wants to be by your side.

and when she's by your side, she also loves touching you. always has to be holding your hand or have her elbow linked in yours if you're walking somewhere. wraps her arms around your waist from behind and rests her chin on your shoulder when you're standing still. the type to swing your arms while you walk or sway your bodies side to side while she's hugging onto you.

in private (or the astral express, which has gotten her more than few eyerolls from dan heng), she borders on clingy — always seeming to be right by your side; draping her legs over your lap; cozying up under your arm as close as she possibly can. it's her favorite place to be, after all <3

⸻ 𝗦𝗘𝗘𝗟𝗘

acts of service

seele isn't one for flowery words — they don't come easily to her, and when she tries, they make her cringe from how awkward they sound. the life she's had to live wasn't one that allowed for her to become acquainted with something as dangerous as softness.

when she offers to do things for you, it come out more blunt than it otherwise would from someone else. "here. let me do that." — it's more of a command than anything else; little more than a warning before she simply takes over your task for you, nudging you aside with her hip. if you protest, she'll just protest back, so you've learned not to — it's easier, even if it makes you worry about the workload she's putting on herself.

though it comes off harsh, it's anything but — it comes from a place of care; of wanting to carry your burdens for you so you don't have to. she'd rather shoulder everything if it meant your worries are quelled, even if just for a moment.

⸻ 𝗧𝗜𝗡𝗚𝗬𝗨𝗡

gift giving and words of affirmation (and a hint of physical touch)

there's two things tingyun showers you in beyond affection: compliments and gifts.

her gifts aren't frivolous things, though — they're all things that she saw, either within the xianzhou alliance or on other planets, that reminded her of you and she thought you would like. things you mentioned offhandedly needing (a new shirt because yours ripped; a notebook because you finally finished up the one you were using), things she saw you eyeing through the window as you passed by — those are the types of gifts she gives you.

it's also not uncommon for her to commission you personalized gifts regardless of the price — she just wants the best for you and would spare no expense for her sweetheart.

much like her gifts, her compliments aren't any less serious when she gives you them. compliments you both on your appearance and also your qualities as a person; especially compliments you on things you feel insecure about. you're perfect in her eyes — and she'll make sure you believe her when she tells you.

[butterflyseas]

⸻ as the snow stopped falling

☆ノ in which you're the one bronya runs to when everything gets to be too much

↳ paring: bronya x gn!reader

↳ content: ~900 words. major spoilers for belobog. bronya has nightmares (and maybe a panic attack if you squint?). implied preestablished relationship. slight angst, mostly just hurt / comfort at the end.

↳ notes: thought about bronya earlier and :( man. this is also pretty short, but i might write a part two to it later?

when the eternal freeze ended, the nightmares began.

every night, like clockwork, images would plague bronya's mind — of her mother and the monster she had become; of the engine of creation looming over her, its figure blotting out the sun and casting harsh shadows in the snow; of the stellaron and the fragmented flutters of light it left in the sharp wind as it engulfed what was once supreme guardian cocolia.

sometimes, bronya could swear she heard its whispers in her ears.

her bedroom is uncomfortably cold when she jolts awake, silver eyes wide in the darkness and beads of sweat on the back of her neck. her heart is racing, she realizes — her fingers twitching and flexing, as if preparing to reach for the rifle she carried with her. the rational part of her brain — wherever it may be now, buried under layers of fear-laced adrenaline — tells her to calm down; that she's safe; that it's over.

it doesn't feel over, though.

she's on her feet before she realizes it, thick blankets going haphazardly thrown to the side of her bed as she moves from her bedside to her closet. she dresses quickly in the first clothes she finds — clothes she would normally only reserve for time spent at home, away from the public eye and the titles she has to bear; clothes she wouldn't dare let another person see her in, lest it put some stain on the image she had to uphold.

she doesn't care about that right now, though.

the echo of the door slamming behind her reverberates through her head; mixes in with the clicking of her boot heels against the floor. the halls are empty as she makes her way through them — the guards that would normally be patrolling had long-since gone home for the night, leaving her to slip outside onto the dark and quiet streets of belobog undetected.

a cold breeze blows through the messy, loosened curls of her hair; at the feeling, bronya momentarily stiffens before wrapping her arms around herself and setting off into the city, the stinging chill on her cheeks serving as a distraction from the memories playing incessantly behind her eyelids. each step is quicker than the last — faster and faster, until she's all but running through the sleeping city; as if she's being chased by some invisible force that need only reach out its hand to grab her. darkened windows and empty street stalls pass through her peripherals in a blur, her eyes only flickering away from the nondescript spot in front of her they had locked onto to make sure she was still going the right way.

as if she didn't know the way like the back of her hand.

her feet come to a halt in front of a door, her heart still racing and her breathing coming in soft, labored pants. one of her arms unfolds itself from where it had been tucked against her chest, her hand — had it always been shaking? — reaching up to knock on the door.

a moment passes. then two.

and then, the door opens.

and when bronya sees you, all of her worries and anxieties melt away in an instant.

you look like you just rolled out of bed — and considering what time it was, you probably did — with your hair askew and your clothes crooked. through sleep-narrowed eyes, you blink at the woman standing in front of you, squinting a little more, as if trying to gauge whether she was really there or just some figment of your imagination.

"bronya...?" when you speak, your voice is laden with sleep. "what are you doing he—"

you're cut off by her figure collapsing into your arms and burying her face into your chest.

what comes out of her mouth is a jumbled mess — of apologies for waking you up so late and bothering you at such a time; of confessions of nightmares and memories she wishes she could forget; of quiet pleas to let her stay with you, just for the night.

please...

in her disoriented, half-frantic state, she doesn't notice you gently leading her subtly shaking body further into your house until her legs nudge against the edge of a mattress. when she looks up, eyes damp with tears that haven't yet fallen, she finds herself pulled down onto your bed; tucked securely — safely — against your side and underneath your blankets with a loving kiss pressed to her forehead. for a moment, she's seemingly stunned, all other emotions fading from her face as she gazes up at you.

and then, as if everything in the world were finally okay, she smiles softly.

in the morning, she would have to apologize to you properly for barging in in such an undignified manner. in the morning, she would have to put on her usual mask and face her people once more, her head held as high as it could in spite of the memories — of the truths — that weighed on her back. in the morning, she would have to pretend this night never happened — that she had never crumbled under the consequences of her actions.

but for now, she just wanted to be held by you.

[butterflyseas]

if you saw the bad formatting on that last post, no you didn't. tumblr hates me.

[butterflyseas]

You can skip this if you'd like, but can you do fluffy headcannons for Tingyun? You can add more characters if you'd like (Also fem reader if you're okay with it, thanks!)

of course! thank you for the request! <3

⸻ fluffy tingyun headcanons

↳ pairing: tingyun x fem!reader

↳ content: fem!reader. slight spoilers, but nothing major. darling as a pet name. pda. tingyun being clingy lol. fluff <3

tingyun is busy — she's the amicassador for the sky-faring commission, after all. she normally doesn't mind the workload, but when it tears her away from you and keeps you apart for long stretches of time? oh, then she hates it.

she can be pretty clingy without meaning to — especially when she's just come back from a trip. the second she sees you again after being away, she's engulfing you in a hug and nuzzling her cheek against yours. talks about how much she missed you and how miserable she was without her darling next to her — and while it comes off as embellished, it's anything but. for as much time she spent on work, she spent equal amounts of time counting down the days until she could see you again.

loves pda! of course, she can't be hanging all over you in public (she does, for better or worse, have an image to uphold), but that doesn't mean she abstains from touching you entirely. loves holding your hand, linking arms with you, and giving you kisses on the cheek. also has a bit of a habit of touching her nose to yours — "foxian habit," she says.

tingyun absolutely loves cuddling with you. whenever you two are in private, she loves curling up by your side and laying her head on your chest — especially when she's had a particularly stressful day. please pet her ears while she rests on you; it's the only thing that'll help (or so she says).

but she also likes the reverse! runs her fingers through your hair when you lay on her chest or her lap; finds it super cute if you fall asleep like that.

she'll also let you rest on her tail — but only you, because you're just so special. ♡

likes spoiling you and will oftentimes end up buying you things that she thinks you'd like when she's out. jewelry, clothes, foods — anything that catches her eye, she'll buy (and get wrapped up in a cute box) and give you the next time you're together. this goes double for when she visits other planets and gets a chance to sightsee before having to go back to her duties.

has definitely commissioned you a bracelet that matches hers.

likes taking you with her to the sleepless earl for tea when she has a significant amount of free time. she'll tell you all kinds of stories while you share a drink — the most recent planet she went to; the things that happened there and the people she met; the strange train-shaped ship she passed on the way back...

has often thought about taking you with her on her travels; she's also told you as much, as well. if she wasn't worried she'd get in trouble with yukong, she would — so, she makes do with the occasional starskiff ride around the xianzhou alliance.

always seems to find a way to bring you up in a conversation — she just has to tell everyone that she has the cutest girlfriend in the entire expanse of space. she tells you the same thing — that, out of every planet she's been to, that you're the prettiest and most beautiful girl she's ever seen. the words sound just as flowery as anything else that comes out of her mouth, but she truly means it when she says so.

she just loves you so, so much. ♡

[butterflyseas]

⸻ "hey... you okay?"

☆ノ aka how they take care of you when you're sick (ft. march 7th, seele, bronya, natasha, serval)

↳ notes: wrote this while i wasn't feeling too good, so this is pretty self-indulgent. may be a little bit ooc. just some quick little headcanons <3

↳ content: gn!reader. mentions of being sick (non specific). slight spoilers in natasha's. brief mentions of loss. fluff <3

⸻ 𝗠𝗔𝗥𝗖𝗛 𝟳𝗧𝗛

MARCH notices that you're sick before you even realize it yourself — there's a certain shine that's missing from your eyes; your expression isn't as bright as it normally is. she's committed your face to memory; not even the slightest change in it goes missed.

seeing the change in your expression changes hers — it goes from its usual cheerful bubbliness to a concerned one in the blink of an eye as she asks you what's wrong. and when you tell her you don't feel well, she immediately tells you that you "should have told me sooner!" and that "you need to rest right away!"

she corrals you off to her room and tucks you in amongst her pillows and blankets and stuffed animals. she just wants you to be as comfortable as possible! at least, that's half of the truth — she also just wants to stay close to you.

whatever you need, she's happy to get you! water? there's already a full glass on the nightstand. tea for when your throat is sore? she's brewing a pot as you speak. tissues? she set out a box next to you ages ago. medicine? she's pestering dan heng to get every kind he can find. cuddles until you fall asleep? she was already going to do that <3

part of it is because she wants you to get better as soon as possible — she misses hanging out and going places with you — but it's also because she doesn't like seeing you unwell. it makes her anxious for some reason — like she's on the verge of losing something important to her. she doesn't tell you that, though — she doesn't want you to worry when you're already not feeling good.

so, for your sake — and her own — she ignores that feeling and instead focuses her energy on keeping you in high spirits. she'll talk your ear off about anything that comes to mind — usually stories about past trailblazing expeditions and the adventures she got up to on them. anything to put even the slightest smile on your face.

"oh, oh! and then, dan heng said—"

⸻ 𝗦𝗘𝗘𝗟𝗘

when SEELE gets sick, she ignores it and pushes through whatever illness she may have gotten. because of that, she doesn't notice when you're feeling unwell until you're trailing a handful of paces behind her.

she'll scold you for not telling her sooner — and for making her worry — but she's mostly upset with herself for not realizing something was wrong quicker. if something were to happen to you because she was careless... she doesn't like to think about it; she'll be more vigilant next time.

her first instinct is to take you to see natasha — she's not a total novice when it comes to managing an illness, but she'd rather be safe than sorry and make sure it really is just a simple cold and not something more serious. and when it isn't — when it really is just some little bug you caught from somewhere — she visibly relaxes and lets out a small sigh of relief.

even if she's not the best at showing it, seele cares deeply about you. every time she tells you to stay in bed; to take the medicine natasha sent home with you; to make sure you eat enough — it's all because she's worried about you. she's lost too many people; seen far too much death. she's doesn't want to lose you, too.

her edges soften when she's around you — they do normally, but it's more noticeable now. she'll stop you if you try to get something for yourself, saying that you should take it easy; that she's got it. she doesn't want you to overexert yourself and make your illness worse — but, deep down, she also wants to take care of you.

"just take it easy, okay? i've got it."

⸻ 𝗕𝗥𝗢𝗡𝗬𝗔

BRONYA is a busy woman. being the commander of the silvermane guards as well as being the future supreme guardian means that she doesn't have a lot of free time — and any free time she does have is spent worrying about the safety and future of belobog.

however, the second she catches wind of you being sick, all of her worries shift over to you.

she can't fully abandon her duties to rush to your side — she wishes she could, though — but she does delegate as much as she can to her subordinates so she can check on you without so much looming over her head.

when you're in person, she keeps most of her worry off her face — a habit she's yet to fully break, even in your presence — but you can tell that she is, if the massive bag of items she brought with her is anything to go off of. medicines, snacks, bottles of water, soothing oils that fill the room with their scent the moment she opens them — anything that you might need to help you feel better.

she can't stay with you all day, but she stays as long as she can. most of it is spent with her doting on you — cooking lunch, brewing tea, spooning out the correct dosage of medicine to give you, cleaning and tidying your room — but there are soft, quiet moments as well. she'll sit by your bedside, holding your hand until she finally relents to your coaxing to lay next to you. with her face turning red, she'll settle into the spot beside you, wrapping an arm around your shoulders and stroking your hair until you eventually fall asleep against her side.

before she leaves, she tucks you in and leaves a small kiss on your forehead.

"i'll be back tomorrow. rest well until then."

⸻ 𝗡𝗔𝗧𝗔𝗦𝗛𝗔

being a doctor, NATASHA is the most skilled when it comes to taking care of illnesses and ailments. and being the only doctor — as well as the leader of wildfire — in the underground means she's seen just about everything in the book, from the common cold to broken bones to everything in between — you're in good hands with her.

when you come into her clinic saying you don't feel well, she's immediately nudging you toward a bed and urging you to lay down while she looks you over and assesses your symptoms.

the underground is low on supplies — especially medical ones — but she'll still set aside some medicine and painkillers for you to take. if you don't want them — or if the clinic's supply is running dangerously low — she'll make you any one of the at-home remedies she knows.

basically, whatever you need, she'll get for you — and if she can't, she'll compromise as best she can. and if she can't do that, either, she'll venture out into the underground for a supply run herself.

while she can't shirk her duties entirely, she'll still spend every moment she can by your side. she knows it's a little excessive — after all, you're not dying — but she can't help it. she just cares about you too much to not dote on you a little — and with the way she smiles whenever you tell her you're doing okay before thanking her for caring so much, you can't bring yourself to be bothered by it.

"just lay back and relax. i'll take care of you~"

⸻ 𝗦𝗘𝗥𝗩𝗔𝗟

SERVAL notices something is up when you first walk through the doors of her workshop. there's a sluggishness to the way you're walking that isn't normally there — did you not get enough sleep last night? or maybe you just woke up earlier than normal?

when she asks what's up and learns that you woke up feeling sick, her older sister instincts kick in before you even finish speaking. the machine she was tinkering with is put to the side in favor of making sure you're okay; it's not long after that you're ushered to sit down while she gets things set up for you.

she finds a pile of blankets and pillows stashed away somewhere that she turns into a makeshift bed for you. it's not the most comfortable thing in the world, but it's comfortable enough — plus, it's warm and it smells like her, so you don't mind too much.

with you tucked into your blankets, she starts a pot of tea and takes to rummaging around the workshop until she finds a few bottles of medicine hidden away in a drawer. hopefully, it's enough to stave off your sickness before it gets worse — but, if it's not and you end up needing something stronger, she'll ask gepard to stop by the clinic for her so she doesn't have to leave your side.

she likes having you lay your head in her lap — she does normally, but she especially does while she's taking care of you. she'll run her fingers through your hair and ask which of her songs you like the most — whichever you pick, she'll sing to you until you fall asleep like that. and even after you have, she'll stay in her spot until you either wake up or someone enters the workshop in need of her services.

"i don't normally give private concerts, but i'll make an exception just for you."

[butterflyseas]

𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓

⸻ 𝗔𝗦𝗧𝗥𝗔𝗟 𝗘𝗫𝗣𝗥𝗘𝗦𝗦

☆ノ himeko ↳ "hey... you okay?" part two (taking care of you while sick)

☆ノ march 7th ↳ "hey... you okay?" (taking care of you while sick) ↳ the language of love (love language headcanons)

⸻ 𝗝𝗔𝗥𝗜𝗟𝗢 - 𝗩𝗜

☆ノ bronya rand ↳ "hey... you okay?" (taking care of you while sick) ↳ as the snow stopped falling (in which bronya comes to you after a nightmare)

☆ノ natasha ↳ "hey... you okay?" (taking care of you while sick)

☆ノ pela sergeyevna ↳ "hey... you okay?" part two (taking care you while sick)

☆ノ seele ↳ "hey... you okay?" (taking care of you while sick) ↳ the language of love (love language headcanons)

☆ノ serval landau ↳ "hey... you okay?" (taking care of you while sick)

⸻ 𝗫𝗜𝗔𝗡𝗭𝗛𝗢𝗨 𝗔𝗟𝗟𝗜𝗔𝗡𝗖𝗘

☆ノ shushang ↳ "hey... you okay?" part two (taking care of you while sick)

☆ノ tingyun ↳ fluffy headcanons (fem!reader) ↳ the language of love (love language headcanons)

[butterflyseas]

𝐑𝐔𝐋𝐄𝐒

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[butterflyseas]

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