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demon draws
his name is Drizzuline
“Why don’t you take that thing off so I can see your pretty smile.”
Gutierrez put his hands up to his cheeks, lightly gripping the sides of the bandana. Hancock could see him hesitating.
“What’re you waiting for? Your teeth can’t be as bad as mine.” The ghoul chuckled, but knew that the man was still uncomfortable. His smirking turned to a look of genuine concern.
“It can’t be that bad.”
“Yeah. It can.”
Gutierrez tightened his grip and closed his eyes. He pulled the bandana down and let it hang around his neck. He kept his eyes closed.
“Man, that’s it? That’s what you were hiding?”
He opened his eyes slightly, assessing Hancock’s reaction. He’d never uncovered his face in front of anyone other than Nora before. Before the war, he’d covered the scars with foundation. When he was thawed, the bandana did the trick.
“I don’t know how long you’ve been walking around blind, but I’m no Daisy Duke either, my friend. Though I think you’ve got one up on me.”
Instead of backing away as expected, Hancock moved towards him. He put his hand up to Gutierrez’s face and lightly touched one of the scars. He ran his finger along the puckered skin, causing Gutierrez to instinctively wince.
They didn’t hurt physically anymore, of course. But the reminder of how people always reacted to seeing them made his chest tighten.
He started to turn away, but Hancock’s other hand came up to hold his head in place.
“Hey, you’re with a ghoul now, remember? We don’t give a shit and a half about looks. And even if I did, you’d still rank pretty high, brother.”
The kiss came unexpected. Gutierrez hadn’t even remembered how it happened, just that it did.
And all those thoughts of Sanctuary Hills came flooding back. The smell of the posies that Codsworth had taken such pride in caring for. The color of the sky when he, Nora, and Shaun would go to a picnic in the nearby park. The shine of the fresh paint on their ’75 Corvega.
He was home again.
“Did you find it?”
“My pockets are dry and I had to punch 3 guys but yeah, I got it. You sure you wanna do this?”
“Weren’t you?”
“Heh. Good point. Here you go then.”
“This is the part where you try and stop me.”
“Hey man, I’m not your mother. I trust an adult to make their own decisions.”
“...are you worried?”
“More than you can imagine.”
This is the story as my mama used to tell me.
Long ago, like ancient times we’re talkin’, some of those…whatcha call ‘em? Neanderthals? Ya know, the cavemen. They worshipped the moon. Saw it as some kind of god or goddess or somethin’. Mama told me it spoke to them all the time, like a constant yammerin’ in yer ear. But it was nice and sweet like Mama’s hugs. It told them stuff to do like how to get food and stuff. Mama said the moon loved these cavemen as if they were its own kids.
Well these guys, they ended up fightin’ with others like ‘em. I guess cuz they could or somethin’. Anyways, the moon was cryin’ for the guys who worshipped it cuz they were like its kids, ya know? Lots of ‘em were dyin’ and it was watchin’ from up in that night sky cryin’ its tears of stars.
Well one day, the moon decided enough was enough. It wasn’t gonna lose no more kids. Mama said the moon used its powers to make ‘em all hairy and tough so that they could fight and kill better. Nothin’ could touch ‘em: they were like a pack of rabid wolves. I mean, I guess that’s what they were.
They fought and killed lots of other cavemen, and they were good at it cuz of them claws and teeth they got from the moon. But Mama told me, she said that the change was painful. Like givin’ birth to 5 babies all at once. The moon didn’t like havin’ its kids hurt ya know, but it knew that they needed the fur and teeth and claws it gave ‘em to live. So I guess the moon made a deal with those cavemen that if they killed their enemies and gave the hearts to the moon, then it’d take away their teeth and claws and stuff so they wouldn’t hafta hurt anymore.
I’m guessin’ that’s what they did, on accounta that change sounded mighty painful. But Mama said that some of ‘em didn’t wanna give up what the moon gave ‘em. She said they ran off to live like wild animals. Dunno why anyone would wanna do that, though. Sounds kinda dumb to me.
But I know it’s true. Mama never lies.
Anyways, I dunno if the moon really is God or ya know cuz I mean that’d be really weird, huh? But those werewolves, they do exist. I hear ‘em sometimes at night. Howlin’ up a storm like they got the fits. But I ain’t never seen one. Don’t wanna.
Some things ya should keep far away from.
16 Sun's Dawn, 4E 201
Derkeethus asked me to lay with him last night. I'll admit, I was quite surprised. Trepidatious even. It came with no warning and he asked me during dinner. Luckily, Valdimar was out of earshot. That kindly oaf thinks the world of me, and it wouldn't do to have him hear of his Thane partaking in such activities freely and without caution. Knowing him, he'd want to be in the room to make sure it wasn't a trick!
I said yes of course, even against my better judgement. Derkeethus was very shy asking me, and it was rather refreshing seeing someone treat me with such apprehension.
Hm, that's unfair of me, I suppose. I've come to trust Derkeethus. I certainly see him as a friend, and quite the capable fighter. He, by no means, shares my enthusiasm for the Kill, but he doesn't shy away from a fight if the situation calls for it. Indeed, he's saved my life quite a few times. I shouldn't act as if he's some whelp that would do well to fear me. He's not on par with the lowly thugs that He has sent after me, after all. Or the innumerable bandits the two of us have slain together.
Regardless of my feelings about him, we did lay together, and it may have been due to how much wine I had imbibed. I felt fuzzy headed this morning waking up, and half expected him to be gone and not mention what we had done. But there he was, right next to me in the bed, arms outstreched as if trying to reach me. It was all too familiar a sight, and I immediately began to remember the nights Him and I had shared.
There were so many nights. Many wonderful nights that mean nothing but dust now.
But that is neither here, nor there. The point of this entry was not to dwell on such musings. It was to write about the present.
And in the present, here and now, I am happy.
Decided to post some info on my original universe vampire story I’m working on! It’s a definite WIP currently, as I come up with more concrete ideas for it. Long text under the cut.
The origin of vampires stems from a Puritan village in which the men were horribly cruel and malicious to the women of the village. They were treated as property (nothing new w/ the Puritans tbh) and often beaten and raped. The women eventually come together and meet in secret to find a way to get their revenge, as they can’t take the abuse anymore. They forsake their God, whom they too blame for letting these things happen to them. They swear their souls and loyalty to Satan, who in turn sends one of his demons to Earth. It forces itself on each of the women (a final abuse), and in so doing, corrupts their souls and bodies to give them an undying rage and bloodlust, as well as incredible power and supernatural abilities. They take the form of monstrous creatures with massive teeth, claws, and wings (a near mirror image of the demon that violated them).
The women fall upon the village like a terror, killing, mutilating the men of the village in a carnage that lasted for days. At the end of it, their hunger was sated, and they took their old mortal appearances once more.
They expected this to be the end of it, but after foregoing a blood feast for weeks, they found their forms twisting back into the demonic beasts they had become during the massacre. Their hunger was back, and they found themselves unable to control their brutality once more. They didn’t realize this existence came with such a heavy price.
Fast forward hundreds of years to modern day. The women who were cursed (or blessed as most of their own refer to their kind these days) have spread across the world. They have killed hundreds in their wake to sate their lust for blood, but have since discovered a new gift. If they bite the nape of the neck of the one they lay in bed with, that person is turned into a vampire as well. Biting a person without having sex, with either A) kill the person if they drain them or B) make the person incredibly sick for the next few days, after which they will return to normal.
Vampires are, for all intents and purposes, pansexual. As a species or race or whatever they call themselves or are referred to by others, they cannot afford to (and DON’T) be picky with their lovers. Feeding is an incredibly erotic act for them, and as such, it takes a great deal of willpower not to have sex with each of their targets. They can’t sleep around while feeding willy nilly, for their numbers would be completely out of control. Many of the more refined vampires and clans look down upon promiscuous vamps with no self control, and if discovered to be infecting too many people, will be dealt with accordingly.
Many of the original vampires, commonly referred to as the Maidens of Blood or Satan’s Whores (a derogatory term reserved for use by vampire hunters or those who despise the beasts) have since passed on. Many were slain by hunters over the years, and few, those who could no longer live with this “curse”, offed themselves in creative ways.
The current whereabouts of the remaining Maidens of Blood are unknown, even by their own kind. They are revered by vampires and for a vampire to show any disrespect to them, is often met with a grim death by others.
The Maidens of Blood are held in the highest regard by vampire kind of course, but their children are seen as the next tier of authority. Vampires born to other vampires (as in via pregnancy) are valued much more highly than humans turned into vampires. These vamps are often held with disdain by their higher ups, and seen as fledglings. They are often given grueling and dirty tasks to perform for the clan. They suffer constant ridicule.
A vampire’s fed appearance is similar to what a mortal human appearance is. They are noticeably paler, and must hide their teeth, either with masks, hands, or fitted tooth caps (unsuccessful most of the time). As such, they find it hard to talk around mortals while facing them, so as not to give away their identities. Their eyes also are very telling. Their irises are red with black flecks, and so they usually wear concealing eyewear or contacts when they’re out in public.
Contrary to most legends, vampires are NOT done in by garlic or sunlight. They ARE vulnerable to sunlight and suffer sunburn much more frequently if outside in the sun for even short periods of time. They risk temporary or permanent blindness if going out without protective eyewear. Many vampires choose to sleep during the day for these reasons, though not all.
Also contrary to most legends, vampires and werewolves do not constant fight and feud against each other. The werewolves kill all their targets, whereas vampires usually leave their victims alive, and so werewolves and vampires are rarely seen in the same areas due to territory and resource concerns. Some vampires and clans have been known to have werewolf consorts and bodyguards.
Regarding lack of feeding; the earlier the generation of vampire, the quicker they turn to their true bestial forms without feeding. The Maidens can only go a few weeks before starting their change, whereas their children can go a bit longer, and so on. Humans turned vampires can go months, or in rare cases, YEARS before succumbing to their need for blood. They have no bestial forms to take however, and simply go mad or comatose.
Note: There is NO KNOWN CURE FOR VAMPIRISM. Once you’re infected, you’re infected for life (or eternity, depending on who you ask). Those that can’t handle this existence often kill themselves. People who do not wish to be vampires are looked down upon by others. They’re seen as not appreciative of the “gift” they’ve been given. Some radical vampire groups will hunt these vampires down and kill them.
Killing vampires is a tricky business. Mortal weapons such as bullets, bats, knives, etc. can stun vampires, but not truly kill them. Religious symbols such as crucifixes, stars of David, holy water, etc. will cause intense pain to a vampire if touched, though the belief in that person is what truly hurts them. If an atheist were to touch a vampire with a crucifix for example, or “holy water” unblessed by a priest would do next to nothing to a vampire. Therefore, clerics, priests, nuns, monks, etc. hold the true power to harming them. As such, they are the first people vampire hunters go to for help. The more aggressive hunters will sometimes force them to help, though these religious figures will more often than likely offer their services without need for force or payment. To truly kill a vampire, they must be burned.
Killing a werewolf is a different story. Unlike vampires, they are not immortal, and live normal mortal lifespans for the most part (they are more vulnerable to heart attacks and blood clots due to their high stress frenzies). Pure silver is the only thing that can truly kill werewolves, and even then, it has to pierce the skin and get into their blood. Simply hitting a werewolf over the head with a silver candlestick would do nothing other than make them angrier.
The origin of werewolves is as follows: they descend from a mix of Native American and Pagan roots. Some tribes worshipped the moon as a deity, and warriors would frequently pray to the moon for strength before battles between other tribes. It was said that the moon spirit’s favored children were the wolves of the land. As such, those warriors touched by the moon would take the forms of its favored children, though much more bestial. Initially, the change was a one time thing, meant strictly to aid them in a battle. After the battle was over and the moon was covered up by the sun and clouds, they would return to their normal human state, assuming of course they survived the battle. Those that do are fatigued immensely afterwards, as well as sore all over. It takes days for them to recover from their change.
Somewhere along the line, the moon’s change became permanent. Those who have been touched by the moon find themselves permanently stuck as they are. They return to human form during the day, but are forced into their bestial forms at night. Some werewolves in modern day have discovered a "cure” to prevent the change: wolf’s bane flowers crushed into water and mixed with foxglove nectar. While poisonous to most creatures, werewolves are able to consume the mixture in small doses. While it does not actually cure them, it prevents werewolves from undergoing the change on a normal night. Nights where the moon is full, they still change; there is nothing that can prevent and manage their change on the night of a full moon.
Note: there IS a cure for lycanthropy, but a ritual must be performed under a full moon. The participant needs to spill massive amounts of their own blood upon an altar (to the moon) to “rid themselves of their beast blood”. Many do not survive as they bleed to death. As such, many werewolves simply manage their transformations with the mixture rather than seek the true cure.
Werewolves gain a massive muscle boost, as well as increased agility and can withstand much harsher (and frequent) attacks before being weakened or downed. However, there are downsides. The change is excruciating, and many don’t survive if they’re not physically strong enough to withstand it. Sometimes with others, their bodies can’t accommodate the rapid increase in muscle mass and bone growth and are torn apart from the inside out. As mentioned before, the hearts of those who survive are weakened, both in their wolf and human forms. The change they undergo puts massive strain on their heart, and their feeding frenzies only increase the risk of heart attack.
Unlike vampires, who lose control of themselves while they’ve taken on their bestial form, werewolves remain in (almost) complete control. They do find themselves to be far more aggressive, both in wolf form and human. They also grow more body hair than normal, even the women. It’s not unusual to see a female werewolf with the makings of a moustache if she decides not to shave it.
Some werewolves have found that they possess the ability to retain their wolf form indefinitely. They can change at will, even during the day. However, they are still vulnerable to change against their will at the full moon. No one knows why or how they’ve managed to control their change, even those it affects.
It’s Not Fair
The swamp air was filled with the constant buzzing of insects, and nearby a crocodile hissed. It was getting harder and harder for Whispers to concentrate on his thoughts. It seemed every year he added to his age, it grew more and more difficult. When he was younger, although jumbled, he could still make out a significant number of words the voices were saying. But now, it was like a loud and consistent white noise. He didn't know whether to contribute it to his age or the events surrounding him these days.
War was everywhere. Every other step he took, he had to be careful not to step on the corpse of a soldier, or remains of someone far longer dead. He thought escaping to the swamps would help, but it didn't. The voices almost even sounded louder here.
Indeed, the voices were louder wherever there was death. The more piled bodies, the more frantic the voices.
He just wanted peace. He wanted to be able to think clearly for once. Something he'd never been able to do, even as a hatchling.
He wanted to die.
I should've died. I should've just died. It's not fair.
As a hatchling, he had expressed his frustration and fear to the then shaman of the tribe. The voices were so loud. Always screaming; sad, angry, helpless, hopeless screams of despair from everywhere and nowhere.
The shaman was a wise woman, and she told him that he had been given a gift. One that the Hist had bestowed upon him for a reason. One that would help him, and perhaps others.
He had listened to her then. He looked up to her. Everyone did. It was expected that she knew the truth. That the Hist spoke through her to her people. To dispute her teachings would be disrespectful and shameful. He drank up her words as she had wiped the tears from his cheek with her withered hands.
What a crock of shit.
He had survived this long with a head full of tangled briars and vines tied into knots. But he was reaching his wit's end. If this was a "gift", the Hist could take it back.
He was so angry when he met Lyris. She told him how he had died, how he was sacrificed, but was now doomed to be a slave to Molag Bal unless he escaped.
He didn't want to escape.
He hadn't realized at first, but when he woke up in Coldharbour, the voices were gone. It was as if they had never been there at all. Despite how terrible Coldharbour was, it seemed preferable to his living existence on Nirn. But he found himself following her and dooming himself back to the land of the living.
It really wasn't fair. He was 84 years old. He didn't have a whole lot of years to go anyway. And it saved him the trouble of ending his own life.
So why did I go back?
He knew the answer, though it hurt to admit it or even acknowledge it. Argonians are supposed to go back to the Hist when they died. They return to that from which they came from.
But more than that.
When he awoke in Coldharbour, she wasn't by his side.
My love.
He would go living a hundred more lives on Nirn if it meant being with her again in the end. In Coldharbour, he would never see her again. Never hear her voice. Never be able to touch and kiss her again.
It's not fair.
my skyrim chara, Red-Head
The Broken Man Part 2
Red sat on a small hay bale by the bed. The change in his posture caused his burns to flare up again, but he tried his best to ignore it. His best just happened to be a little less than optimal.
The Broken Man
Red took a deep inhale. The chilled, humid air felt soothing in his lungs. He picked a good spot when he chose Hjaalmarch.
He felt the warmth from the body in his bed, and it comforted him. All too often, his bed felt cold and hard. But not tonight.
He’s beautiful. He’s mine.
Red-Head moved slowly so as not to wake his sleeping companion. He rose from the bed and stretched, taking a deep breath. The sun was beginning to creep through the blinds on the window, and rest peacefully on the sleeping argonian’s face. He grimaced slightly in His half-asleep state, and readjusted His body. Red admired every movement He made.
The two had met roughly 3 months ago, about a week after Red had established his little group. Since then, they had gone on many missions together, and got to really understand each other.
Red knew He favored dual wielding swords and heavy armor. He knew Red enjoyed magic and his bow. Red knew He liked to charge straight in and kill His victims without giving them a chance to unsheath their own weapons. He knew Red liked to stalk from afar, playing games with his victims before making the kill. He liked salmon and mudcrab. Red liked smoked slaughterfish and clams. He liked brandy. Red liked wine.
They were as different as two people could be, but they had one thing in common.
They both liked to kill people.
Or do we?
Red had been thinking about this frequently for the past couple weeks. He had noticed small changes in his lover’s behavior; things He probably wasn’t even aware He was doing. The way His expression changed when He ended someone’s life. How His appetite had changed lately. The smell of His sweat as He chopped wood for the fire.
Red knew something was different, and he didn’t like it. They had boasted about their kills many times in the past, but He hadn’t boasted for weeks. Red became even more aware of the changes after they had laid together tonight. As if everything leading up to this was just a hidden game, but was now revealed to him in full clarity.
He’s going to betray me.
The sun was fully up now, and Red shook the thought from his head. They were in love. Betrayal wasn’t something that either of them was capable of - at least to each other.
But He’s going to do it. He’s going to sell me out.
The thought made him feel nauseous. He shook his head again to try and clear it, but the thought was printed there now. He couldn’t think of anything else. He began to imagine blood dripping from his love’s blade, but it wasn’t from their usual prey. It was his own.
“STOP.”
Red hadn’t intended to yell, he had only wanted to shout it in his head. But he knew it had come out of his mouth. Rather loudly.
He was awake now. He could hear Him getting up and out of bed. Heard Him putting on His pants and the groaning that accompanied a stretch.
Red rubbed his temples, trying to reason with himself that all of this was ludicrous paranoia. They had BOTH killed people, after all. If He ratted Red out, He’d be ratting Himself out, too.
He came out to meet Red in the kitchen. He smiled warmly, and came over to offer a hug.
How did I even get in the kitchen?
His lover’s arms embraced him, and a kiss graced his brow. “How are you doing, love? You look like you’ve seen a ghost or something.”
First I yell. Now I can’t even hide that I’m scared shitless.
Red grinned, and returned the kiss.
“It’s nothing, dear. Let’s just make breakfast.”
a pic i did of my grey warden, Ruairí Surana
working with colors and shit ヽ(・∀・)ノ
Drew awhile ago and never uploaded. SORRY FOR CRAPPY QUALITY but I apparently draw too light. 8l
I need to draw more.
And learn how to shade.
And draw things other than headshots.
Hey I drew Tavros.
A dragon. I guess. I blame Skyrim mmkay. Might finish eventually. Herp.
MY PONYSONA!!!1
My cutie mark is tacks because I lack tact. HAHA I'M SO FUNNAY.
No I do not actually like MLP. I'm just being a wiseass again.