With clouded thoughts, his fate sealed he hurt,
And puts on he a fake demeanor,
As he lies how he'd hate to see her,
but these are just making him meaner,
because he wants, but hates he needs her,
for so, in love with his lady be sure.
Now, then with both hearts sane he plead her,
No prevail was gave, became she teacher,
in turn drove by hope, became he dreamer,
for he no hope to be claimed, deemed clearer,
the choice to leave be his dame, he leaves her,
His heart, even though now changed, sinks deeper.
he thought then, of the wrong way he treats her,
now, unprecedented pain, he feels burn,
his chest, then anger raising, he hurled,
His blood boiled, and he plainly teetered,
Suicide, in his brain, made he weaker,
thoughts of a death side relayed seemed greener.
a care for anything but, gave he neither,
To search for answers, , made he seeker,
None found, now a mess, his brain seeks leisure,
And saw just one way to make it neater,
With the intent of self-slaying be sure,
he pulled out his gun, and laid the lever.
While thinking of her, this ashamed deceiver,
At his heart did aim, fear teased, turned,
all at once courage, BANG! he links worlds,
Welcomes death, for him, now came the reaper,
From the plane, now he vaguely sees Earth,
and waits for whence again, may he seek her.
a doubter through his doubts, made believer,
That in his next life, they'll meet sweeter,
And then once more, at least, can he greet her,
For surely on that day, he'll keep her,
Then shalt never again may he leave her,
See, they are in fact soul mates, he needs her.
