Not a Monster.

Dependent Heinoustuck Jake English. NSFW, gore heavy. Not for the faint of heart. Please read rule tab.

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Memory Meme

Past experiences help shape who we are currently, how we see the world. Send in a symbol and I’ll write a drabble of one of my muse’s memories. 

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❥ - a childhood memory

♣ - a fading memory

✂ - a vivid memory

✖ - a repressed memory

✈ - an eye-opening memory

✤ - a memory that involves romance/love

☤ - a memory of death/loss

✍ - a memory of their mother

☽ - a memory of their father

♘ - a memory of their sibling(s)

✌ - a memory of a relative

↕ - a memory that may or may not have happened

♚ - a memory of something paranormal

✓ - a sexual memory

♬ - a friend/best friend memory

[bxlletwxunds-blog]

Hungry...

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It’s complicated. This whole mess is.

Sometimes my brain likes to work the correct way, sometimes.

Um. This is rather awkward. But, who might you be? You seem awfully familiar...

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Oh my…

It’s been..awhile. I think? I don’t really know how long it’s actually been.

[engineeringxpuppeteer]

Welcome back Jake.

[bxlletwxunds-blog]

Thank you, whoever you are. 

Wait!!! I think I know you.

Yes, I’m positive. You’re another D name. 

It’s on the tip of my tongue…D…Dir….Dirk. 

You’re Dirk, of course! How’ve you been my bro? How could I ever forget you. Apologies, I guess it’s taking a bit for everything to flow correctly in my mind.

[engineeringxpuppeteer]

You haven’t seen me in a while, man, it’s understandable. Don’t apologize, don’t ever apologize for what they’ve done to you.

HEE HEE

[bxlletwxunds-blog]

I haven’t....it’s been a long time hasn’t it? 

Let’s not dive into that subject, alright? I don’t have many memories of my grandmother, every day I lose a little more and I don’t want to fog them with any sort of negativity just yet.

[bxlletwxunds-blog]

Oh my…

It’s been..awhile. I think? I don’t really know how long it’s actually been.

[engineeringxpuppeteer]

Welcome back Jake.

[bxlletwxunds-blog]

Thank you, whoever you are. 

Wait!!! I think I know you.

Yes, I’m positive. You’re another D name. 

It’s on the tip of my tongue...D...Dir....Dirk. 

You’re Dirk, of course! How’ve you been my bro? How could I ever forget you. Apologies, I guess it’s taking a bit for everything to flow correctly in my mind.

[bxlletwxunds-blog]

Oh!!! Hello there…uh…

Um.

I’ve got it, just…give me moment here.

Something with a D…

Hm…OH! Dave. Hello Dave. 

[rebornai]

you remembered!!! im proud of you how have you been???

[bxlletwxunds-blog]

I did...didn’t I? 

I’ve been alright, conspiring. I got lost for quite awhile and I’m just now getting back to the...

The place where I currently live. There’s a word for it but I can’t remember. 

Dave!

When did you get here? How’ve you been?

[bxlletwxunds-blog]

Oh my…

It’s been..awhile. I think? I don’t really know how long it’s actually been.

[rebornai]

jake!!!

[bxlletwxunds-blog]

Oh!!! Hello there...uh...

Um.

I’ve got it, just...give me moment here.

Something with a D...

Hm...OH! Dave. Hello Dave. 

[bxlletwxunds-blog]

Oh my...

It’s been..awhile. I think? I don’t really know how long it’s actually been.

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||I got into this account, hell fucking yes. ||

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@bxlletwxunds

You’re my alt right? I just wanted to take the chance to say hello so Hello!!

[bxlletwxunds-blog]

Ah…It would seem so.

Hello there!

[avantyurist-blog]

A pleasure to meet you, Jake!!! How are you doing on this fine evening?

[bxlletwxunds-blog]

I’m doing...

I’m...uh...

Oh!

Hello there, I’m Jake. 

[bxlletwxunds-blog]

I’m, okay. 

Are you alright?

[rebornai]

nope

i think my wing is broken

[bxlletwxunds-blog]

....How did that happen?

[bxlletwxunds-blog]

Right right.

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-And so he sat, as he said he would. The tree wasn’t too high from the ground, not that it mattered. His bones always reset themselves after he broke them. He allowed his skull top to keep flashing as a sort of beacon. It’d been awhile since he’d had any sort of company, and even though he was slightly embarrassed about the situation…Jake was a little excited to see Dirk.-

[engineeringxpuppeteer]

Unfortunately it took some time for Dirk to get there, and to avoid any “parent” that might have seen him. He didn’t want to have to stop and stitch up again before seeing Jake.

Excited was one thing, and yes Dirk was definitely excited but he was also very worried. Like a horrifying, bloody, puppet prince charming, Dirk was going to save Jake and take him back to safety. Regenerative healing or no, he hated Jake getting lost and hurt.

But he was there, seeing and following the beacon.

“Jake?”

[bxlletwxunds-blog]

-Luckily, Jake’s parent had been killed off long ago for reaching the age limit. He was alone on the island, well, besides the various creatures that frequented the jungles. Jake had no problem waiting, of course. He spent the time just staring blankly at the patch of sky he could see from the tree branch. Beautiful.

Dirk had come and brought him home before, but that didn’t stop Jake from disliking the ordeal to an extent, adventurers always find their way home. He would eventually, if left on his own.

Once Dirk’s voice hit his ear, he made his way down from the branch.- 

“Ah, there you are.” -His mouth, usually open and gaping closed for a moment so that he could smile at Dirk.- “Hello, Dirk.”

[engineeringxpuppeteer]

“Hey Jake.” He couldn’t smile back in the way that he wanted, puppet grin all but stuck in place. He used to love Cal but now…

“Ready to come down? Dave wants us to come over. Bro won’t touch us, he knows better.”

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-Dirk had…gotten the rough end of the stick appearance wise, but he still had his personality. Which Jake was glad for, he liked to think that he’d stayed the same himself. To a point.-

 “Aye aye Captain, I’ll be down in a jiffy.”

Eventually he made his way down and offered a confused look at the other male.- “Oh…hello Dirk! When’d you get here?” 

[engineeringxpuppeteer]

“I came to help you home. Or to Davey’s. He wants us to come over so you can carry him around.”

Dirk explained patiently, reaching out to make sure Jake was good and not unsteady or anything. His forgetfulness obviously still worried the other male.

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-All though being touched still bothered him, he’d allow Dirk to reach out to him. He was stable, for now. He had a habit of being clumsy as well.- 

“To...Davey’s? ...Davey...Davey...Oh! To Daves. Oh, alright. That sounds berries.”

[bxlletwxunds-blog]

I know we can’t *die* but…perhaps you should be a tad bit careful?

….

…….

Oh! Hello Dave, how’re you?

[rebornai]

ill try alright?? sup jake im okay how are you

[bxlletwxunds-blog]

I’m, okay. 

Are you alright?

[avantyurist-blog]

@bxlletwxunds

You’re my alt right? I just wanted to take the chance to say hello so Hello!!

[bxlletwxunds-blog]

Ah...It would seem so.

Hello there!

[bxlletwxunds-blog]

*squints*

[rebornai]

*pats*

[bxlletwxunds-blog]

I know we can’t *die* but...perhaps you should be a tad bit careful?

....

.......

Oh! Hello Dave, how’re you?

[bxlletwxunds-blog]

*squints*

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BOLD any fears which apply to your muse. italicize what makes them uncomfortable.

the dark. fire. open water. deep water. storms. being alone. crowded spaces.confined spaces. change. failure. war. loss of control. powerlessness.prison.blood. drowning. suffocation. public speaking. natural animals. the supernatural. heights. death. dying. intimacy. rejection. abandonment. loss.the unknown. the future. not being good enough. scary stories. speaking to new people. poverty. loud noises. being touched. hurting others.