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Is it wrong that I find anger in a person telling me what a great mother I am? I feel like they see me as super human. I'm just me. I do the best I can, because I see no alternative. You should too.

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I’m drowning and no one sees me. My heart is so heavy with the love I have for my 8 children and beyond. How does one raise successfu happy healthy humans? Last night my #2 son told me "he hates me, has for most of his life and should come and kill me when he's done with girlfriend." I'm done. He has to get help before I'll allow him to be a part of my family any longer. I know it's the drugs talking but the hurt is as real as stabbing me in the heart. I know it will be hard to keep him at a distance but I have 7 other children to set the example for.