So you tell me sometimes you need a reminder to be there. Maybe a Signal or sign like a cartoon playing or pacifier in hand.
Ok. I was told to keep telling you ok by someone who loves me.
I look to you for comfort and love, hugs and cuddles that barely last for time, and for the actions of your words. But you said you not that person.
You won't check up on me, even if you knew I had a painful day or a scarier day already. You'll tell me your in pain everyday. Your not going to ask me if I need help or just walk up and hug me instead of grabbing me first.
I was pumped full of promises of my dreams. Trapped in the country, in my declining mind, just here until Im gone.



















