Slightly C0nfused...

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Sometimes I'd rather work all the time than come home because even though I love my wife and kid, it can be tiring to have to worry whether every think I do will get me in trouble and have to worry about what my wife wants me to do that she won't say out loud and just expects me to do. When I have my rare days off and they end up being more of me getting told what I'm doing wrong or not doing than getting to spend quality time with them, it doesn't seem as worth it to even come home except to sleep.

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Red hot pussy seltzer.

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Yep

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Decided to watch Sweeney Todd instead. Johnny Depp's voice completes me and temporarily fills the void and Helena Bonham Carters bosom completes any cracks left un-filled by Depp's voice.

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Ten minutes into Jupiter Ascending and I'm confused as fuck. Maybe it's the vodka. Or maybe it's the "blue balls" I was told I would have since she got impatient with my lack of orgasm. I can't help it if I can give multiple orgasms in ten minutes. Don't get mad at me if I don't orgasm in under ten minutes but I can give them that fast.

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Men can't win. If a guy finishes too fast he's under performing. If a guy takes too long and the girl finished first, she gets tired and impatient and the guy apparently finds her unattractive and she gives up and gets pissed. Suddenly I'm a liar when I tell her I was just having an awesome time. If I was having an awesome time why didn't I finish? Why would I want to if I was having such an awesome time. Stopping and saying "what the fuck man", certainly isn't doing me any favors.

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Lonely

I really wish I wasn't so lonely right now. I would kill to have somebody to love and hold during these cold nights.

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Church

On my way to church. Yes it is 11 at night. The goal is to come out on christmas day. I'm kind of excited. I already got my christmas gifts, my family gives gifts on christmas eve. I'll get one big thing along with my stocking tomorrow. Unfortunately my big gift is a car part, something I'd rather not deal with, especially since I have to help put it in. today was a pretty good day. I adm getting tired of constantly getting ragged on. All day I was getting facebook updates of rude and negative comments while I was at work and they just pissed me off as the day progressed...it's whatever, I'll be fine. God is good.

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About me

I'm the weirdest kid you'll ever meet. I am creating this for one reason, and one reason only. I often have a lot of thoughts about myself and others and I don't always know what to do with them. Some I can express, and all of them I would like to express, but unfortunately I feel uncomfortable expressing them to people I know. So I decided to create a blog in order to post things when I feel the need to... If you are reading this, as time goes by you will soon know more about me than anyone ever has or will. So whether you read this or not, just know that things will get deep, but I'll try to keep things somewhat lighthearted...SC