here for a vent/community space to deal with mental health including ed issues. i am not in recovery but i support those who are
—likes: arts and crafts, fashion, music (rec anything to me and i’ll listen at least once), reading, writing poetry and stories, the woods
—i do not fuck with fatspo. it’s just a no for me. pls know that if ur gonna interact. mdni. i get if u need a safe space but i feel an adult responsibility not to encourage you etc. if i follow/interact by mistake my apologies and feel free to block or lmk, whatever is more comfortable for you
— what to expect from me: a digital diary/vent space basically, many a rambling
stats below the cut
height-5’3
cw- 91
tbh i do not plan on getting to my lw again. partly here to be able to compartmentalize my thoughts and make sure i don’t take it too far
y’all i might go off tumblr again. health issues are fucking ruining my life. and it’s gonna be so hard to cope w doctors appointments and potentially getting no real answers and fighting to get taken seriously. So i think i might need to get offline so i can make sure my in-person life gets built up in the meantime.
i do really want the best for all of you though and i appreciate the support i’ve gotten from here
Hello 👋, My name is Momen Al Madhoun / I am a digital artist /a father of two children " Ezzdeen & Amir " I live in Gaza City in the heart of the Genocide, working tirelessly to amplify my voice to the world through my artwork.
I want to say thank you a lot. Your donations helped me improve our displacement conditions.
But my family still needs your contributions to keep going
We rely on you, you are our hope for survival.
🌟 Our campaign is vetted by 🇵🇸 @/gazavetters List at #291
I hope you're well. My brother Osama and our family are struggling due to the ongoing war in Gaza. Osama's life and work have been devastated, and he’s working hard to rebuild and support our family.
Osama has started a GoFundMe campaign, "Helping Osama Rebuild His Dream." Your support would mean a lot to him and to us. Please consider checking it out, sharing, or donating.
Link: https://gofund.me/100da7db
Even reblogging the pinned story can help a lot.
Thanks so much for your kindness 💖
With gratitude,
Ayman
Verified by @90-ghost @gazavetters @gaza-evacuation-funds @el-shab-hussein @nabulsi
if I don’t respond to an ask for funds it’s because the campaign is unverified, and while it’s truly sick, there are people in the United States trying to take advantage of people’s suffering
feeling super normal about physical affection (girl i know held me for like three hours and two days after i may have cried because I didn’t realize how touch starved i was?)
guys i’m so scared that no one will be able to fix what i have. It’s so hard to move. And focus. Whenever i have a few days w out pain or symptoms im waiting for the other show to drop. I want to be here for my community but I can’t do as much as i want to bc i am in so much pain all the time.
Im scared I’ll need surgery. Im scared that they won’t believe me and I won’t be able to access it if I do need it. Im scared of getting it and something going wrong.
I’m scared the pain will never stop. I’m scared of becoming less mobile than I am now.
I’m scared I won’t be able to keep a job when I finally get one bc im in too much pain to be reliable but not diagnosed enough to get any kind of disability status.
I’m scared that they’ll do surgery or do some treatment or try some medication and it’ll fix one thing only to have the other symptoms get worse or stay the same
I’m so scared. I’m scared of how long the next year is gonna feel now that im actually trying to get a non bullshit dx and some actual fucking treatment so this can stop ruining my life.
I’ve literally never said this in my life but honestly… if u believe in a god and wanna put a word in I’d appreciate it. I’m so sick of hurting all the time. and I really really hope it will stop someday soon
i don't wanna sound hopeless but i feel like so many of you don't care or have stopped caring about palestine.
the news of hospitals being bombed, children being massacred, people dying from the cold, and the famine spreading in gaza does not seem enough to grab attention or make people care.
what new tragedy needs to befall gaza for you to start talking about it? the occupation kills a child every few minutes. people are cold and are starving. refugee camps are being bombed with bombs that can level city blocks.
this all happens because of all of us. we are complicit in this genocide because our governments use the taxes we pay to send weapons to the occupation. weapons that are used to kill children and impose a blockade that is starving 2 million people.
the very fact that we're still going about our days when all of this is going on breaks my heart. especially because we have failed to stop our governments from using our money to arm israel.
i urge you, please be generous and donate to suad and her baby khaled. he is just six months old and suad is unable to find any formula for him. if she finds anything, it is extremely expensive. the baby also needs warm clothes and is suffering from a respiratory problem and needs a nebulizer.
Because we live a life that is not fit for human life.🙏😢😢
This is part of our suffering.😟👇
You wake up in peace and safety to the pleasant sound of birds.
Unfortunately, we wake up to the sound of planes and explosions, which is really scary for me and my children.😢😢🩸
As you pass the bathroom, you wash your faces and brush your teeth. We stand in line to Entering the bathroom . 😢💔
When we come to wash our faces we don't find soap, and even the price of toothpaste has reached a point that makes us say no no 😞😞💔
Our children are suffering from malnutrition. We can't find any food to eat in the markets. But at a very high price.🙏🚨🚨🌾
And when you prepare a meal for yourself and your children, all that is left for us is yesterday's bread, which is cold and dry and contains nothing, and we prepare it from dirty, spoiled flour that is not worthy of being food for animals. Is this human dignity?😞😢💔
We suffer a lot in the tents. - The spread of insects and infectious skin diseases. I suffered from chronic high blood pressure due to the heat of the tents at first, but I also suffer from Chronic stomach diseases(Duodenal infections, bacteria and the Mediterranean ).😢💊🩸
Often we wish we could go back to how we were before the war, to go back to our simple lives.🙏
Unfortunately, our children have lost all their rights, the most important of which is education.😢📚✏️
We suffer from the lack of clean water, otherwise it is very difficult.😢💧
I hope everyone who sees this post will help me to stay alive and to meet the needs of my children. 🙏🙏❤️
Hello everyone, I am Ahmed Khalil Abdul Rahman Saleh, 40 year… Doua Abo safia needs your support for My children are dying of hunger&poverty
The campaign is verified by✅️ @gazavetters, my number verified on the list is ( #228 )✅️
Yeah you're right. It WOULD be pretty fucked up if you were a swan but you were raised by ducks and you grew up never seeing another swan or even knowing that such a thing as a swan even existed so you just thought you were a duck with something super wrong with it.
