Dec 11, 2024
Fucking damn it a medication i was gonna try isn’t covered by my insurance and it’s like 700 dollars???? Idk how many pills it even is what the FUCK
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Fucking damn it a medication i was gonna try isn’t covered by my insurance and it’s like 700 dollars???? Idk how many pills it even is what the FUCK
y’all i might go off tumblr again. health issues are fucking ruining my life. and it’s gonna be so hard to cope w doctors appointments and potentially getting no real answers and fighting to get taken seriously. So i think i might need to get offline so i can make sure my in-person life gets built up in the meantime.
i do really want the best for all of you though and i appreciate the support i’ve gotten from here
Chronic illness/pain vent
guys i’m so scared that no one will be able to fix what i have. It’s so hard to move. And focus. Whenever i have a few days w out pain or symptoms im waiting for the other show to drop. I want to be here for my community but I can’t do as much as i want to bc i am in so much pain all the time.
Im scared I’ll need surgery. Im scared that they won’t believe me and I won’t be able to access it if I do need it. Im scared of getting it and something going wrong.
I’m scared the pain will never stop. I’m scared of becoming less mobile than I am now.
I’m scared I won’t be able to keep a job when I finally get one bc im in too much pain to be reliable but not diagnosed enough to get any kind of disability status.
I’m scared that they’ll do surgery or do some treatment or try some medication and it’ll fix one thing only to have the other symptoms get worse or stay the same
I’m so scared. I’m scared of how long the next year is gonna feel now that im actually trying to get a non bullshit dx and some actual fucking treatment so this can stop ruining my life.
I’ve literally never said this in my life but honestly… if u believe in a god and wanna put a word in I’d appreciate it. I’m so sick of hurting all the time. and I really really hope it will stop someday soon
having friends you can cuddle with is so good?? like it’s not in a sexual way but it is doing wonders for my Kinda Fucked Up Relationship with Physical Intimacy of Any Kind
gotta stop doing this refusing to eat snacks at friends’ houses shit. i waited too long and now my stomach hurts
fell asleep in a girl’s arms on new year’s eve
10/10, offsets my dread of what the new year will bring a little bit
i cannot express with words how bad i want someone to fall in love with me
one thing im a little nervous abt for New Yorkers is how they’re prob gonna increase surveillance in Central Park now :(