cola

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HI. You don’t need to follow (or block) this blog! This was originally billie-foster my first character at C23 but I’ve dropped her. As the main blog my characters are attached to this is now a ‘mun’ blog.

i’m cola ( 27, she/they, gmt, no triggers ) and i play seven, samson clemens, august specter, frances coldwell-gould and hannah mori.

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POETRY && @timotheepicard​

I came back to life       my head a blue was in 1980.                labyrinth trapped I awakened,                 in sound—

Then a voice        a ruined gasp (voices?)              emerging from I did not               within recognize:           my cut-off                             throat.

the first time by rachel mckibbens

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POETRY && @everlasting-leo

I can barely recall her song the scent of her hands though her wild hair scratches my dreams   at night.   return to me, oh Lord of then   and now, my mother’s calling, her young voice humming my name.

oh antic God by Lucille Clifton 

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#justessexhousethings

former residents & employees

@seven-c23 / @surejess / @moniwxshington / @endlesshvnger / @mi-burke / @lachlanxmcleod / @sawyer-sees / @hollandbright / @wehelminth / @hqessex​

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SAM+VIC // @samson-clemens​ @viictorious​

How much would you pay to be touched in the right way? Who would you think of with your hands on some bed like an animal and haven’t we all been here, walking through the world waiting for someone to free us or tie us to ourselves.          — Alex Dimitrov, from “February,” in Love and Other Poems  [ x ]

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@haleandhorns & @tiffany-chiba

Please don’t stop be mine, be mine I close my eyes and dive in I close my eyes and dive in And dive in Please don't stop because I'm scared to Please don't stop because I'm scared to

[c23-cola]

𝐀𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐮𝐬 𝐁𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐟𝐢𝐞𝐥𝐝

Heal the sick, raise the dead ... You received without paying; give without pay.

@atticus-bellefield

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𝐂𝐢𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐧 𝐎'𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐥𝐥

“Heavy is the head that wears the crown.”

@combustiibles

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𝐄𝐳𝐫𝐚 𝐒𝐡𝐚𝐰

EVEN WITH YOUR EYES CLOSED YOU CAN SEE SOMEONE APPROACHING. HIS SHADOW SHOWS ON THE INSIDE OF YOUR EYELIDS.                                    —Jenny Holzer

@smitebound

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𝐄𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐨𝐭𝐭 𝐖𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐥𝐨𝐰

DON’T TALK DOWN TO ME. DON’T BE POLITE TO ME. DON’T TRY TO MAKE ME FEEL NICE. DON’T RELAX. I’LL CUT THE SMILE OFF YOUR FACE.

THE GAME IS ALMOST OVER SO IT’S  TIME YOU ACKNOWLEDGE ME.  DO  YOU WANT TO FALL NOT  EVER KNOWING WHO TOOK YOU?                 — Jenny Holzer

@12rounds

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𝐉𝐮𝐥𝐞𝐬 𝐙𝐚𝐝𝐚

❛ u’re    secret's    safe――    spill    ur    guts    out    if    u    want    to,    it’s  okay   ♡ &    if    u    don’t,    i'm    fuckin’    with    ya    either    way    ――    here’s    some   champagne    for    the    pain  ‘cause           u’re    so    low,    i’m    so    low,    oh.   ❜ ​

@ijulism

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𝐋𝐚𝐮𝐫𝐞𝐥 𝐂𝐮𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐡𝐚𝐦

“Our goal should be to live life in radical amazement … get up in the morning and look at the world in a way that takes nothing for granted. Everything is phenomenal; everything is incredible. Never treat life casually. To be spiritual is to be amazed.”

                  — Abraham Joshua Heschel

@laurelborialis

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𝐌𝐢𝐥𝐨 𝐁𝐮𝐫𝐤𝐞

“Now that I’m free to be myself, who am I?”                      — Mary Oliver, “Blue Iris.” Devotions

@milo-b​

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𝐌𝐢𝐧-𝐣𝐢 𝐍𝐚𝐦

“The safest memories are locked in the brains of people who can’t remember. Their memories remain the closest replica of actual events. Underwater. Forever.”               — Lidia Yuknavitch, The Chronology of Water.

@memorymistress

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​𝐉𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐓𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞

“Hunger always feels like a mistake.”                     — Anne Carson

@endlesshvnger

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​𝐉𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐓𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐞𝐫

“In an average home, —’s room would have been cheerful. In this bleak house it was shrill; there was an echo of desperation in it.”                — Thomas Harris - The Silence of the Lambs

@surejess

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𝐓𝐢𝐟𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐂𝐡𝐢𝐛𝐚

“It all matters. That someone turns out the lamp, picks up the windblown wrapper, listens to the repeated tale, folds the abandoned laundry, says good night, wipes the counter, makes the bed, tips the maid, goes last, chooses the small portion, removes the splinter, wipes the tear, directs the lost, touches the lonely, is the whole thing. What is most beautiful, is least acknowledged. What is worth dying for is barely noticed.”             —Laura McBride, We Are Called to Rise [ x ]

@tiffany-chiba