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Very short little fluff one shot
-filler for the mean time
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The sunset reflected onto you and hollis, you both were cuddling and watching videos on your phone. You swipe up on a minecraft video.
"wait go back" hollis insists
You scroll back up watching the video, its just some building tactic. "can i scroll now?"
"let's play...cmon" he rubs your shoulder, insisting.
"I'm literally going to suck."
"it's fine, ill protect you from the zombies." He laughs, getting up from the bed to grab his laptop that is sat on his desk that has all sorts of music equipment. He grabs his laptop plopping it on the bed sitting down soon after. "go to the app store and download it, use my card." As he waits for you he opens his computer then clicks on the minecraft logo.
"okay there." you lay on your stomach. Hollis sit against his bed frame placing his laptop on his lap. You make a user name then join hollis's world. "This is so cool." you move your camera around looking around the map. "i've spent wayyyy to much time here."
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You follow hollis around the whole time, you both decide to go into a cave and try to find some diamonds. "come over here."
You move your character towards hollis and see him standing near a deep hole. "that looks so creepy.."
Hollis places a couple blocks down so you guys can go down safely and equips a torch. "follow me."
You follow him as he hops down looking around the cave, it was quite empty. You both make it onto the ground and look around the cave. Hollis goes into a couple corners mining at them. you drift away from him looking around the cave for different holes in the ground. As you walk around you hear a faint sound.
bleh
bleh
you look around too see where its coming from, "oh shit, baby watch out!" you turn your camera around at the sound of hollis's voice only to see the words "you died!" across your screen. you turn around to look at hollis face to face. "i died."
"its okay, just press respawn."
you click the respawn button then look down at your inventory. "all my shit is gone!"
"yeaaa...it's fine.. its fine i'll get em back for you." he moves his character around trying to find where you respawned.
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“Can we make a house in here?”
“Mhm, we just gotta get some stuff though.”
“Okay, we need to find the perfect spot.” You roam around looking every which way to find a cute spot for you and hollis’s house.
“How about here?” Hollis stands next to an area with a couple cherry blossoms and a lake view at the bottom.
“Ooo yes I like this area.”
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You stand around as Hollis builds mainly because you don’t know how to even get place anything and partially because you’re to lazy to create a layout.
“Do you want the door here or…over here.”
“The left side, then put some of those like windows on the right.
he adds the pink door to the left side as requested. You watch as he places things around the house observing his progress.
“Can our beds be pink too?” You remove your eyes from your phone to look at Hollis.
He feels your eyes on him, he removes his eyes from his laptop to look at you. “I wanted red.” He pouts sarcastically hoping he could change your mind.
“no, red doesn’t even match.” You get up from your belly and sit up straight.
“What the fuck red literally clashes with pink?” He furrows his brows.
“In what aspect?” You furrow your brows in return.
“Valentine’s Day.”
You glare at his response flopping back onto your belly continuing the game.
There was a silence before Hollis spoke, “so can I do the red…?”He peeks at you through the side of his laptop.
“I hate you.” You walk away from the base not knowing where you are even going.
“hates a strong word.” He teases, you hear the clicks of the keyboard and he adds the beds.
“I dislike you”
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“Okay, it’s finished.”
You walk toward the base to see the finished product, “I’m not sleeping in a red bed just so you’re aware.”
Hollis opens the door and you follow behind him, the house small was super cute and pink. There was a tiny kitchen, living room, and a loft. You walk up the ladder to see the loft, you see two pink beds put together with a heart above it made from cherry planks.
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Milk and Honey
Princess reader x fruit vendor hollis
NOT proof read -like at all This fic contains sexual themes.
You lived in Rome for as long as you could remember, your dream was to someday be able to travel and explore things outside of Rome. Your parents were severely traditional when it came to dating, which is why they absolutely despised hollis. Hollis's wasn't some one of higher power what so ever, he was a fruttivendolo or in other words, a fruit vendor. He usually spent his days selling fruits with his mom and younger brother and when he wasn't selling fruit at the local town market, he was sneaking into your castle through your balcony.
You look through your wooden wardrobe trying to find a specific pink and gold dress.
Hollis props him self upright from your white silk sheets "you've been looking for quite a while..perhaps its with daina down at the basement my love."
You rummage through your second wardrobe once again "no no no, i specifically remember i saw it here the day before the ball....i know its here..."
"what is the need for this dress anyway?" He furrows his brows and bites his inner cheek looking directly at you.
You move your attention to hollis walking towards him and plopping beside him on your bed."I'm going to the theatre!" you grab his thigh shaking it from excitement.
"the theatre?" he furrows his brows once again.
You nod rapidly and smile out of pure joy. "oh yes yes yes!"
He chuckles at your excitement "will you tell me all after?"
"why of course!" you smile at him grabbing his hand intertwining it with yours.
You both jump at the sudden sound of your mothers voice approaching your door. "Dear! Dear! I found that...dress you were scavenging for."
You and hollis both perk up at the sound of your mother, gently pushing him back towards your balcony. He climbs over the marble railing blowing you a kiss before he jumps down. You stare at him in awe then hurry back to your bedroom to unlock your bedroom door for your mother.
As you unlock your door your mother barges in with your ruffled dress held against her chest.
"Now what took you so long." she places your dress on your bed then faces you.
You place your hands behind your back "I-I was tidying up a bit"
Your mother disregards your awful lie looking back at your dress "be ready be noon, you shall be lady like and nicely put together."
You watch as she exits your room, you close the door behind her letting out a sigh of relief. You walk over to you bed and lay down thinking about the day you and hollis had.
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You wake up with the sun beaming onto your face, you open you bedroom door making your way downstairs to see what your chef has prepared. You step foot on the cold ground navigating your way to the dinner table.
You great your mother and father with a kiss on the cheek, you then take a seat awaiting your meal. You take a glimpse at your mother and she looks slightly irritated, you turn your head towards your father and he look quite enraged.
After a few moments of silence your mother speaks "Y/n."
You perk up at the sound of your name "yes, mother."
"Im going to ask you a question and you are not to lie, understood?" she fans he self with her floral dark blue folding fan.
You nod your head as you feel your heart begin to race "understood."
"Are you paying visits to that...market boy?" she stops fanning her self making direct contact with you trying to analyze your body language.
"no....of course not." you stare at the polished silver utensils that are layed out in front of you.
"Swell, i cannot have you roaming around with that...boy." she places her fan on the table removing her silk blue gloves from her hands.
Your chefs leroy and greta, soon arrive from the kitchen bringing out multiple dishes. You thank them both as they lay the dishes beside you. You grab your silverware and begin eating.
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You finish your breakfast laying your silverware down. "may i be excused?" you lay your hands on your lap in waits for your mothers response.
"You may, please be ready by noon dear." she states as she picks at the eggs on her plate.
You nod in response, walking upstairs to your bedroom. Your maid anna jane is already in your room.
"oh hello princess!" she fluffs your dress making sure its ready for you to wear it.
"oh why hello my dearest anna!" you give her a proper hug then face your full attention to the dress. "its perfect, oh how i wish hollis could see me in such beauty today." Anna jane is the only person that knows about you and hollis's relationship, shes you and hollis's number one supporter.
"well perhaps you see him afterwards no?" she spins you towards your vanity prepping your makeup.
"oh how i wish, my mother is gathering suspicion." you look at your self in the mirror then down at your lap.
"well, if it makes you feel any better i saw him at the markets today." She tilts your head up applying foundation to your skin.
you smile at the mention of hollis "really? what was he doing! oh please tell." you urged anna.
"well not much to be fairly honest, he did stop me to tell you that he says hello" she adds more products onto your face applying small soft strokes.
You blush at the thought of hollis once again, thinking about when the next time you two will see eachother again.
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You twirl into the mirror looking at your finished look “I love it I absolutely love it!” You bounce around Anna.
Anna smiles at your joy “you look magnificent princess!”
You hear your mother’s shouts from below “y/n!!”
Anna Jane ushers you out your bedroom door and into the living room area. Your mother is sat on her royal blue chair that’s covered with many gold designs. “Shall you take anymore time y/n!”
You now at your mother “my apologies, mother.”
Your father walks in taking a seat besides your mother. “You look splendid dear.”
“Thank you, papa.”
You hear the sound of boots clack against the floor, you shift your eye sight towards the noise.
“M’lady, your carriage awaits.”
It was your driver, timote. You follow behind your mother making your way towards your carriage. As you enter the carriage you look outside the windows, you knew you were going to be down town which meant you were going to pass buy the market which also meant you have the possibility to see a small glimpse of Hollis at the market. You were way too excited to see him for a split second, I mean way too excited.
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A few minutes go by and you arrive at your destination, your driver assists you and your mother as you both exit the carriage. You watch the flood of people enter the theatre, many people bow and great you and your mother. You both eventually take a seat at the highest point of the theatre.
You watch as the play begins, you feel your excitement build as the each line is said between each character.
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The play comes to an end and you're filled with so much joy, you especially cant wait to tell hollis all about it later tonight. You are bombarded with many second floor guest on your way out to the carriage, greating as much people as you could.
As you take a seat your mother speaks "did you enjoy the play, dear." she rests her two hands on the lap of her dress.
"very much so!" you giggle expressing your happiness to your mother.
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Arriving home you rush up the stairs to your bedroom lifting up the sides of your dress to prevent you from tumbling over it. You open your door locking it behind you, you then take a deep breathe and walk over to your balcony to wait for hollis.
You gasp "Oh no no no no no NO!"
Your balcony was closed off, you bang your two fists at the wood then drop down onto the floor putting your head down. You feel your eyes begin to fill with tears, your father must've ordered the guards to do this while you were away.
You begin to sob, your eyes begin to swell as your cries become more intense. It feels as if a piece of your heart were to be torn in pieces, you looked forward to seeing hollis daily now its all gone. If only you hadn't gone to that play you could've prevented this. Your mind overflows with thoughts that overlap with more thought, its as if your world ended.
Over your sobs you hear a faint sound of trees rustling, you stop your cries sniffling as you put your ear on the wood to overhear the commotion on the other side of the boarded up balcony.
"y/n!" you hear faintly on the other side.
you gasp at the familiar voice, it was hollis. Your heart melts as you hear his concern over the wood.
"Hollis, oh how i missed you!" you sniffle wiping your tears from your cheeks.
"I miss you so much as well my love, there was not a minute that went by that i haven't thought of you."
You can hear his muffled voice on the other side, you wish you could simply break through the barrier between the two of you. " Im assuming your parents finally caught on."
"yeah." Your defeated tone hits hollis.
Theres a moment of silence then hollis speaks, "Well, ive got an idea....but you dont have to do it if you dont feel like it."
you raise your head up tuning into hollis's so called idea. "do tell."
He pauses for a quick second thinking about how realistic this idea is. "Alright, what if you snuck out the castle...."
You new you shouldn't be disobeying your parents and the price you'd have to pay if they ever found out, you weren't a trouble maker but it was either seeing the love of your life or staying in this castle and never having the chance to ever see him again. "I suppose.."
"Meet me in the forest." he knocks three times which means "I love you."
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You waited till dark, when you knew your parents were asleep. Prior, you asked anna to cover for you. You gently went down the steps to avoid any loud noise that have the potential to make the guards direct their attention towards you. Down stairs there were 5 guest bedrooms, one of the 5 didnt have any guards near it because it was being converted into a wine celler which ment it was under construction which also ment there multiple peices of concrete and bricks laid everywhere.
you try not to step on anything that looked like a hazard. You leap out the hollow window quickly running into the forrest as fast as you possibly could to avoid being caught.After a few moments of running you come to a complete stop scanning your surroundings for hollis. "Hollis" you whisper a few times looking around for any sight of him.
You hear the sound of shrubs rustling in the distance. "y/n?" you see his tall frame emerging from the enormous trees.
"Hollis!" you run towards him hugging him and placing kisses all over his face. He wraps his arms around your waist smiling at each kiss you give him.
He stops you, grabbing one side your your face to direct you to his face, kissing your lips. He pulls away "I love you" then kisses your lips again, he pulls away once more “so so much” you kiss him back grasping at his blonde hair that rested on his shoulders.
He pulls away looking down at you, “you want to-uh go to my house…my mother nor my brother are home.” He places a few kisses on your neck waiting for your response.
“Okay, but promise we wont be long…” you giggle at Hollis soft kisses along your neck.
He removes lips from your neck “promise.”
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You’ve never seen Hollis’s room let alone his house. As you approach his home you see a line attaches to two leaf-less trees holding up clothes left out to dry. His house fairly rustic the wood slightly deteriorated from the outside. On the porch there was a rocking chair that rocked as the wind blew. The sound of dry patchy grass crunches with each step you and Hollis take, he opens the door which makes a loud creaking noise.
As you enter there are multiple candles lit and several crosses scattered around each wall. You look to your left and see a small table with 3 chairs one with a broken arm rest looking to the side and see a pot dangling above an unlit fire place. Hollis guides you to his room, the floor boards creaking with every occasional step. He open his door letting you in first “my room.”
You observe, his bed was made and his room was quite tidy. He had a bedside table which had a couple books and a candle which was lit. Across the foot of his bed was a wooden cross and a wooden chair that had a woven backing. His room didn’t have much but it didn’t matter, what mattered was that you were with the love of your life.
“I like it.” You take a seat at the edge of his bed still analyzing everything.
“It’s not exactly a castle but…” he takes a seat besides you grabbing your hand holding it.
“I don’t want a castle….i just want you.”
He gives you a Cheesy smile, then slowly leans forward. “Okay.” He whispers into your ear kissing down your neck. He slowly moves his fingers from the side of your dress to under your dress. He looks up at you asking for permission, you give him an urgent nod in response as you mentally begging for him. He slowly moves his finger down to your panties slowly going up and down teasing you. Your breath hitches at the sensation dying of urgency.
He looks back up at you still rubbing against your panties. “What?” He pouts sarcastically, he knew what you wanted but he wanted to hear you first.
“Please” you managed to breathe out
“Atta girl.” He grabs the hem of your panty putting it to the side then rubs your clit slowly then speeds up the pace. your heart race speeds up and your cheeks become hot as the pleasure increases. He then inserts his two fingers sliding them in and out, you arch your back as he goes faster letting out quiet moans, As you feel your high build up he stops.
You huff, he unbuttons his pants, pulling them down. He lifts your dress alining him self then inserting himself into your entrance. You both moan at the sensation, you grabb onto his back as he thrusts into you back and fourth.
“Oh my..g..” you mange to utter a few words as the pleasure consumed your body.
He crashes into your lips as he thrusts into you pulling away to catch his breathe then kissing you again. “Fuck.” he moans against your lips.
“Language!” You furrow your brows at him pulling away from the kiss.
“Sorry my love sorry..” he goes back into the kiss grinning against your lips.
You moan as you approach your climax, you know Hollis is getting there too because his thrusts are getting faster.
“I’m gon-ug-“ His pace becoming faster, you both moan loudly as you come to a finish, Hollis lays next to you as you both catch your breath. He kisses your cheek fluffing your dress downwards. “I love you.”
You turn your head toward him laying under his arm. “I love you too.”
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“So then he drank this potion and it made the lady Julia fall in love with him…it was beautiful in a sense.” You rant to Hollis about the play you saw as you laid on his chest.
“How does making a lady forcefully fall in love with you with witchcraft beautiful?” He looks down at you with confusion.
“Well not that part, the play it self was.” You felt his eyes on you which made you look up at his.
He plants a kiss on your cheek “I want to talk to you about something.”
“Hm?”
“What if I became a guard, I’d do all the training..and I’d do all the training and we’d be partially together majority of the time..”
“That’s amazing..it’s just, it takes time holli like a really long time and dedication.” You knew Hollis could have what it takes but you knew your parents wouldn’t allow him to be a guard for your castle.
“what? Do you not think I have those things?” He pulls his arm from under you and sits up.
You sit up as well and look at him “no it’s just I don’t want you to spend your whole life training only for my parents to not accept you...you know how they feel about you.". you grab his hand and squeeze it.
"ill try, even if its not a guarantee." He places a kiss on you cheek lowering you to lay down with him once again.
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Antagonistic II
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Your heart races with each scroll and message you read. You swallow hard and turn the phone off placing it back onto the night stand. Your stomach feels terrible and your heart is racing faster than ever before, looking at hollis as he sleeps with out a problem in the world you use both of your hands to nudge his shoulder with enough force to awaken him.
"Get up" you nudge him a little hard this time which causes him to shift and rub his eyes.
"Hey" He smiles at you as he stretches his arms, his facial expression changes when he sees your face. The blanket falls down revealing his bare upper body as he sits up.
"whats wrong?" he furrows his brows.
"who's sienna." you hear the sound of your rapid heart beat through your ears. You fiddle with the tip of your thumbs arcylic nail in order to distract your self from all the emotions you were feeling.
"Baby..please" He stands up, his face pale.
"who the fuck is sienna hollis" you slightly push him causing him to stumble backwards.
"nobody" his voice raises slightly trying to convince you.
"She's obviously somebody if you told her you fucking loved her!" you wipe your eye to prevent your tear from being viewed by hollis but he knew.
"I love you..I only love you..just..please" he flails his arms up as he tries to explain him self to you but you knew better. He slowly begins walking towards you.
"can we talk, please." he reaches for you arm gently caressing it.
"talk about what? you cheating? how you promised me?" you remove his hand from your arm holding back tears.
Hollis stays silent not knowing what to say, after a few minutes passed of you both standing there in the presence of the tension between you two he takes a gentle step forward lifting your chin upward.
"I love you." He attempts to lean in to kiss you.
"Am I a joke to you?" you push him aside grabbing your purse from the bedroom floor making your way out to hollis's front door then slamming it shut.
"FUCK!" he covers his face with the palms of his hands.
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2 months later
You've completely blocked hollis on everything deleting posts and anything that involved him what so ever. You felt it was better to erase him from your life for the sake of your sanity. You might've been stalking him on your burner a few times to see what he's been up to, his music is starting to get a lot of recognition which makes you feel proud of him in a way, you remember the late nights you both shared when he would show you the beats and music he made and how he made them.
You missed him, you truly did miss him. But you knew it would be a horrible decision to run back into his arms. You miss the bickering, the horrible taste of cigarettes his mouth had, and his strong cologne that would linger every time he came over to your place, But you knew better you knew.
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4 months later
Out of curiosity you went on you instagram burner typing in Hollis's user name. His following increased by thousands and it honestly freaked you out a bit.
His story had a ring around it, with out thought you click it.
Your heart sinks, you knew it was you, you re watch it multiple times in order to process what was happening. You shut off your phone and head to your kitchen to get a glass of water to distract your self.
After you’ve calmed you re open your phone, unblocking Hollis.
Hollis what the actual fuck
You’re crazy
Move on
This shit is ridiculous
Fuck you
You turn off your phone and glide your hands through your hair letting out a deep breath trying to regulate your emotions.
You hear you phone buzz and immediately pick it up
miss u 2
“What?” You question Hollis out loud feeling your frustration rise. You throw your phone down and groan into your pillow
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6 months later
You haven’t communicated with Hollis for about 2 months now, you’re starting to get over him and move on. Your friends invited you to a club that was 2 hours away from your home town, it was a nice fancy one to be fair so it’s worth the drive.
You add the finishing touches to your make up then slide on your heels that were layed at your front door.
Lali
We’re outside!
Coming!
You grab your purse that was hanging at the front door entrance and walk up to your friends car. You see all three of your friends waiting for you as you approach the car.
“Hey beautiful” lali begins backing up from your driveway.
“Hey gorgeous” you wave at her giving her a wink.
You talk to your friend mila that is sitting next to you in the back seat as Lali and Emma talk to each other. A few minutes go by and Lali interrupts you and mila.
“Sooo y/n how are you and Hollis? I’ve been seeing his music everywhere lately and I need to know everything.” She looks at your through the rear view mirror and gives you a smile, she didn’t mean no harm but it felt like a knife in the heart to be honest. Your heart drops at the mention of his name, your stomach twisting with thoughts and feelings.
“We broke up actually..” you try to keep your tone neutral and mellow.
“What???” All three girls shout in unison.
“I’m so sorry..” Emma turns around to face you from the passenger seat her eyes full of empathy.
Mila grabs your hands squeezing it a bit.
“Fuck him he was a dick anyway” Lila takes a glimpse at you through the rear view mirror.
You give them a smile trying to be casual about the situation, waiting to get to the bar and forget about everything with a few drinks.
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You grab your purse and close the car door following behind your friends. As you all enter the music is blaring, there was two story’s and a lights that flashed constantly and it was pretty crowded.
You navigated your way through the crowd to the bar. Lucky enough there was a seat available, you sat down waiting for the bartender to approach you.
“What can I get you?” He leans against the counter.
“Sex on the beach please.” You grab your card from your purse handing it to him.
He lets out a slight chuckle as he taps your card onto the pay pad and hands it back to you.
“What’s so funny?” You smile as you put your card back into your purse.
“I’m just immature is all.” He grins as he begins prepping your drink.
His smile was cute his hair was short and brunette, his shirt white was pretty fitted it was clear he worked out.He shook your drink pouring it into a clear glass adding a lemon on the rim.
“One sex on the beach.” He winks at you giving you a witty grin as he hands you your drink.
“Thank you.” You grab your drink taking a sip watching him walk over to the next customer.
You turn your head around scanning the room to see if you spot your friends anywhere. The amount of people makes it impossible to try and spot at least one of your friends, you give up and decide to just sit at the bar until they text you and to be honest you kind of weren’t in the mood to dance and socialize with random people at the moment.
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After a few drinks you definitely felt each and every one that you consumed. You get up from the bar chair and try to find your friends. Your vision completely blurry and spinning you stumble and bump into every person that was near you. You couldn’t seem to find any of your friends they were probably drunk too dancing with some guys for all you knew.
You eventually find a corner that didn’t have many people and grab you phone from your purse to text Lila
Lxlu
Whee u aht
Whre re you
You try calling her but she doesn’t pick up, you do the same for Emma and mila but neither of them respond as well. You look around trying to find the exit and head towards the glass door that looks like where you entered from.
You open the door feeling the cold breeze you stumble as you try to find a wall to lean on to call an uber.
Your blurred vision slurs every app you see making it hard to figure out what you clicking, you then click the call button.
“Hello?” The voice on the other side low and raspy.
“Come get me please I..I don’t feel goo.” You wine against the phone.
“Where are you?” You hear keys jingle and a door being shut in the background.
“Uhmuh club.” You feel your head become heavy and slide down the wall onto the side walk sitting down with your back against the concrete wall.
“What club?” You hear a deep sigh and a car humming.
“The club the club the one with uhm lights and BIG oh my it’s BIG” you rant watching the cars fly by and staring at the headlights that were oddly mesmerizing.
“Can you like be more specific for me? Please?”
“Lights…and music is suppppperrrrr loud yeah loud” you tilt your head back keeping your phone by your ear.
“y/n the name baby what’s the name.” You hear the frustration over the phone.
You huff and his tone “I don’t knowwuhh stop being mad” you wine.
“I’m not mad, just try to walk over to the sign of something and tell me what it says.” You can tell he’s irritated which causes you to get up and stumble your way to the front of the club to read the sign.
It didn’t help that your vision slurred everything but you did your best to but together what made the most sense. “Cl-uh-buh- Nine zero?”
“I know where you are I’m on the way.”
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After about 2 hours you see a familiar black car approaching the curb.
Hollis
You were more aware than before but no better. You called Hollis. “Shit.” You lay your head against your knees hoping he would just disappear right now.
You hear clacking on pavement get closer and closer, you lift your head up to see Hollis, he was so beautiful right now it was annoying. He doesn’t say anything. He extends his hand for you to grab it in order to lift you up from the ground. You grab it his hand and stand up, you immediately let go afterwards and walk towards the passenger side, he opened the car door before you could even attempt to touch the handle, you get in rest your head against the leather seat.
Soon after he gets into the drivers seat and starts the car.
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You’ve both not said a word to each other for the past 30 minutes, you caught Hollis taking occasional glimpses at you from the corner of your eye but other than that minor one sided interaction it’s been silent.
You see Hollis blindly rummaging through the center console as he stares at the road, you know what he’s looking for, his cigarettes. Usually, you’d be the one handing him one and lighting it for him but not in this case.
He finally ends up grabbing one placing it between his lips, grabbing the lighter from the cupholder and lighting the cigarette.
You move your eyes from Hollis to the windshield, observing the cars and city lights.
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Hollis turns up the volume, driving with one hand as the other holds his cigarette. You loved this song and he knew it too.
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Hollis pulls into your drive way, you reach for the car door. “wait.” You stop and turn your head towards him still not saying a word.
“I-I’m sorry I’m so sorry…I miss you so fucking much.” His eyes look glossy almost like he wants to cry.
You analyze his face for a moment and open the car door.
“You shouldn’t have cheated then.” You slam the door shut and walk to your front door.
You grab your keys from your purse and unlock your front door. You walk into your house and drop your purse on the floor and make your way to your room. You put on your pajamas crashing into your bed trying to erase the thought of Hollis.
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You wake up to the sound of several notifications, you sit up rummaging your covers to find your phone. You grab your phone and look through the notifications
Lila
Did you see Hollis’s story???!!!
No???? What happened?????
Lila: 1 attachment
You immediately swipe out of you and Lila’s messages and click hollis’a name
delete the story
You’re a delusional ass bitch
move the fuck on
And @ sienna next time
Open your door
no
I’ll Delete the story if you do.
You groan walking to your front door, you open the door to see Hollis standing there with flowers and a blue box.
“What do you need?” You cross your arms, you were pissed at Hollis you despised him but you still had this place in your heart for him that you wish you could bury.
“You.” He gives you a cheesy ass smile
“I’m not in the mood for bullshit” you roll your eyes at him.
“Okay okay, can I just please come inside?” He pouts his lip teasingly .
“Whatever you need to say can be said out here.” You rest your hand on the door knob in preparation to close it if he says something idiotic.
“Fine.” He exhales handing you the flowers and blue box.
You grab them unwillingly and bike your inner cheek.
“Open it.” Rocking his hands in his pockets, he watches each movement you take. You look at the blue box that has a white ribbon around it, you pull the ribbon and open the box to find a diamond bracelet that shimmered.
“Oh..my.” You struggle to utter any other words, your eyes glued to the glistening bracelet.
“It’s beautiful, right?” His tone low, you can quite literally feel his eyes on you.
“Gorgeous.” You finally are able to remove your eyes from the bracelet and look directly at Hollis.
“Thank you..this still doesn’t disregard what you did if that’s what you wanted.” You close the box giving hollis a stern tone.
“I know..I know.” He lets out an awkward cough then looks at his surroundings.
“I just miss you so fucking much..it physically pains me, please just please give me one more chance and…I-i won’t fuck it up this time I promise I promise I really really promise.” His eyes become glossy and needy you can tell he truly means it by his demeanor.
“Okay.” You open your door a little wider enough for him to squeeze through, you shut the door as he walks in. As soon as you turn around hollis grabs your face and kisses you, his mouth tasted like a cigarette like it always did after he smoked, his cologne entering your nostrils making you melt against him. He guided you to your couch that was a few inches away from the two of you. He sat down still not letting go of your face, you straddled his lap deepening the kiss.
Soon after he pulls away and stares into your eyes "I fucking love you."
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@luvvconceal
suuuper silly ask but^^
boyfriend hollis gets worried about fans swarming you after a show<3 maybe u come out to say hi with him and they grab ur arms/hands too hard and hurt you/make you fall.
sorry i just get off on the babying thing
okayyy I’ll definitely think about this!。^‿^。
Is there a part 2 to antagonistic? I was shocked at the ending
I honestly didn’t plan on making a part 2 but I’ll keep it in mind ༯
Agape
piercer hollis x reader
A/n: I recommend reading on desktop in order to hear the songs not proofread
You tap your notebook with your pen and stare at the wall as you mumble equations.
You: "what the fuck does this even mean."
you sigh and lean back into your chair looking at the rain that covers your window.
After a minute you decide to go downstairs to get a snack or something else to focus on rather than this degrading math class.
you see your mom looking in the fridge with a pot on the stove.
Mom: "Great timing actually, would you mind going to the ruthes to get a couple tomatoes.
she rummages through the fridge drawer
Mom: "i thought we had some in here...."
You: "I guess, thats it?"
she finally looks away from the fridge revealing her face.
Mom: "and maybe a couple of those rosemarys if there any."
you nod and grab your car keys.
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you turn the car ignition on and turn on the radio
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the rain hits pretty heavy on your wind shield so you turn on your wipers then see the old red glowing sign with a hanging R.
Ruthes
you put on your coat, open your car door then head inside.
as you walk in you see a tall blonde guy working at the register. He's definitely knew considering the fact you've never seen him here.
you grab a basket then make your way towards the produce isle.
you select a couple tomatoes and tempt to find some rosemary.
after 10 minutes you finally stumble upon the rosemary.
you walk to the register and set your things on the belt.
Hollis: "just these two?"
you nod grabbing a 20 dollar bill out of your purse
Hollis: "15.98 is your total."
you hand him the 20 and wait for him to hand you your change.
he looks back up and hands you your change.
Hollis: "hey cool piercing by the way."
You: "thank you, got it done id say about 2 weeks ago?"
Hollis: "damn, hows the healing?"
You: "Its honestly not to bad, i've heard so many things about eyebrow having the worst healing process but i feel pretty good."
Hollis: "really?"
you nod
Hollis grabs your receipt and a pen then writes something down.
Hollis: "Im hollis, heres my number i'm a piercer. if you ever plan on getting something else done just call me."
You: "Im y/n, will do."
He hands you your bag and you head out the door.
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You open the front door to your home and hang your coat and keys up.
You walk to the kitchen and place the bag on the counter then head upstairs.
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Its been about a month since you last seen hollis and you've been debating on getting your tongue pierced..and you also wanted a reason to see him again.
You grab the receipt from your desk drawer and put his number into your phone.
Messages hey, its y/n from ruthes.
you throw your phone onto your bed and pace around your room for about 5 minutes till you hear your phone buzz, you immediately rush to your bed to grab your phone.
Messages
Hollis
hey, you ready for another?
yeah lol, when are you available?
right now.
>hollis is now sharing their location<
omw.
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You close your car door and look at the shop in front of you it looks a bit sketchy and tiny but you bypass it hoping the inside looks better than the deteriorating paint from outside.
a bell rings as you open the door and you hear music play in the background
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theres marble flooring and a few glass tables that have various types of piercings in them. Theres no one at the desk so you take a seat on the fur black couch thats by the door.
A face you recognize appears from the a door in the back.
Hollis
your stomach fills with butterflies.
Hollis: "hey."
You: "hey."
he adjusts his backwards hat.
Hollis: "sooo what do you plan on getting?"
You: "tongue."
Hollis: "Alright, follow me."
you follow behind him, he leaves a trace of cigarettes and cologne in the air which oddly smells good.
Hollis: "Take a seat right here ill be back in a second."
you sit on the slightly reclined leather chair and look around the room. Theres tons on sanitation items and a metal sink that looks untrustworthy if were being honest here.
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Hollis comes back in with a cart that has a needle, mouth wash, and a clamp.
Hollis pulls out some gloves from a box on the counter and puts them on.
Hollis: "i'm gonna have you rinse your mouth with this, okay?"
he hands you a paper cup and you proceed to take it from him. You then swish it around your mouth for about a minute or so. Hollis grabs a cup for you to spit in and holds it below your chin.
Hollis: "spit."
After you spat in the cup hollis walks towards the trashcan to throw it away then walks back to the cart.
Hollis: "lay back for me."
You do as he says and lay back against the leather chair.
he preps the needle beside you then looks at you.
Hollis: "you're just gonna feel a little pinch, i promise."
You: "okay."
He walks over with a clamp and needle. You're not exactly startled but a bit nervous.
Hollis: "open for me."
you stick your tongue out and feel the cold clamp against your tongue then a painful pinch soon after, he then puts the jewelry in and hands you a mirror.
He bends down and looks at you through the mirror.
Hollis: "Sick"
You: "I louth it"
Hollis chuckles
Hollis: "you're gonna have a slight lisp for a bit"
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Its been about 2 months now since you've got your piercing done and ever since then you and hollis have been talking everyday.
you're laying on your bed scrolling on your phone while your playlist shuffles music in the background.
you jump at the sudden noise of something hitting your window. You stand up straight, heart racing. Another big tap occurs at your window so you slowly approach it to see what it was hoping it was just some bird, naturally you look down and see a figure standing below waving at you. You slide your window open hoping they're at least saying something.
You hear a faint sound coming from below
"let me in"
"let me in"
You: "who are you? you creep."
Hollis: " y/n its me"
You immediately recognize the voice, its hollis.
You giggle to your self before coming back to the window.
You: "climb the tree."
You slide your window all the way open so hollis can fit through. You can hear his grunts get closer as he climbs the tree. He finally makes it to your window and climbs through.
Hollis: "hey."
You: "hi, you got a little-"
you pluck off two leaves that were in his hair.
Hollis: "thanks."
You sit on your bed while facing hollis.
You: "why'd you come so late?"
Hollis: "I can g-"
you cut him off
You: "no..no, just sit."
He lays next to you and looks up at your face.
Hollis: "hows the tongue?"
you stick your tongue out in response
Hollis: "cool."
He sighs then grabs a stuffed animal frog that you have on your bed and brings in close to his chest.
Hollis: "theres this huge dick at ruthes, i cant fucking stand him."
Hollis never really opened up to you till now, it was so sudden but you felt happy that he was comfortable enough to tell you about his work life.
You: "Why? what did he do?"
you sink into your pillow and lock eyes with hollis.
Hollis: "what does he do? all he does it sit on his ass all day yet he still gets payed while i bust my ass around that small ass store every damn day."
You: "Im sorry you have to go through that."
he looks at the ceiling and lets out a big sigh.
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He looks away from the ceiling and locks eyes with you.
Hollis: "y/n"
You: "hollis."
he pauses in order to capture your face, he absolutely adores you in every way possible.
Hollis: "I like you..i really really like you."
You: "I really really like you too."
you both pause analyzing each others faces.
Hollis throws the frog across the room and crashes onto your lips kissing you with passion, like his soul ached for you as if he craved you.
You kiss him back in hopes this moment could never end.
Antagonistic
not proofread
You and you're boyfriend were sitting on the couch watching a documentary, your legs thrown onto his lap and your head resting on the arm rest.
He leans towards the coffee table in front of you both to grab a pack a cigarettes, he pulls one out of the box, sets it back down on the table, brings it to his lips, then lights it. He takes a couple drags then offers you the cigarette between his two fingers.
you shake your head
You: "gross."
He tsks
You look back at the tv screen then his phone buzzes.
He takes a slight glimpse then quickly puts it back into his front pocket
You: "who is it?"
Hollis: "friend."
you remove your left leg from his lap
You: "what friend? roman? ryan?"
you begin to slightly interrigate him due to how swiftly he put his phone away.
He takes another drag of his cigarette avoiding eye contact with you by staring at the tv screen.
You: "what friend hollis?"
You remove your right leg then adjust your whole body to sit up right.
Hollis: "I already told you."
You: "you never specified who."
Hollis: "does it even matter?"
You: "it does when you're being shady about it."
he turns his head to look at you.
Hollis: "shady?"
He repeats
Hollis: "what the fuck is so shady about me not specifying who's texting my phone?"
you roll your eyes and get up from his couch
You: "i'm honestly not in the mood to argue with you right now."
you grab your purse from the chair beside you, sling it onto your shoulder, and begin walking towards his front door.
he gives a big sigh while running his hands through his hair then gets up from the couch to face you.
Hollis: "Y/n, just sit back down baby....please"
you ignore him and proceed to make your way out.
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Its been about 3 hours since you left hollis's house, you're laying on you're bed watching a movie that you have no idea what its even about because you've been completely zoned out and don't know what to think or feel. I mean sure you guys argue here and there or maybe a little more than that but for him to not tell you who was texting him made your stomach churn.
you hear a knock at your door that causes you to flinch, you pause the tv, slide on your slippers, and head towards the door.
You look through the peep hole to see who it is and sigh.
You open the door to see your boyfriend with a boquete of flowers.
Hollis: "Roman."
Hollis: "It was Roman."
you quickly wrapped your arms around his neck and kissed him, it was honestly all emotions that crashed at this very moment and something about the way his eyes looked just made you believe him.
he quickly kissed you back, his free arm grabbing the side of your neck.
he pulls away
Hollis: “drive?”
You smile and nod
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He opens the passenger seat door for you then shuts it, he soon opens the car door then sits in the drivers seat.
You place your flowers near your feet below.
He starts the car and turns on the radio
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He has the roof down and the cold wind blows in your face, not in an annoying way atleast.
You look at how bright the stars above you are, they’re so breathtaking especially in this moment.
You take a glimpse at Hollis.
He has one hand on the wheel while his other hand rests on your lap, his hair blows in the wind and his eyes glisten as he focuses on the road.
god he’s beautiful
he quickly looks at you and lifts his head up toward the cigarettes in the center consoles cup holder.
You grab a cigarette from the pack and open the glove box to grab a lighter.
You put the cigarette between your two fingers then place it between his lips and light it.
he gives you a wink
You put the lighter back in the glove box then look out your window and capture the tall city buildings that surround you.
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You’ve both been driving around for about 30 minutes now.
Hollis turns the music down.
Hollis: “what if we when to this abandoned house, its right up the hill from here”
he points
you didn’t like that idea what so ever but you didn’t want to ruin the moment.
You nod your head in agreement.
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you guys pull up to the houses drive way.
Hollis: “holy shit.”
You tried to had the fact you were scared shitless.
The house was pretty huge it with many shattered windows, rusted pipes, peeling paint, dried grass, and over grown weeds.
You played with your necklace nervously as Hollis parked.
He taps your thigh twice.
Hollis: “cmon.”
you open the car door and follow behind hollis. He turns on his phone flash light and walks towards the door that has a torn peice of wood allowing you to peer inside which did nothing because it looked like a dark void. Hollis turns the rusty door knob and shines the light towards the house.
You sneeze at the amount of dust there is when you guys walk in.
you follow behind hollis and look around
You: "how old is this place.."
Hollis shines his light towards what seems like a living room.
Hollis: "old as hell."
he mumbles then shines the light ahead walking straight.
you guys walk into a kitchen with cobwebs, broken dirty counter, broken cabinets with hanging doors on some, rusted sink with bugs inside, and pieces of trash scattered around.
you scrunch your nose at the sight.
you both hear a squeal and jolt, a rat comes running across the concrete floor and causes hollis to drop his phone.
Hollis: "shit!"
he tries to look for his phone but its completely pitch black.
you kneel down touching the dirty flooerthats most likely been used for god knows what to see if you feel his phone anywhere.
You: "find anything yet?"
he ignores you, already fustrated.
You: "Hollis."
You: "hollis."
Hollis: "WHAT?"
he yells in frustration.
You: "never fucking mind"
you continue to look for the phone for about 30 minutes and still no luck, you both haven't said a word to each other since.
Hollis sighs
Hollis: "Im sorry baby."
you try and walk towards the sound of his voice.
Hollis: "Im just really fustrated right now and I over reacted.. i didn't mean too raise my voice."
He tries to reach out for you in hopes you both are somewhere near each other.
you feel his arms as he wraps them around you to pull you into an embrace.
it was silent for a moment till he broke it.
Hollis: "I love you."
you feel your heart drop and your stomach churn. You and hollis knew you both had intense feeling for each other but you both never uttered the words "I love you" to each other at least.
You stay silent loosening your arms.
To some one else its just a word but to you it ment something stronger it ment more it was just some silly word to you, to say you love some one means more than what it seems.
Hollis: "what?.."
you completely pull away from the embrace.
You: "I..I."
you struggle on what to say, so much on your mind yet so little comes out.
Hollis: "Do you not love me?"
his tone low.
You: "no..I"
You: "Hollis, this means something to me."
Hollis: "are you saying it doesnt mean anything to me?"
You: "no thats not what im saying and you know it."
You: "It means a promise to me."
Hollis: "what promise?"
You: "just promise me hollis, promise me you'll stay."
Hollis: "I promise."
he finds you and pulls you into a kiss.
you kiss him back then pull away.
You: "I love you."
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Hollis has his head faced down rested on his pillow while his arm is slung onto you.
You hear it phone constantly buzzing you gently move hollis's arm off of you to go put his phone on silence.
you gently walk over to the night stand beside him and grab his phone and see a name flash the screen.
Sienna
you know you shouldn't but you cant help but feel curious.
you use the face id and scan hollis's sleeping face which shockingly worked.
you click the name sienna and read the messages.
Hollis: "Ill come over later tonight, love you." Sienna: "when are you coming over? Sienna: "are you with that clingy ass girl?" Sienna: "hello?"
your heart sinks.