3 Steps Past Last Resort

Fanfic writer, writer writer, and chemist | 23 | they/them | I still don't know how to use tumblr so if my blog looks like shit that's why

[cactusnamedbob]

Hey! Y'all can call me whatever you'd like, and I write fanfic at ungodly hours of the night.

Mostly stuck in an infinite void of PHM thoughts, but I'm also into TMA, Iron Lung, MCU, and BSD

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[cactusnamedbob]

Getting hit HARD with the excel sheet word doc computer side of science today.

I miss my solutions

[tuherrus]

be not afraid

[tuherrus]

be not afraid

[kyri45]

Special issue! All about our lovely man on the chair!

PILOT - ISSUE #2 - ISSUE #4 (on my Ko-Fi!)

Concept by ne and @sam-i-am-27 !

[cactusnamedbob]

Still not over the time I was stressed about being late to a birthday party just to walk in and find everyone dead silent 2 hrs into a 3 hr video of some guy named Simon doing sudoku

[cactusnamedbob]

The tension between me and cutting off the sleeves of my jacket so I can actually wear it to shows. Buuut what if I move back up North where it's cold...

[cactusnamedbob]

My roommate is telling my mom about her cousin and I 100% know the mafia threats are going to be brought up and I can't wait to see that reaction

[cactusnamedbob]

Straight jump from the mafia bussiness to gay fanfic

[cactusnamedbob]

My roommate is telling my mom about her cousin and I 100% know the mafia threats are going to be brought up and I can't wait to see that reaction

[cactusnamedbob]

Today's big question: How much physical danger am I willing to put myself in to possibly get a total of 3 papers on my CV?

Options:

Sodium ✅️

Busted ass sodium amide that's slowly oxidizing into peroxides ✅️

Mustard Gas ☑️

[rat-in-a-cloak]

“It hurts. Being like this.

And it’s not like any pain you can feel when you’re alive. It’s… it hurts to exist.

To be dead and still here.”

[cactusnamedbob]

Slightly salty that the (objectively) best school I got accepted to back in the day doesn't have STEM doctoral programs.

[koifiers]

wowa

[cactusnamedbob]

AGGGGHHH

The sins (loud Loud music) of my past (~5 yrs) are finally catching up to me. And I am experiencing divine punishment (tinnitus)

[cactusnamedbob]

Stratt is so fucking incredible to me, like, you've found someone that you can trust as your secondhand (intentionally or otherwise) to making decisions that WILL be wrong in one way or another but you don't have time to deal with that now.

Then, against your infinitely better judgement, you become sort of close to your second-in-command, but you tell yourself it's okay because there will come a day when you all have to answer for the decisions you've made. Not necessarily to the world's governments, but to yourself, and maybe having someone else around that understands will be good. There's a bit of hope that one day, years into the future, you'll be able to sit down and talk about what you've done.

The launch is drawing nearer and nearer and suddenly you've lost two astronauts despite taking every precaution. You know what you have to do before the smoke has time to clear. In your heart you know that your second in command will understand because they're the only other one close to feeling the weight of every decision you've had to make. You know he'll make the right decision, so you give him the illusion of choice even though you (think) you both know there isn't a choice.

But then he doesn't make that decision and you have to do what you've always done and put the rest of humanity first. You have to deal with three things that day:

1. Sacrificing what you now, too late, recognize as a friend

2. Killing a man- a good man

3. Coming to terms with the fact that despite everything, he wasn't willing to make the sacrifice you thought he was capable of

[cactusnamedbob]

Rebloging bc it's actually always on my mind

[koifiers]

This is a SCRAPPEDDD drawing 💔💔

sorry guys, I was not up for rendering this drawing...... but I'm working on another doorkeay one which won't be so strenuous to render ✨️ so stay tuned for that

I just figured I'd feed you guys this scrapped piece too while you wait for the actual drawing 🎉🎉

[mo0nrune]

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