still lost

rambler extraordinaire, person with too many feelings, would love to go everywhere and anywhere this is gonna be a place wherein I word vomit when I feel the need to and a place I can chronicle my days as a licensed therapist (!!!) and as an ordinary 20-something asian girl #alexiagoesplaces

[hauntedomens]

take each day as it comes

instagram

[wolvenblood-deactivated20230430]

Nathan: [performs a series of cirque du soleil maneuvers to get over one obstacle] Sully this way

Sully: i am sixty years old

[trainthief]

Literally just romanticize your own life. What’s stopping you. Who will care. Commit to enjoying things. 

[jeeemstudies]

Midterms this upcoming week! #jesustakethewheel

[caffeinated-lexi]

Manila’s own Flatiron Building - El Hogar - in all its rugged glory.

[coffeeniastudies]

“I have no special talent. I am only passionately curious”

— Albert Einstein

[theboywhoreadsbooks]

Me, looking back at how many books i used to read: I love that bitch, she was going places.

[weststudies-deactivated20210622]

01.06.18

Finally. Literature I can relate to.

[diaryofastemstudent-deactivated]

21.5.2018 | [21/100 days of productivity]

Ancient Greek and Mathematics today! ✨🌷

( click on the pictures for hq )

[peridotsofficialtwitteraccount]

IF YOU CANT HANDLE ME AT MY WORST, JUST REMEMBER THAT I HANDLE ME AT MY WORST AND THAT MAKES ME STRONGER THAN YOU

[myneurodiversity]

Oh my goodness this makes me feel powerful I hadn’t even thought of it like this.

[sprouht-studies]

moodboard: p l a n n i n g

[studyfulltime]

[caffeinated-lexi]

to bury that very self-incriminating post, here’s a few gems I saw while strolling through Escolta, Manila on a hot, sticky weekend. 04-16-18

[caffeinated-lexi]

Lost

I’ve been feeling some sort of way ever since I turned 20, like literally on the eve of my birthday. That night I remember getting drunk off my ass and despite throwing a huge party with tons of people invited, I still felt so so so alone after it. That night was one of my lowest points. I was crying uncontrollably and felt so disgusted with myself to the point where I felt the need to hurt myself physically cos I hated who I was. Until now I still don’t understand why I felt/feel that way. I have a loving boyfriend who was on the phone with me during that whole meltdown, I have friends who love me, but I still felt so disgusted, uncontented with who I was at the very core. And I still feel that way to this day. I don’t understand how I can be so at peace with some aspects of my life such as my relationship with my friends and with my partner but somehow I can’t translate that feeling of peace to myself. I’m not sure if I ever will. I don’t really know what this means for me and at this point, I’m too scared to find out. I just don’t know. 

[the-bookshop]

Source.

[melsdesk-archived]

- ̗̀   saturday, 14/10/17   ̖́ -

notes for ancient history from last term! also, I’d like to think that I’m getting better at flatlays?? + more original posts

[studytherin]

ʚ 4th feb 2017 ɞ

yellowish theme for today ft. gudetama pen & lip balm which my cutie bff bought from tokyo♡ so here’s my thai literature note as always lol it’s my fav subject tbh, bc it associated with history (☝︎ ՞ਊ ՞)☝︎

there’re accounting and chinese test next week and loads of work to send ;-; anyway, hope you guys having an amazing week!