aria

never trust how i feel about infume after 9pm

[infumeow]

aria, 23, she/her, ao3

imagine every post i make with a /j after it unless its funnier if im being serious 

mostly mcyt but sometimes other stuff if im in a mood. i will talk abt nsfw, shipping, rpf, and truthing. and i WILL be a hater. YES i am a boundary breaker i dont gaf mcyt streamers are NOT real people

minors dni

extras:

i use #speculating for my truthing stuff so you can mute that if you dont want to see it. otherwise i try to use emojis to organize by cc but i forget a lot of the time

i’m into most of the different sides of mcyt but mostly mcsr, mcevents, hermitcraft/life series, and money smp. 

my main guys are shane fbm, infume, joel, tubbo, ghostie, hax, mongey, and rowl.

i have my fingers everywhere tho so expect posts abt anyone that im insane about at the moment.

i love being delusional and parasocial and most of the time it’s a joke but sometimes it’s not but you just have to guess. i like speculating and hating and sexualizing and all those scary words that ccs don’t like to see (blog is hidden from search results).

yes this blog does contain nsfw and shipping and rpf and stuff like that that is against cc boundaries. i do not care. if you’re going to get on my case about it then just block me

minors dni. i will block you if you’re a minor simply because i will post nsfw untagged sometimes.

feel free to send fic requests for whatever you want! no guarantee that i’ll write it, but there’s always a chance!

[infumeow]

ghostie looks so good with dark hair i keep forgetting she’s a natural blonde

[infumeow]

reading your thoughts on ghostie fbm and infume and i can’t help to think that fbm was replaced on money by infume. this shy-nerdy-can’t pull a girl guy genuinely swapped their fates lmao

also pink team s4 was absolutely doomed don’t get me wrong but fbm was really really annoying me back then

TBH I WOULDNT BE SURPRISED IF THAT WAS TRUE bc like the money smp members have always been primarily ghostie's friends and i know some of them are friends with shane, but he's not as close with them as ghostie is so it would make sense to me tgat he got into money smp because of ghostie. and then after the breakup, they didnt invite him back bc of ghostie. i mean actualyl shane said that he tiertested for season 5 but then never got an invite back so like maybe he tier tested and then ghositie asked them not to invite him back bc she was thinking of breaking up with him ? idk thats very tinfoil hatting tho

and then i dothink infume got invited to this season bc of ghostie. i mean infume said a while back that he was invited to an early season of money smp and turned it down and he said he regretted turning it down so tbh i was really expecting him to get invited to season 6 and i definiteiyl think its becauseghostie got him that invite. smh ghostie doing everything for these guys. we need to save her. anyways

SHANE PISSED ME OFF SO BAD IN SEASON 4 like omgokay unfortuantely i haev to admit that i am a shane fan as much as it probably doesnt sound like i am but he went into gladiators so fucking demotivated and pessimistic?? it was like he wasnt even trying??? and he would just shut up and refuse to comm when he was being snaked like he was so defeatist and Yes Sure pink team was kinda cooked bc their pvp skill wasnt that good considering they were a team that was muchbetter at the gamesense stuff but STILL??? YOU COULD PUT IN A LITTLE EFFORT??? like stormz calling him out was so fukcing justified. and then later on during th e gladiators event when stormz got so pissed at his team that he had a huge crashout about the way they were playing and he ranted abt shane and tingz and HE WAS SO JUSTIFIED and then he had to leave stream to go cuddle his dog to calm down LOL goated and it was so funny how u could see his mental start to return when ghostie and may were winning their fights. hes so funny to me. sorry i like the duobaiter :( i wont do it again :(

iactually did have a lot of fun watching s4 pink like i generally enjoyed the dynamic that the players had with each other and i liked the pretty pink princesses title LOL but shane was so annoying a lot of the time. itslike his ego or whayever and i need to kill him but also he was so good at finding the fucking eggs for some reason like omg whatshis fucking problem. gladiators was genuinely just so fucking bad and stormz had such a valid crashout. pink was doomed from the start but shane did not make it any better. unfortuantely im kind of attracted to a guy who irritates me. sorru

[infumeow]

hi its the anon that likes abuse kaomojis (∩_∩) i saw a post on my timeline i need to talk about it Now or ill Explode ( _ _")

it was someone complaining about yt chatters making references to ships in during an mcyt stream, specifically saps and parrotx2—chats the moderators had deleted almost immediately btw—and someone replied to the post saying word for word "dude just ignore it the mods are lock in we just need to talk about something else" and then op replied, once again word for word, "NO FR people kept bringing it up again and again and its annoying and harmful"

like ??? arent you doing the same thing just on a diff platform??? on TWITTER??? the platform arguably the next worst place to do so besides livechat/twitchat??? you're doing it to yourself atp and youre so unaware of it that it's hard to watch

idk the hypocrisy irritates me (◞ _ ◟) like yeah i get the frustration, albeit for very different reasons, of new chatters that are a little dense not recognizing the importance of keeping shipping discussions contained to a specific environment. but idk how you dont see that you're a part of the group everyones annoyed with, i just don't understand how that's not clicking??? and posts like that always lead to boundary warriors making a big deal out of what should've ended when the moderators did their job and took care of it. and now at some point if the fans make enough of a fuss the cc will likely acknowledge it and now the whole house is mad yk

and another thing! to piggyback off of another ask you responded to: people act like flitering and blocking tags isn't a thing (≖_≖ ) honestly i partially blame the amount of people with a bad case of learned helplessness saying they dont know how to tag stuff for this weird epidemic in fandom spaces. i get so annoyed when i see a fic or a post saying going "idk how to tag" bc its not and has never been that difficult to learn. like lets bffr rn (눈_눈) do you not know how to use a search engine?? do you not know how to type out "how to tag on [blank] and click enter?? istg boundary discourse has given a large demographic of fans victim and savior complexes and they need to delete twitter Right This Second before i blow them up with my mind.

(mb if this is not well worded or for weird grammar mistakes im dyslexic and this is my third draft ( ‾᷄ ◡‾᷅) in the first two i was crashing out a little too hard for what i think is appropriate when discussing online/fandom discourse, and even now i still sound a little heated lol)

LOL I SAW THAT TWEET TOO. you basically hit all the points that i would want to make but the big one for me is that i just dont understand why people are taking boundary breaking content and purposefully putting it somewhere the cc can see it. like isnt your whole argument that you dont want to make the cc uncomfortable??? sowhy the fuck r u showing them content that could make them uncomfortable??

i dont watch strength but i remember like a couple months ago there was some discourse bc someone had written a nsfw shipping fic of tai and someone else i cant remember and this fic was literally just on ao3, properly tagged, and someone on twitter read the whole thing and then posted it on twt saying "omg look at this boundary breaking fic i found. we should throw rock at them" or whatever the fuck they say and i was so flabbergasted for one thing, why are you posting this content where tai could see it and get uncomfortable by it and two, WHY ARE YOU READING A FIC AND THEN POSTING ABOUT IT SHITTING ON IT??? LIKE WHAT ARE WE DOING??? and thankfully they got a lot of flack for it and took the tweet down but it genuinely baffles me ho w stupid some people are

and yeah people just dont understand how to tag. tagging on ao3 is the most self explanatory thing ever. i figured that shit out when i was 12 and youre telling me you dont know how to tag at the big age of a 20??? its crazy to me

anon this is worded great! thank u for coming here and ranting! feel free to do it as much as you'd like bc i love it. get as heated and angry as you want. GET MORE ANGRY. we can be angry together

[infumeow]

an interesting thing about boundaries is that idk if you know but rekrap has specifically stated that he prefers only being drawn as a human with no animal features but like its mcyt or COURSE we're hybridizing these guys and so its pretty common to see rekraps with antlers and stuff like that, but interestingly people dont seem to get on peoples cases about that... And its like, obviously you guys know somewhere that that boundary is genuinely so mousebrained, but you cant make the connection to how that applies to other boundaries and will continue to maul every rpfer you come across...

ITS SOOOO FUCKING SUBJECTIVE like ppl only care about specific things and then just do whatever they want. it reminds me of how like. you always see people finding workarounds and loopholes shoiwng that they dont even actually respect boundaries, theyre just pretending to. like back in dsmp days, phil and techno used to have "no shipping" boundaries but people were really obsessed with emeraldduo or whatever so they would be like "omg queerplatonic philza x techno!!!" and then draw fanart of them sloppily making out and its like. YES a queerplatonic relationship can do that but i know youre just using that as an excuse to draw ship fanart like we're not stupid. i genuinely do believe that the vast majority of people on twitter or whatever are boundary breakers in private but theyre too ashamed of it so they witchhunt other boundary breakers. people looooove finding loopholes so they can break boundaries without being cancelled for it

[infumeow]

you and the other anons are so fucking based dude like im in this discord server for rpf of a different sect of content creators and its just so refreshing because we're just all adults and talk about nsfw rpf freely(in the discord) but i dont see any of that these days in the general mcyt community so im glad i found your blog yo. reminds me that there are people who understand these things in mcyt still. anyway yeah we should blow up the boundaries checklist because Oh My Fucking God

it is super refreshing to have these communities where everyone is an adult and has Common Sense bc wow it feels like so many people lack that nowadays. ive never really had a huge online presence and i lurk in most communities, but its been super fun actually making a blog here and getting to talk to people who get it. its been such a nice outlet for me to be a freak before i have to go be a normal functioning person. BLOW UP BOUNDARY CHECKLISTS bc like not only are they fucking stupid... its not even a good boundary checklist. genuinely in what fucking world would a cc not be okay with "platonic duos" like isnt that just having a friend? why would that be a boundary? You can only draw fanart of me standing alone By Myself. like sure

[infumeow]

i feel really bad for shane in this whole situation ngl...

ghostiefruit you couldve been a beautiful lesbian and none of this wouldve happened

lowkey idk how shane hasnt killed himself yet LOL imagine ur exgf starts dating a mutual friend of yours that you introduced to her and not only that but this mutual friend is ALSO outplacing you in every event you play despite not even being an event player. like tbh that might be even worse. sorryi dont have it in me to be nice to shane for too long .can he play in an event i miss watching events ct is too far away (next week)

ghostiefruit i could treat u so good i swear.......... we're both lowkey bisexual manic pixie dream girls it would be so perfect

[infumeow]

im crying i just read a beautiful infume/ghostie fic and the whole time i was like "aria infumeow would love this" and then it was dedicated to you sob your powers are endless

LOLLLL i genuinely crieda real tear of joy when i saw that fic like it was so fucking good. u guys know me so well

[infumeow]

aria infumeow as someone who also thinks infume n ghostie have a Thing going on rn what is your opinion on ghostie having a custom role in infumes discord...... the parasocial worms in my brain keep getting fed the more these two reveal about their priv interactions with each other and it is scaring me a little bit

like as much as i speculate in things i usually go into it with the mindset of "im just saying so bullshit though" but every day we get closer and closer to it being real like mama i am scared

i dont even think its bullshit like i just think its real. this isnt even speculating. we just Have Eyes and can see. anwyays im not in any cc discords bcit makes me feel like too much of a chud but i also know that ghostie literally changed infume's discord name in her server to "people" which is the codename that she's been calling him on stream. and infume and ghostie call a LOT offstream. like fun fact omg the first time infume played cocomelon on stream and said he was "up until 5am listening to cocomelon in vc" he was in vc with ghostie im prettysure she mentioned that on stream. they genuinely feel like a fucking high school couple doing pda in the hallway we have to kill them

[infumeow]

"infume actually has insane aura but were not ready for that conversation"

- a commenter on bluest pikmins newest upload

i was wondering your thoughts on this... imo why is this so true though?? (tho sometimes it does feel like his aura is so bad it loops back around into good aura again)

- 🌝 :3

see idk if i'd call it "aura" but he definitely has a kind of endearing vibe that attracts people. like i know our joke whatever is that infume is a fucking loser who can never bag anyone but lowk guys like him get so many girls irl........ FUCKK I NEED TO BE A LOSER PATHETIC TWINK AND GET GIRLS uhm anyways his awful pathetic aura genuinely is so bad that it just loops back around into being good. he makes it work

[2closetothesun]

Ghostiefruit. You need to peg infume. Please. The people need this. (I’m the people)

[saturnvault]

word on the street about aimsey ghostie and lexie yurimaxing team on lifesteal world. quick someone tell @chaotic-dik-dik @tuliphides and @infumeow

[infumeow]

THANK GOD FOR YURI!!! i’m getting so tired of watching straight people flirt

[infumeow]

oh sorry same anon as the kill the boundaries checklist one. i just remembered also when hbg had the whole *thing* with boundaries bc of that couri mod, danny and fulham were ranting about it and there were people in danny's chat that were like "you never know who's a weirdo, they're among us (ha), they're here in this chat right now" and it's like ughhhh booo boringgg. like why are we attacking each other ew

fulham was saying something like "they're saying just don't look but like why should i not be able to just go online in peace" and like i get that bc some people don't understand keeping things private private, but also like fulham has tumblr. like bro. you're doing it to yourself?? stop going in fan spaces and expecting them to not be fans?? block the tags?? hello?? no one shits on them for going on an on about basketball all the fucking time. but nooo, fans of mcsr must be civil and cordial and always appeal to the mighty streamers and their will. like fuck off man

"why cant i go online in peace" Why are you wandering into the poo factory and then being shocked that you find poo? boundary breaking communities are generally well hidden and you have to Look to find them. like my blog is hidden from search results and i have every cc i could think of blocked. if you are somehow finding my blog and then getting upset about it... i fear u did this to urself.

no but dont u know? fans should be subservient to their ccs. ccs are doing us a great favour by sitting in front of their computers all day and playing minecraft... its such a Hard Job. we should all be grateful. we should draw more Normal fanart and not write any fanfiction because its all weird and give them more money!!!

like omg we need to kill these people.

[infumeow]

omg +1 on killing the boundary checklist sheets eww

i've genuinely been turned off from watching certain creators bc of it like wtf are we doing?? "draw me like this, but not as an animal or genderbent or fat (which um what, ew hello???). i want all the art to look like *THIS* and ONLY *THIS*" like i'm sorry but i don't recall having open commissions???? am i being paid to draw your character the way you want???

like obviously i can understand if people want to be drawn the correct ethnicity or minors don't want to be sexualised. but that's not the same thing and that argument is so fucking dumb like be real

it's just so stupid that the whole online experience is like curate your feed the way you want and create your own algorithm and avoid stuff you don't like << but suddenly ccs can't do that???? like i'm sorry but i don't see fucking taylor swift complaining about fanfic being written about her??? and it's so easy to be like "oh streamers aren't the same" but is the goal not the same?? get an audience to love you, no??? make money by being in the public eye??? i hate to invoke his fucking name but KSI is on britains got talent as a judge, i'm sure his days as a member of the sidemen got him some sexualised fanfics written - where is the line for people like him??

idek it's just so dumb. twitter is it's own mess but i genuinely want to blame the empires smp era where like scott smajor and legundo and shubble (only mentioning her bc she made a passive aggressive post being like "you should always respect boundaries :)") all made tumblr accounts and started acting like they could control everything here??? it was so fucked. i don't even want to think of what the shipping culture is like in those spaces bc i KNOW it's bad. like making and enforcing boundaries IN A FAN SPACE is weirddddd. and those people that pander to it (like shit on others pandering) are doing so in the same hopes that they're going to be noticed and loved and it's like please grow a backbone and realise THEY DON'T KNOW OR CARE ABOUT YOU.

i can't help but think of that lifesteal artist on tumblr that literally got doxxing threats for making ship art and drawing NON-SEXUAL nudity??? and people accusing them of faking having cancer like??? and they were posting it ON TUMBLR, some sad person just put it all over tiktok acting like they were the devil. and then made their tumblr account public and STARTED SHITTING ON THEM HERE and responding to well-intentioned asks with comments like "well don't be a freak". i can't.

i hate boundary discourse too idk why i'm ranting to you about it sorry. idk what came over me. this is just so aggravating and i feel if there's anyone who understands it then it's you.

u guys are all so incredibly based idek what to add at this point bc i just agree with everything youre saying. like the way ccs seem to treat fan content as some kind of free commission pisses me off so bad bc ccs get soooo righteous about their own content but then look down on fancontent bc its not exactly what they want to see? omg dont even get me started on the luanne "dont draw me fat" thing like holy fuck what r we even talking about. its so obviously fatphobic and its like. why are we suppressing creativity? why does everything we, as fans, create have to be for the cc. if im writing fanfiction about idfk percy jackson, its not because i really, really love rick riordan and want him to read my fanfiction, its because i was inspired by the world and characters that he created and i want to put my own spin on things. if im writing fanfiction about mcyts, its not because i want them read it and tell me how good it is, its because i was inspired and i want to create something. like its as simple as that. why are ccs so purposefully dense about this?

and i do think streamers are the same as other public figure! you are putting yourself into a public position and making money off of fans. when you do that, you have to surrender a little bit of ur privacy because ur whole livelihood depends on fans enjoying your content and personality. if youre not prepared for that, then being a cc probably isnt the life for you. #GETOVERIT

when ccs make tumblr accounts and complain about the content theyre seeing, it pisses me off SOOOO MUCH. Wow! I went to the puppy killing factory and i am Shocked that they kill puppies here! ok maybe thats not the best metaphor but u get what i mean right? i think dreamsmp was the biggest catalyst for the whole boundaries discourse but also they were lowkey pretty chill about it? shipping used to be so normal in those days. #reminiscing but omg yea empires had a lot of weird stuff abt shipping and boundaries. i remember how ppl would get on ur ASS for shipping lizzie and jimmy in other smps bc they were related in empires and somehow this transcended all smps for some people. dont even get me started on joelshipping discourse. "nooooo joel is uncomfortable being shipped with people other than lizzie" <- guy who actively likes smallidarity fanart on tumblr btw.

and the way ppl white knight for cc boundaries is CRAZY. like not to bring back the luanne thing again, but i remember seeing someone post "it doesnt make sense to change kitty's body type bc shes a cat so she has to be sleek and nimble so it defeats the point of the character" WHAT?????? yea cats famously cant be fat. what the fuck r we talking about. u people are so dedicated to defending ccs and their fuck ass boundaries that youre just turning into an evil person.

and the thing abt the way people handle boundary breakers is that theyre literally bringing more attention to it?? like most boundary breakers know what theyre doing and they do it in private spaces where the ccs cant see it (unless they actively search it out) and then twitter will just screenshot fucking rpf or nsfw or whatever and post it on twitter to mock the op??? and then that just brings more attention to these boundary breaking posts and shows them to the ccs? "omg look at this GROSS fanart i saw of x kissing y. x doesnt want to see fanart of this stuff" and youre actively putting it somehwere where a cc is more likely to see it. like we're just fucking stupid at this point

yes i absoltuely get it. feel free to rant as much as you'd like bc it pisses me off sooooo bad and i just dont get how purposefully dense some people are about this stuff. we need to KILL boundary sheets

[infumeow]

You're the first person I've actually seen say good things about Money SMP, yk? I've only ever seen people talk about it being toxic as hell, and if Infume is joining then I am scared for the consequences. I worry it's going to be the Ludwig era of chatters all over again...

LOL money smp absolutely is toxic as hell. tahts just what i like about it. i'm a huge fan of hypercompetitive sweaty events and stuff (i miss pbtld so much) and one ofmy main worries abt infume joining is that the mcsr fandom is not equipped to handle how toxic and sweaty this enviornment can get. because Yes there is real money on the line so players are going to get genuinely upset when things go wrong. like flow thinking ghostiewas cheating in s5 or the stormz crashout during gladiators s4 where he got so upset he had to leave stream for a bit LOL (NEVER FORGET WHEN STORMZ CALLED OUT SHANE FOR BEING TOO QUIET AND NOT COMMING DURING GLADIATORS). it is extremely toxic and sweaty and people are going to get hated on and like . thats kinda the joy of it all to me. like last season when twitter was getting mad at purple for raiding other teams as if thats not literally the point of the game??? but i love watching competitive events so much im so lucky imnot a straight man because i would be the worst sports bro to ever exist

[infumeow]

wait wdym #killshane did he do anything shady 😭

NO IM SORRY THERES NOTHING WRONG WITH HIM!! i lowkey watch an embarrassing amount of shane streams like its Really Bad. if i have to be serious, i can say that shane generally seems to be a pretty decent guy (at least from what he does publicly). i jsut really really like hating on him because i hate that guy. and also like he fumbled ghostie so idk if i was him and i fumbled someone as beautiful as ghostie, i would just kill myself idk

[infumeow]

that clip is nightmarish holy fuck. ghostie you need to kill them. shane you need to die. infume your saving grace is that you’re putting shane on suicide watch rn but karma is coming for you

genuinely one of the worst clips of all time. ghostie needs to be allowed to kill people