Ruth's blog!

      p much a journal of emotional drivel.   

[doggopupperforpres]

She may not like to swim, but she loves being in the kayak!

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cute pupper

[somepiecesofmyheartandsoul-deac]

And I will name this indescribable, overwhelming feeling of love after your name, for you are the only one who can make me feel this way.

Lukas W. // Indescribable  (via somepiecesofmyheartandsoul)

[somepiecesofmyheartandsoul-deac]

With tangled fingers and bodies pressed together, we learn to slow dance to the rhythm of our wild yet gentle love in the light of the day where every soul is drowning in work, like we are the only ones in this world.

Lukas W. // The only ones (via somepiecesofmyheartandsoul)

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july 9

u know, whenever i tell myself i couldn't be more in love with you, i always end up proving myself wrong the next day.

[late-nights-and-daydreams]

i’m so in love with you but i can’t say that yet

i hope i make it obvious ( @late-nights-and-daydreams )

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Wanna grab coffee?

“Let’s grab coffee. Meet me at the parking lot.” Maybe coffee’s just my excuse to spend some time with you.

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Day 3

Everything’s going well, I suppose. Though, I’ve noticed some changes, like how the corners of the house suddenly seemed like an endless abyss of darkness. And how, at night, the walls start whispering. All I have accompanying me during my restless nights is my phone. I hate the whisperings and the unbearable silence, so I always play music to drown them. So far, it’s alright. I don’t mind living alone.

[phpoetry]

“And I just don’t want to wait for someone to figure out what they want, only for it to turn out not to be me”

— P.H.

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I think the concept of love is a game, where falling for someone puts you at a disadvantage because you become vulnerable to all sorts of feelings. Sadly (but not quite), I've lost.

Anyways, here's a song that almost perfectly represents the conflict between my childish heart and my head.

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It's 12:58 am

Her head constantly pivots from inside and outside the castle. Whenever she saw what she had inside, it would be all too overwhelming for her - she couldn't grasp the fact that she now owned everything inside the castle. Then, once everything gets a little bit too much, she would stick her head outside the castle and go for a stroll along the bustling sidewalks of the small village, where she once belonged. She was afraid of becoming accustomed to her new life on top of the hill, inside the castle. After all, she's only a daughter of a poor farmer and saw herself not fit to live inside a castle. Therefore, she walked some more and she took her time, admiring the cattle pastered out in the open grass fields. She knew how replacable she was, so she strayed away from what could inevitably hurt her.

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) : ) ?

What scares me is the fact that you can decide to leave me anytime and I’ll be okay with it because, deep down, I knew you were too good too be true. 

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“Clueless”, a classic.

I recently rewatched “Clueless”, for what seems to be the one hundredth time since I first watched it in 2009, and I just wanted to say that I think Jeremy Sisto and Paul Rudd were, and still are, handsome as fuck (I’m convinced that’s the only way to describe them). And how can I forget Alicia Silverstone? She’s a gem. 

“Clueless” is definitely one of my go-to 90′s classic films and definitely earned a spot in my top ten fav movies list. I’ll continue to watch this film religiously. 

[kristensnotebook]

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It's that time of the day.

Sad 🅱oi hours.

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I just wanted to let you know that my heart races uncontrollably when I see you, and that's enough proof for me to say that I am foolishly head over heels for you.

[caffeineandbooks01]

A Poem a Day

Success is Counted Sweetest

written by Emily Dickinson

“Success is counted sweetest 

By those who ne’er succeed.

To comprehend a nectar

Requires sorest need.

Not one of all the purple host

Who took the flag today

Can tell the definition,

So clear, of victory,

As he, defeated, dying,

On whose forbidden ear

The distant strains of triumph

Break, agonized and clear.”

[gimmevitaminsea]

Where do all the ducks go