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HELLO!! and welcome to the Caffeinated Reader, a cafe/bookstore, owned by Genevieve Carlisle and her grandson, Jack. We hope you enjoy your visit; the coffee is on the house.

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an independent fandomless oc, Jack Carlisle. a witch with some very interesting perks, who also happens to be a gamer. what more could you ask for?

                             written & loved by Shane, a 27 year old spazz with an obsession with jacksepticeye. he/they pronouns. has over 10 years of roleplay experience on various media sites. very friendly but gets overwhelmed far too easily. my favorite food is chicken.

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one more update lol hi so last week i sprained my ankle because life loves me so much. uhm. but now that i'm better, i will be coming back this week. my room will be restored and i won't be as exhausted anymore by getting yelled at constantly. expect me and my boys soon <3

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will be returning soon!! i know much sooner than expected and i still have no bedroom or bed, but i want to write, so i will be returning probably in the next couple of days, up to a week from now. still working on that OC, as well as my ego multimuse. this is how i cope with bad things lol expect me around soon <3

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a little rl update lol my basement flooded which is where i sleep with my cat and dog and my child. i have no bed and my room is completely destroyed. it's probably going to be a few days before i can be active again. i gotta figure out what i'm gonna do and what not especially cause my mother threatened to kick me out on top of all this. as a single parent, it is almost impossible for me to find a place to live that i can afford so i really need to get my shit together and not make her mad lol that being said, i will hopefully be back on wednesday. just be patient with me please <3

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hi, guys. promise i'm not dead! i've just been working a lot. getting some overtime in. that being said, my activity will probably be spotty, at best. in the same vein, i am working on a new oc and probably won't be very active on my multi-muse accounts for a little while. it's just hectic right now and i have hyperfixated on a new boy. so i will be making that a thing soon. i will probably be online tomorrow and will be focusing on this account, my new account, as well as @moonhowlinq. these will be the three accounts i will be focusing on until things calm down. <3 also note that discord is available for rp if you want. :)

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replies soon. i just happened to gain a new hyperfixation that has distracted me immensely. i'll be here soon (#^.^#)

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videonastycore​.

@caffeinehorrors asked: “It was my fault, really. I wasn’t paying attention and got hit in the face.”

"Yeah, you are right about that,"

Ki seriously hadn't meant to hit him in the face but likewise, she was not paying attention. She had the spatial awareness sometimes of a little kid. She was lucky that her force of hitting someone was not strong. Still, Ki felt bad for accidently hitting him in the face. She felt rather sheepish, standing there.

"Still, are you okay? Did I break any bones,"

   the response she gives makes him laugh. they’re not really sure why it does; probably due to the absolute absurdity of the situation and the fact that she blatantly agrees that it was his fault . . . yeah, okay, maybe they do know why it makes him laugh. nonetheless, they press a hand to the side of his face where he’d been assaulted, a grimace of a smile painted in their expression.

   “no, no, ye didn’t break any bones. maybe gave me a black eye, but nothin’s broken.” at least not that they can tell, though his face is rather numb. how fucking funny. they laugh again. “i should pay more attention, eh?”

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fearlesscxptain​.

[ @caffeinehorrors asked : “ now, now, none of that self-hate talk! we all have bad days, right? we all mess up sometimes and make silly mistakes. but it doesn’t matter at the end of the day; it just makes the good days all the better! “ ] ~~~

Aster wasn’t sure what they expected to happen. How they were supposed to react, or what they were supposed to respond with.

They did feel the ripple of a tear track down their cheek before they realized their vision had blurred.

They couldn’t remember the last “ good day ” they’d had. It had been so long. Buried deep, the burning ember of that goodness still lingered somewhere. A warmth in their chest which had nearly gone out.

The captain slowly nodded. A small gesture of agreement, but an agreement nonetheless. “ You’re right, ” they signed, a hand subtly brushing their tear away. “ If only the good days were here, they would be able to help. I suppose that looking forward to them must be a part of it. ”

    it breaks their heart in a way. Jack wishes he knew how he could help. they don’t enjoy seeing other people in distress and not because it makes him feel bad (the power of empathy is not as kind as one would think), but because no one should feel like their world is caving in, like nothing good will ever happen again. it’s not a fun feeling for anyone and feeling it secondhand is always so strong . . . Jack can only imagine what they must be feeling firsthand. 

      he offers a smile in reply.

      “anythin’ i can do ta make it better? we can make it a good day. anythin’ can turn around, y’know. bad days aren’t forever. let’s change today’s fate, eh?” they know what it’s like to feel this way, of course; Jack has felt such things himself, as his own emotions, not someone else’s, and they wouldn’t wish it on anyone. he’ll do anything to make someone’s day better and they are no exception.

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rabbitholewritten​.

[ @caffeinehorrors asked : ❝ i can’t control them. ❞ ] ~~~

“ Powers are a finicky thing, even if you were born with them. ”

Rue had been reborn with them, in a way. Awoken after death to a new life — or, not life. They found themself sharing a consciousness with an entity not of their own, and the burden which came with that — along with an array of reality bending abilities they held no understanding of.

“ It can be difficult to control them. You may never learn to do so completely. ” I’ve had an eternity to learn, and I still lose control. “ You must learn to work alongside them. Sometimes they veer from your path, but they will return if you call them well enough. ”

    a lot of people don’t understand. it’s something Jack has come to terms with after years of isolation--it’s not to say that they were completely alone, so to speak, but Jack grew up in a very closed environment and it left them in a position he wasn’t quite ready for when the real world came to head. while they knew his grandmother was only doing what she believed was the best, and hey, who knows, she probably wasn’t wrong, meeting people outside of what he knew would become challenging. people saw what they wanted to see and what lies beneath the smiling exterior is not an image he portrays. 

   the flames burn from inside. it’s the hardest thing he has to live with. it licks at his veins, clawing at the skin in a desperate attempt to come out. and while the amulet helps control the fire from within, it is a false sense of security. the moment the amulet comes off, the flames are bound to break free.

   “s’a little more complicated than that, i think.” he says, fingers idly stroking the amulet around their neck. “me body isn’t compatible with my power. d’ya know wot tha’s like? sometimes feels’like bein’ burned alive. it hurts.”

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rabbitholewritten​.

Experience ? More than an eternity’s worth.

Despair. It trailed behind them like a part of their shadow. The loss of their friends, their family, bonds torn apart by the inside out and then lives thrown away. Trapped in an endless game of torment from the making of someone whom Rue had called their friend long ago.

Rue scoffs. A quiet sound, barely heard within their exhale. An unnecessary action, but one they still found habit in. Death was not one to let them rest peacefully, and life refuses to fully leave them, it seems. “ We are all walking paths that have been made by our prior choices. People are influenced by what they experience. I have lived far more than I ought to have, and seen even more. ”

they’re quiet again as Jack watches them; every small breath, every noise that they make, Jack takes it in. he’s curious about Rue, naturally. it isn’t every day that Jack meets someone as unique as  them. in fact, Jack still can’t figure out what is so fascinating about Rue to begin with. there’s just something that pulls him in; something that Jack is just begging to figure out. he isn’t really sure what it is yet, but they’re determined to figure it out.

  “see, and that’s what yer problem is, methinks.” they begin, taking a cautious step closer, head cocked to the side. there’s a smile on his face again, eyes lit up in a curious notion. “yer sayin’ you’ve lived such a long time, but are ye sure you’re not just surviving ? have ye really actually lived?” maybe he’s poking a bear with a stick, but Jack’s good at that. and it isn’t like they can help it. he can feel this energy about Rue and he wants to help; they’re just not sure how.

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hi, hi. i am HOME. my friend and i went shopping today after yesterday's concert! we had quite a few unfortunate mishaps during our trip but i am home with books and other souvenirs, including a band shirt!! i will be here tonight. soon. <3

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hello!! my activity for the next week will be even MORE spotty!! not only is it inventory week at work, which means i will be getting some overtime, but i am also going to a concert tomorrow with a friend and even though i will be bringing my computer while we're out of town, i doubt i'll be on it very much since we have a lot of plans. so this is just a forewarning. i may not be here. <3

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okay after i watch Mark's upload from today, i will be here to write and to work on getting things ready on @pressxtorestart as well as get things going on my other blogs. SOON.

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cries in the adult happy meal is sold out

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everything is almost ready, but if you guys are interested in following now, my egotuber multimuse is up. i just need to finish the docs and post the rules on that account. but here it is, my boys: @pressxtorestart. 

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why is it that when i want to order the adult happy meal, the app says it isn't fucking available

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as a friendly reminder, i do run two other active blogs and am working on a few others. if you’re interested in writing with my other accounts, these are the active ones i currently have. the others are still under works.

      @survivingfive - a horror / video game multi muse. lots of spooks. very fun. very five nights at freddy’s-esque. will probably be adding more muses to it at some point. 

       @moonhowlinq - a werewolf oc with original lore. he’s a big teddy bear who deserves lots of love. i have A LOT of muse for him and would love for more interactions.