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Anyways I don't plan on telling you anyways

I care so deeply about you Its not about having my feelings returned anymore

After the moment I got better I saw you for your worth

I need a new twitter account We follow each other so now I can't tweet shit

Kinilig talaga ako dun sa "uuwi muna kami".

I'm pathetic And I'm tired

I'm a failure and I don't deserve people's trust I don't deserve to be cared about I don't deserve to be heard I don't deserve to be loved I don't deserve to eat I shouldn't be given the blessing to live

I feel so guilty that I want to die while so many people are fighting to live

I love you more than him I was always in love with you Cliche but yes since the moment I laid eyes on you I can still feel guilt from the multiple times that I stay awake thinking about breaking it off with him to actually have a chance of being with you I thought that I was trading something certain for something that I was unsure of I thought that I was cheating I repressed how I felt for you It wasn't long until that relationship ended Not because of you but because he cheated How ironic right? But it made me realize how much I could love you How much I already did And that it was you who I needed

"I feel like a part of my soul has loved you since the beginning of time" There is nothing more perfect than these words to explain how I feel about you

It makes me guilty that I don't see myself alive after 28 years old

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Book of the day: The Last Mile by David Baldacci

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This is the longest I've gone without thinking of taking my own life

I can never than you enough for making living bearable for me

" I'm okay " I've repeated it a thousand of time It never came true

I'm far from okay I'm so tired of lying

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