some secrets, some regrets

introspective thoughts I'll never confess to be mine

[weltenwellen]

 Andrea Gibson, You Better Be Lightning

[missinyouiskillingme]

The scariest thing about distance is that you don’t know whether they’ll miss you or forget you.

Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook

[weltenwellen]

Richard Siken, from "On Perplexity: Chrysanthemum"

[beyondmymoon]

Online sweet exchanges. Shared secret stories. Intimate caring thoughts. The loving friendships. Growing inescapable fondness. Deliberate self denials. Uncommitting profound feelings. Compelling trade-off emotions. Suppressed feelings spoken. Brief love affair. Sudden sad goodbyes. Memories become madness. Imaginary love unforgotten. Miserable heart aching. Life changing story. Endless love lurking…

[cagedwithrage]

can we have one last dance before we let our lives pull us apart? please..

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

“you're a mess of good intentions gone wrong. you strike a match on yourself to keep others warm, and now the whole goddamn world's on fire. you try to put it out, and you try so hard. the dam breaks, and the waters of your sorrow pour free. you are sorry; so very, very sorry- and you will drown everyone to prove it.”

– m.a.w; the hero who couldn't save anyone

[weltenwellen]

Anne Carson, Plainwater: Essays and Poetry

[weltenwellen]

Richard Siken, from "Wishbone", Crush

[eatpussypraylove]

Guess I just won’t understand things for a while and I’ll have to be okay with that

[julykings]

from In the House With No Doors by Sarah Kay

[missinyouiskillingme]

[cagedwithrage]

To all the versions of me who lost hope too many times but still somehow found it back, again and again, dear you, i see you and i appreciate you and love you and thank you! I thank you for being strong and not being strong, for falling apart and coming back broken, i thank you you for all the good and ugly parts, amd i love you all the same!

June, 15, 2024

[bazm-e-ishq]

Haal ye hy ky apni halat par, gor krny sy bach raha hon mein.

The situation is that I'm trying to avoid thinking about my own situation.

— Jaun Elia

[classycookiexo]

[cagedwithrage]

I know it's not fair of me to hope that he still holds on to me because I couldn't let him go, it's not fair of me to hope he doesn't forget me because I couldn't.

[missinyouiskillingme]

— Her (2013), written by Spike Jonze

[fairydrowning]

"Perhaps one did not want to be loved so much as to be understood."

– George Orwell

[fairydrowning]

"All the love in the world is useless when there is total lack of understanding."

– Franz Kafka

"If you love me, you don’t love me in a way I understand."

– Richard Siken

[alfaz-e-ruh]

بہت کچھ دل مائی آتا ہے مگر اب کہنا نہیں آتا

boht kuch dil mai aata hai magar ab kehna nahi aata

[ruhlare]

okay but saying “i wish i had known you sooner” — like the love in my heart is growing so big and fast for you that i wish i had the opportunity to have you way earlier by my side, because i want to love you longer than i can do now. my love for you reaches my past and makes a place for you.