.natural born loser

nineteen ~ [intp]*!#*!**!***¿ always and forever bored

[disease]

Nicole Dollanganger visits Jayne Mansfield, 2019

[m-e-ghan]

Visited the house where Psycho was filmed when I was younger. Found this today in one of our photo albums.

[childoflamb]

it’s looking at me

[istemedim]

[sewnbunny]

i feel this way very much

[tranquildeath]

[childoflamb]

Do you miss your old self?

I am still her, I have not changed, I am stuck in time, but it rudely continues on without me and everything seems to be falling apart, but I am alone, protected by my small bubble of spikes pointing inwards.

[pirouetten]

big town, synthetic apparitions of not being lonely

[hell4444]

[cagethepious]

[huthor]

Francesco scognamiglio fall 17

[thunderkatmeow]

“That’s a Crazy One: New York City 1990's” by Mel Stones

[flowersforella]

“I think... you're the sweetest guy in the world.”

[sonicyoth]

[juneacademia]

“you’re so pretty,” okay write poetry about me then.

[edenkillsr0ckstars-deactivated2]

Original poem by me

[moonstoast]

—longing for love

what i could never confess without some bravado by emily palermo // nickie zimov // homosexuality by frank o’hara // normal people (2020) // the unabridged journal by sylvia plath // holly warburton

[fawnaura]

“The reason why I hate the idea of growing up, I guess, is subconsciously because I want to remain a child and be sheltered from accepting the responsibility of things like earning a living, cooking, and taking care of myself. I’m so scatterbrained in that regard that it is a mental effort to remember to wash my underwear – to bring in a practical note. I also shy away from making decisions and thinking about what I’m good for – which I am convinced, isn’t much.”

— Sylvia Plath, from a letter to Ann Davidow-Goodman c. January 1951