Caitlin Avalon Jareau

Mother: Jennifer Jareau Father: Unknown to Caitlin Brother: Henry Sister: None Yet Track Tag: caitlinjareau

[caitlinjareaur]

[caitlinjareaur]

Caitlin sighs softly. "So just because I am so young means that I can't be a good mother?" she asks her voice showing how hurt she was.

[caitlinjareaur]

[caitlinjareaur]

"I don’t know who. Some guy thought it was funny to sneak into the girls locker room. I was the last to leave after cheerleading. I do not want to explain but it was not welcomed sex mom." Caitlin shakes her head

[jayjareau]

"Oh my God, he raped you?!” JJ’s fists clenched. “Why the hell didn’t you tell me and report him?!” JJ sighed and she slumped down to the floor.

[caitlinjareaur]

"You work for the law, not many rapes are even reported." Caitlin shrugs. "Now can I…" she stops

Henry ran in. “Where are you Katie. Another scary.” he whimpers but was soon picked up by his sister.

"Right on time too. You are getting like clock work Henry." Caitlin notes as she quickly gets Henry a Sippy cup full of milk and hands it to him. "Wet the bed?" she asks then kisses his head. "You need a bath after your milk." she looks at JJ. "I had no reason to report such thing, he is older, football player, school already thinks I am a slut so what is new."

(God…being called a slut and whore when you are not is so hurtful. I HAVE HAD SEVERAL PEOPLE CALL ME THOSE TWO WORDS. I should ask them if they knew the real meaning of those two words…lol)

[jayjareau]

JJ tried to pull herself together when she saw Henry. “Doesn’t matter… you should have told me!” JJ stood up slowly and took Henry into her arms. “We’ll finish this after I get him back to bed.” She sniffled and wiped the side of her face. “Drink your milk so we can get you cleaned up.”

[caitlinjareaur]

Caitlin tries to hold back a bitter laugh. Told her? When the hell can I tell her such a thing? She is never home! Caitlin went and grabs Henry a new pair of pajamas. They had puppies on them. all different kinds of puppies. She goes to the bathroom and gets everything ready.

AFTER HENRY WAS BACK IN BED:

"When would have been best to have told you? You were having to work so I figured it would be fine. I did not think I would get knocked up." Caitlin whispers sitting on her bed.

[jayjareau]

"It doesn’t matter whether or not you thought you’d get pregnant. it still happened! And you know if you had called me with an emergency like that I would’ve came straight home!" JJ paced Caitlin’s room. "Do you know for sure you’re pregnant? I mean, tests can be wrong sometimes."

[caitlinjareaur]

Caitlin sighs. “I know. There are clinics around here that do help teenagers that don’t want there parents to know such things. Believe it or not these clinics do abortions for teenagers too.” [I know someone that is a nurse that volunteers at one of these places]

[jayjareau]

JJ sighed.”That doesn’t answer my question. Are you one hundred percent sure that you’re pregnant?” She sat down and put her face in her hands. (really? I’ve heard of these places ))

[caitlinjareaur]

[yep. those places are real.]

"Yes." Caitlin nods as she holds out an ultra sound photo. "I am more than sure that I am pregnant. I was going to have an abortion but I could not do it. I did not want to kill my baby." she whispers softly.

[caitlinjareaur]

[caitlinjareaur]

"I don’t know who. Some guy thought it was funny to sneak into the girls locker room. I was the last to leave after cheerleading. I do not want to explain but it was not welcomed sex mom." Caitlin shakes her head

[jayjareau]

"Oh my God, he raped you?!” JJ’s fists clenched. “Why the hell didn’t you tell me and report him?!” JJ sighed and she slumped down to the floor.

[caitlinjareaur]

"You work for the law, not many rapes are even reported." Caitlin shrugs. "Now can I…" she stops

Henry ran in. “Where are you Katie. Another scary.” he whimpers but was soon picked up by his sister.

"Right on time too. You are getting like clock work Henry." Caitlin notes as she quickly gets Henry a Sippy cup full of milk and hands it to him. "Wet the bed?" she asks then kisses his head. "You need a bath after your milk." she looks at JJ. "I had no reason to report such thing, he is older, football player, school already thinks I am a slut so what is new."

(God…being called a slut and whore when you are not is so hurtful. I HAVE HAD SEVERAL PEOPLE CALL ME THOSE TWO WORDS. I should ask them if they knew the real meaning of those two words…lol)

[jayjareau]

JJ tried to pull herself together when she saw Henry. “Doesn’t matter… you should have told me!” JJ stood up slowly and took Henry into her arms. “We’ll finish this after I get him back to bed.” She sniffled and wiped the side of her face. “Drink your milk so we can get you cleaned up.”

[caitlinjareaur]

Caitlin tries to hold back a bitter laugh. Told her? When the hell can I tell her such a thing? She is never home! Caitlin went and grabs Henry a new pair of pajamas. They had puppies on them. all different kinds of puppies. She goes to the bathroom and gets everything ready.

AFTER HENRY WAS BACK IN BED:

"When would have been best to have told you? You were having to work so I figured it would be fine. I did not think I would get knocked up." Caitlin whispers sitting on her bed.

[jayjareau]

"It doesn’t matter whether or not you thought you’d get pregnant. it still happened! And you know if you had called me with an emergency like that I would’ve came straight home!" JJ paced Caitlin’s room. "Do you know for sure you’re pregnant? I mean, tests can be wrong sometimes."

[caitlinjareaur]

Caitlin sighs. "I know. There are clinics around here that do help teenagers that don't want there parents to know such things. Believe it or not these clinics do abortions for teenagers too." [I know someone that is a nurse that volunteers at one of these places]

[caitlinjareaur]

[caitlinjareaur]

"I don’t know who. Some guy thought it was funny to sneak into the girls locker room. I was the last to leave after cheerleading. I do not want to explain but it was not welcomed sex mom." Caitlin shakes her head

[jayjareau]

"Oh my God, he raped you?!” JJ’s fists clenched. “Why the hell didn’t you tell me and report him?!” JJ sighed and she slumped down to the floor.

[caitlinjareaur]

"You work for the law, not many rapes are even reported." Caitlin shrugs. "Now can I…" she stops

Henry ran in. “Where are you Katie. Another scary.” he whimpers but was soon picked up by his sister.

"Right on time too. You are getting like clock work Henry." Caitlin notes as she quickly gets Henry a Sippy cup full of milk and hands it to him. "Wet the bed?" she asks then kisses his head. "You need a bath after your milk." she looks at JJ. "I had no reason to report such thing, he is older, football player, school already thinks I am a slut so what is new."

(God…being called a slut and whore when you are not is so hurtful. I HAVE HAD SEVERAL PEOPLE CALL ME THOSE TWO WORDS. I should ask them if they knew the real meaning of those two words…lol)

[jayjareau]

JJ tried to pull herself together when she saw Henry. “Doesn’t matter… you should have told me!” JJ stood up slowly and took Henry into her arms. “We’ll finish this after I get him back to bed.” She sniffled and wiped the side of her face. “Drink your milk so we can get you cleaned up.”

[caitlinjareaur]

Caitlin tries to hold back a bitter laugh. Told her? When the hell can I tell her such a thing? She is never home! Caitlin went and grabs Henry a new pair of pajamas. They had puppies on them. all different kinds of puppies. She goes to the bathroom and gets everything ready.

AFTER HENRY WAS BACK IN BED:

  "When would have been best to have told you? You were having to work so I figured it would be fine. I did not think I would get knocked up." Caitlin whispers sitting on her bed.

[caitlinjareaur]

[caitlinjareaur]

"I don’t know who. Some guy thought it was funny to sneak into the girls locker room. I was the last to leave after cheerleading. I do not want to explain but it was not welcomed sex mom." Caitlin shakes her head

[jayjareau]

"Oh my God, he raped you?!” JJ’s fists clenched. “Why the hell didn’t you tell me and report him?!” JJ sighed and she slumped down to the floor.

[caitlinjareaur]

"You work for the law, not many rapes are even reported." Caitlin shrugs. "Now can I..." she stops

Henry ran in. "Where are you Katie. Another scary." he whimpers but was soon picked up by his sister.

"Right on time too. You are getting like clock work Henry." Caitlin notes as she quickly gets Henry a Sippy cup full of milk and hands it to him. "Wet the bed?" she asks then kisses his head. "You need a bath after your milk." she looks at JJ. "I had no reason to report such thing, he is older, football player, school already thinks I am a slut so what is new."

(God...being called a slut and whore when you are not is so hurtful. I HAVE HAD SEVERAL PEOPLE CALL ME THOSE TWO WORDS. I should ask them if they knew the real meaning of those two words...lol)

[caitlinjareaur]

[caitlinjareaur]

"I don't know who. Some guy thought it was funny to sneak into the girls locker room. I was the last to leave after cheerleading. I do not want to explain but it was not welcomed sex mom." Caitlin shakes her head

[caitlinjareaur]

[jayjareau]

caitlinjareaur:

[yeah, I have. I have drawn it several times. I have also put the words Broken Girl as well on it]

Caitlin nods slowly. “Alright then.” she whispers before she gets up.. “I kind of…am going to…be a….you know…something you already are.” she whispers

"A what?" She looked at her with a confused expression.

[caitlinjareaur]

"A mother." Caitlin said. She sighs holding back tears. She shrugs. "Now, I really need to get some sleep. Henry will be in my room at 5 AM to tell me that he is hungry but does not know what he is hungry for."

[jayjareau]

JJ wasn’t quite sure she heard right. “W..wait.” She moved to block Caitlin from leaving the kitchen. “What did you just say?”

[caitlinjareaur]

"A mother." Caitlin said. She sighs holding back tears. She shrugs. "Now, I really need to get some sleep. Henry will be in my room at 5 AM to tell me that he is hungry but does not know what he is hungry for." she repeats.

[caitlinjareaur]

[jayjareau]

caitlinjareaur:

[yeah, I have. I have drawn it several times. I have also put the words Broken Girl as well on it]

Caitlin nods slowly. “Alright then.” she whispers before she gets up.. “I kind of…am going to…be a….you know…something you already are.” she whispers

"A what?" She looked at her with a confused expression.

[caitlinjareaur]

"A mother." Caitlin said. She sighs holding back tears. She shrugs. "Now, I really need to get some sleep. Henry will be in my room at 5 AM to tell me that he is hungry but does not know what he is hungry for."

[caitlinjareaur]

[caitlinjareaur]

[yeah, I have. I have drawn it several times. I have also put the words Broken Girl as well on it]

Caitlin nods slowly. "Alright then." she whispers before she gets up.. "I kind of...am going to...be a....you know...something you already are." she whispers

[caitlinjareaur]

[jayjareau]

caitlinjareaur:

Caitlin looks at her mother. “We made a deal remember.” she reminds her mother before she draws a tear drop on her white piece of paper.

"No, we.. uh, haven’t.. " JJ mumbled and watched her draw the tear drop.

[caitlinjareaur]

"Aww, darn it.." Caitlin whines. ":I was hoping you did." she admits. She traces the teardrop with red marker, making it thick.

[jayjareau]

JJ lifted her eyebrows. “You did?” She sat in silence for a moment. “Okay, my turn. Why did you say the babysitter is rude?”

[caitlinjareaur]

"She snaps at Henry when he does something she does not like, coloring or when he is having a nightmare, she calls me a bitchy slut because I yell at her for it. She said I need to learn how to talk to Adults but she was being hurtful to Henry." Caitlin sighs. She writes the words Broken girl above the teardrop

[jayjareau]

"She what?!" JJ stood up, obviously really mad. "Why didnt you tell me?!" JJ then grabbed the phone, she was about to call the babysitter when she saw what Caitlin was drawing, she stopped.

[caitlinjareaur]

(I have drawn the same thing as Caitlin before...]

Caitlin shrugs. "Not like you could do anything.  You have to work and you need a babysitter." she sighs. "She never hit Henry because I would not let her but that is about it."{

[caitlinjareaur]

[jayjareau]

caitlinjareaur:

Caitlin looks at her mother. “We made a deal remember.” she reminds her mother before she draws a tear drop on her white piece of paper.

"No, we.. uh, haven’t.. " JJ mumbled and watched her draw the tear drop.

[caitlinjareaur]

"Aww, darn it.." Caitlin whines. ":I was hoping you did." she admits. She traces the teardrop with red marker, making it thick.

[jayjareau]

JJ lifted her eyebrows. “You did?” She sat in silence for a moment. “Okay, my turn. Why did you say the babysitter is rude?”

[caitlinjareaur]

"She snaps at Henry when he does something she does not like, coloring or when he is having a nightmare, she calls me a bitchy slut because I yell at her for it. She said I need to learn how to talk to Adults but she was being hurtful to Henry." Caitlin sighs. She writes the words Broken girl above the teardrop

[jennifer-caitlin-l]

[caitlinjareaur]

  Caitlin Made this for her mother.

(I really made this myself, no one else but still)

[caitlinjareaur]

Caitlin is hiding more than just cutting from her mother. (Played by Jenjareau) she is also hiding the fact that her boyfriend has done more than touch her in the areas a man should ask before touching and raping her. She is hiding the fact that she is pregnant for this. She is scared that her mother will be upset with her when it was not her fault (Even though she feels that it is her fault).

* Just like Shelby Merrick only with a boyfriend and being pregnant.

[caitlinjareaur]

[jayjareau]

caitlinjareaur:

Caitlin looks at her mother. “We made a deal remember.” she reminds her mother before she draws a tear drop on her white piece of paper.

"No, we.. uh, haven’t.. " JJ mumbled and watched her draw the tear drop.

[caitlinjareaur]

"Aww, darn it.." Caitlin whines. ":I was hoping you did." she admits. She traces the teardrop with red marker, making it thick.

[caitlinjareaur]

[caitlinjareaur]

Caitlin looks at her mother. "We made a deal remember." she reminds her mother before she draws a tear drop on her white piece of paper.

[caitlinjareaur]

[caitlinjareaur]

Caitlin sighs as she shakes her head. “I don’t want to talk about it mom. It’s nothing really. When I end up pregnant that is when I will worry about my problem.” she tells her mother as she goes over to the fridge and gets a bottle of water.

[jayjareau]

"Wait." JJ grabbed Caitlin’s arm and pulled her back to sit down. "What are you talking about…pregnant?" JJ stood, starring at her daughter.

[caitlinjareaur]

Caitlin winces when her mother grabbed her arm. She lets out a whimper because as much as she wanted to scream because of the pain on her arm she does not because Henry was asleep. “Does not matter.”

[I relate to Shelby Merrick in the show in so many ways and so does my ex best friend so I always have to honor her even though we are not friends anymore.]

[jayjareau]

JJ immediately let go of her arm once she realized thats where the cut was. “Talk to me!” ((Aw, me too. Thats why i love her character so much))

[caitlinjareaur]

(Now that sucks. For two people to relate to someone that has been hurt like she had been.)

Caitlin shakes her head. “Your son is asleep.” she growls. “Don’t wake your baby that is still so freaking pure.” she shakes her head again as she closes her eyes. “I don’t want to talk about what happens.”

[jayjareau]

"You’re not going to bed until you tell me whats going on so you might as well start talking." JJ said firmly. (( i know right. ))

[caitlinjareaur]

Caitlin shakes her head. “I am not in the freaking mood to talk about anything. Why don’t you just leave it? I am doing fine. My grades are still like the should because I stay up to work until I pass out on my bed. I take care of your son when you are not here and the baby sitter is a rude person. I just want to have a mother to color with me at the moment.” that would be able the only way for Caitlin to express what has happened to her.

[jayjareau]

"I know you do a lot.. i just.." JJ sighs. She was about to ask what she meant by the babysitter being "rude" when she stopped herself. "You want to color…?" She nodded. "Okay.. sure."

[caitlinjareaur]

Caitlin turns to go get things to color and draw with but stops. “:You have not colored with me.” she tells her mother. Going to her room she gets her coloring things and comes back. She sets it all up and sits down in a kitchen chair.

[jayjareau]

JJ sat down at the table with her daughter. She picked up some crayons and sighed. “How about we talk and color at the same time?”

[caitlinjareaur]

"Deal. Anything that one of asks we have to answer true fully no matter how personal it is." Caitlin said as she picks up a blue colored pencil. "I'll start. Have you slept with that guy that you talk about all the time? Spence?"

[caitlinjareaur]

[caitlinjareaur]

Caitlin sighs as she shakes her head. “I don’t want to talk about it mom. It’s nothing really. When I end up pregnant that is when I will worry about my problem.” she tells her mother as she goes over to the fridge and gets a bottle of water.

[jayjareau]

"Wait." JJ grabbed Caitlin’s arm and pulled her back to sit down. "What are you talking about…pregnant?" JJ stood, starring at her daughter.

[caitlinjareaur]

Caitlin winces when her mother grabbed her arm. She lets out a whimper because as much as she wanted to scream because of the pain on her arm she does not because Henry was asleep. “Does not matter.”

[I relate to Shelby Merrick in the show in so many ways and so does my ex best friend so I always have to honor her even though we are not friends anymore.]

[jayjareau]

JJ immediately let go of her arm once she realized thats where the cut was. “Talk to me!” ((Aw, me too. Thats why i love her character so much))

[caitlinjareaur]

(Now that sucks. For two people to relate to someone that has been hurt like she had been.)

Caitlin shakes her head. “Your son is asleep.” she growls. “Don’t wake your baby that is still so freaking pure.” she shakes her head again as she closes her eyes. “I don’t want to talk about what happens.”

[jayjareau]

"You’re not going to bed until you tell me whats going on so you might as well start talking." JJ said firmly. (( i know right. ))

[caitlinjareaur]

Caitlin shakes her head. “I am not in the freaking mood to talk about anything. Why don’t you just leave it? I am doing fine. My grades are still like the should because I stay up to work until I pass out on my bed. I take care of your son when you are not here and the baby sitter is a rude person. I just want to have a mother to color with me at the moment.” that would be able the only way for Caitlin to express what has happened to her.

[jayjareau]

"I know you do a lot.. i just.." JJ sighs. She was about to ask what she meant by the babysitter being "rude" when she stopped herself. "You want to color…?" She nodded. "Okay.. sure."

[caitlinjareaur]

Caitlin turns to go get things to color and draw with but stops. ":You have not colored with me." she tells her mother. Going to her room she gets her coloring things and comes back. She sets it all up and sits down in a kitchen chair.