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thought catalog of a lone trans woman

[calicolen]

Stormlight lore is wild because some asshole killed a sheep which means slave fantasy John Wick ended up being unleashed upon the world's political theater changing geopolitical alliances enabling some fuckin old guy with the altered IQ of a bagel to kill the god of literal hatred and put himself on said god's throne of immortal crab violence inspiring space conquest powered by the cloned ghost of a reformed war criminal who sacrificed himself to stop bagel IQ guy from taking over the world, but at least slave fantasy John Wick got married so that's cool

[calicolen]

Smash Ultimate is so crazy because like if you told me in 2008 that someday smash was gonna have Sonic, Snake, Kazuya, Banjo and Kazooie, and Sans in it

I would be like: Who the fuck is Sans?

[calicolen]

I need to cuddle a dog like right now

[calicolen]

Kaladin: I think I like a good stew or curry the best

Adolin: As long as there's good drink I'm okay with anything

Shallan: Oh I definitely need something sweet, maybe fruity

Renarin: Man, I love the taste of crab 🫦

[calicolen]

It's crazy how life can turn for the better so suddenly

All of a sudden I am surrounded by people I love while being blessed with a state of mind that allows me to appreciated them

Among this new family I have found myself in, I'm so deeply platonically in love with my best friend, today marks a year since we met. I feel as though I've been begging to meet her my whole life

Last year I cut off my best friend of 11 years in a peak of my depressive state. Cutting her off was one of the hardest choices I've ever made. Watching her become the person who hurt me the most twisted at my guts as I begged for her love, remembering who she used to be to me.

While the decay of our friendship still haunts me and illicits late night tears, I have found so much security in my friendship with my lovely best friend and I truly feel safe having her as my friend.

Never have I had someone affirm our friendship as perfectly as she does, and I believe everyone should be jealous of the friendship we have.

There are so many people in my life who have informed my current self, and she is one of those who has lead me to a version of myself I can really be proud of.

I've gotten so much help from her and my therapist after my PTSD and depression diagnosis, and I can feel myself getting better.

I haven't had a nightmare in weeks, I no longer feel the urge to run away to a far off city every waking moment of my life.

I don't want to be someone who runs away, I want to be someone who gives.

[calicolen]

Soggy croutons in my salad today

[calicolen]

Living is so embarrassing

[calicolen]

Closing the app that makes me hate myself just to open another app that makes me hate myself

[calicolen]

How many bugs do you think Kaladin and Szeth have swallowed when flying around?

I feel like Windrunners and Skybreakers had to have brought up the average bugs eaten per year statistic

[calicolen]

The guy at the grocery store deli thought I was cute so he gave me free chicken with my potato wedges :)

[calicolen]

Today he gave me a half pound of Mac n cheese and like 10 chicken strips for $2.35

Should I get his number?

[calicolen]

I feel safe when the lady at the post office calls me "Love"

[calicolen]

Windows be like "unable to install updates"

An I be like "good"

[calicolen]

Vin: Pick a god and pray!

Sazed: So the first god you may consider is...

[calicolen]

Kaladin when the Horneater princess that stole his boots pulls up to the function speaking with a Veden accent:

[calicolen]

Okay now hear me out, right?

Kaladolin BUT he has to go through kalmaram then kalmoash first

Like Kal goes through two toxic relationships (albeit hot ones) and then gets into a healthy relationship (that's even hotter)

I think I'm onto something

[calicolen]

Not my nail tech drinking a pint of beer while doing my fill

[calicolen]

The guy at the grocery store deli thought I was cute so he gave me free chicken with my potato wedges :)