Hello, and welcome to another one of Emmaâs late night ramblings, itâs been a while since I turned a standard photo post into a heartfelt drawn out essay (that nobody reads but me once every few months) where I try to sound somewhat profound, so here goes.
Funny how the world works, isnât it?
I suppose I thought Iâd seen it all, thought the things Iâd felt were what all of these silly romantics obsessed over, safe to say I never really understood the hype. Now that was not for lack of trying, trying to kid myself and the rest of the world on from time to time, wanting to look like what everyone else was feeling.
Itâs a bit sad, the day you realise youâve lost bits of yourself along the way. When you notice the changes in you.
BUT. The day you stop to pay attention to how YOU feel, when you decide you no longer want to be disrespected, used, manipulated and hurt. When you finally think, âif this is the bus ride youâre all on, I want offâ. Thatâs a good day, for lack of a better (less cringey) saying, itâs freeing.
There are an unimaginable amount of people in this world that donât have a lot of good in them; who will make you value your worth, try to morph you into their perfect human, do/say anything they need to to get what they want. Those are not your people.
Be with the person who makes time disappear, the person who makes your face ache from laughing, the person who loves you entirely, loves you alone and every flaw you have.
If youâd came to me a year ago with a story of how youâd met someone and âjust clickedâ, of how you just totally got each other and you almost instantly knew this was going to be your person. Iâd have probably smiled and told you that was lovely (Iâm a horrid people pleaser like that) but internally Iâd have sighed and rolled my eyes. Sickening, cringey, fairy tail, bullshit. Thatâs the way a jealous mind goes. My bad.
But I apologise, I do totally understand now.
Stay close to people who feel like sunshine âď¸
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