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i resonate with this deeply

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currently riding out another horrible depressive episode. the sleep deprivation definitely isnt helping ❤️

[callalilylover]

nauseous asf 12 hr screentime. when does it all end

[callalilylover]

having the urge to chop all my hair off

[callalilylover]

losing myself to find myself again. it hurts so much

[callalilylover]

someday i will recognize myself again. ill feel full of myself again. but i dont know who i am or where im going right now and it weighs on me heavy.

[callalilylover]

i miss dancing

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[callalilylover]

in a state of delirium

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gifcities / hands

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i want a friend who will take pictures with me

[callalilylover]

been soso fatigued and down for the past week.. probably some combination of a depressive episode + luteal phase.. i havent been this low energy for a while and its almost killing my spirit. need to remember that its ok to take it easy and rest.. i need to be kind to myself if i want to regain my strength

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[callalilylover]

i want to see some horses soon

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and dream of sheep

[callalilylover]

woah