good god I miss you so fucking bad. I wish you would come back. but why? why! you disappeared for a year without so much as a hi. the day I chose to leave, you return the next day. I don't know. you couldn't wait a month, yet I waited a whole year. and here I am.. still hoping, wishing, dreaming you would come back. but you're never coming back, are you? you made me have so many deep feelings, strung me along.. and for what? to disappear? I can't even try and talk to anyone new, cus all I think of is you. all I want is you. I wish to hold your hand... and you kiss my cheek... and smile at me the way you used to. sing to me when I'm sad. I miss it all. I miss you.


















