Keyblade Wielder

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[callingf0rcalamity]

good god I miss you so fucking bad. I wish you would come back. but why? why! you disappeared for a year without so much as a hi. the day I chose to leave, you return the next day. I don't know. you couldn't wait a month, yet I waited a whole year. and here I am.. still hoping, wishing, dreaming you would come back. but you're never coming back, are you? you made me have so many deep feelings, strung me along.. and for what? to disappear? I can't even try and talk to anyone new, cus all I think of is you. all I want is you. I wish to hold your hand... and you kiss my cheek... and smile at me the way you used to. sing to me when I'm sad. I miss it all. I miss you.

[deactivist]

[purpleslypurple]

[callingf0rcalamity]

he will probably never see this but here's an edit of our zepetos that I made, with a quote that's short but describes the situation so well, paired with a lovely grunge green aesthetic background.

making edits is fun but this one just hurt.

[coffeebirbsdarkacademia]

“I get it now. I get it. The things that you hope for the most are the things that destroy you in the end”

— John Green 

[silent-insanities]

I miss the hands that no longer want to hold me.

[dumblr]

Sometimes I miss you a little more than I should.

[catarinehancock]

“and i’d like to think

that if we never speak again,

one day you’ll look back on me fondly

as somebody who didn’t fear the future

when they pictured you by their side.

i’d like to think

you’ll remember me

as somebody who loved you

the best they could,

even if it wasn’t always what

you wanted or needed.

i’d like to think

you’ll remember me

as somebody you could

have spent your life with,

if only the timing had been right.

if only we’d worked for it

just a little bit

harder.”

- catarine hancock, author of shades of lovers and sometimes i fall asleep thinking about you

[glasshalffullquotes]

I’ll have to remember you for longer than I knew you, and I don’t think I’ll ever come to terms with that.

[missinyouiskillingme]

I hope they ask about me & I hope you tell them you fucked up.

[betweenmee]

I owe myself an apology for letting you treat me like that

[perfectfeelings]

“When I feel unwanted, I distance myself.”

—

[silvermoonwritings]

“If I really care, I'll try like 400 times. But once I'm done, it's over.”

[silent-insanities]

I’ll watch you fall in love with someone else and pretend I’m not screaming for you to choose me.

[missinyouiskillingme]

I used to build dreams about you.

F. Scott Fitzgerald

[dumblr]

I hate you, I love you.

I hate that I love you.

[ninasdrafts]

“I wake up in the middle of the night, and for a moment confusion washes over me. You‘re not here. The bed‘s empty. The other side is made, untouched, cold. My mouth dries up and my heart beats out of control until I remember. You haven’t been here in a while. It‘s not a bad dream. It’s real. You used to come and go, and it was a different kind of hurt, but I would have preferred it to the way it is now. I would take back the uncertainty if I could. The wondering if I’d said the wrong thing again. The pondering if I was worth staying for. I have to remind myself that the bed being empty is not my fault. I remember how you kissed me one day and everything changed. I remember how you kissed me one day and I didn’t realise it was the last time. My love is like sunshine and you will never know. I think that’s the saddest thing of them all: when I wake up at night, I light up this room, whether or not you’re in it to see.”

— my love is like sunshine / n.j.