Just a girl trying to survive

[betweenmee]

[nothingspecialjustasoul]

Suddenly I don't want anyone to know me as deeply anymore, which is weird because I have always yearned for someone to understand my soul

[donteatfoodmakesyoufat]

“Being suicidal doesn’t mean that I’m going to kill myself. Being suicidal is having this inexplainable ache while you’re living. It’s waiting for your life to end, and wishing that you didn’t have to carry on. Having this ache, and incapability to feel happy living, doesn’t mean that I am going to kill myself; it just means that I wouldn’t mind dying.”

— (via lost-alone-broken)

[fruitviking]

Can we stop with the character development. Where's my beach episode.

[worthless-misery]

I want to numb myself... And I want to turn my mind off.

I just need a break from myself...

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[betweenmee]

[betweenmee]

[deadtears777]

I hate people who still tell me it gets better even after 9 years of me just getting worse and worse

[junetheraccoon]

sometimes i don’t care about getting better anymore. i just wanna give up.

[whoeven-caresssss]

i don’t want to kill myself but i do want to die

[daddystinygirll]

People think I overreact, but they don’t understand that even silence feels like abandonment when you’ve been left too many times.

[bpderanged]

Too used to being treated like shit that kindness makes me uncomfortable.

[stresslessnext]

Just because I pretended to handle it well doesn't mean that I did.