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Lendo Cecília Meireles - Poesia Completa

• 2020/07/02:

- Joguinho na varanda (Mar absoluto e outros poemas, 1945, p. 579.)

- Sobre um passo de luz outro passo de sombra (Solombra, 1963, p. 291.)

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Lendo Cecília Meireles - Poesia Completa

• 2020/07/01:

- VI. Cenário do deserto (Oratório de Santa Maria Egipcíaca, 1957, p. 220.)

- A menina e a estátua (Mar absoluto e outros poemas, 1945, p. 577.)

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“these stars are for you, child.”

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Lendo Cecília Meireles - Poesia Completa

Eu decidi que vou ler a antologia da Cecília de maneira aleatória, abrindo em alguma página qualquer e lendo o poema que lá estiver. Todo dia, um poema sorteado de cada livro. Pra não me perder, vou registrando aqui os poemas que saírem.

• 2020/06/29:

- A festa foi no alto do mundo (Dispersos, 1918 - 1964, p. 664.)

- Miséria (Viagem, 1939, p. 334.)

• 2020/06/30:

- Desenho leve (Retrato natural, 1949, p. 673.)

- Lembrança de Padna (Poemas escritos na Índia, 1953, p. 34.)

[callyoumoonchild]

We've been collectively going through hard times, I know. But I've been struggling with my life and I'm really fed up with it at this moment. I feel trapped in a hole I digged myself. I just couldn't take it anymore, I had to shake my energies up. So, I decided to take some actions towards self caring, and, since writing a journal is one of them, I decided to do it here on tumblr. That's it, I'm back.

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[callyoumoonchild]

‘Marina is a female given name, the feminine of Latin Marinus, from marinus "of the sea"’ 

[rabbitinthemeadow]

Precious silence

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“I don’t know anything with certainty, but seeing the stars makes me dream.” ― Vincent Van Gogh

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[callyoumoonchild]

29/07/2018

Today I had such a happy dream. I dreamed about BTS's Taehyung, I woke up so so soft.

I don't recall the beginning of the dream, but at some point I'm in a backyard, seated on a bench. (A weird fact about the dream, the house owner is someone I haven't seen in ages. A former colleague's mother. I really don't know why she was there lol)

And then Taehyung is standing in front of me. And he's gorgeous as usual, maybe even more beautiful as I look at him this close. He have that kinda silver DNA era hair, but it is straightened up here. And he's just there smiling at me with sweet sweet eyes. At this point, I cup his face in my hands and just stare at him as he keeps smiling.

After a while, I see the rest of the group passing behind him. They're rushing to some stage (and now the backyard is actually backstages lol). And I ask him about going on stage, but he doesn't gather with the other boys, he just stay with me. And I get to the conclusion it is a performance without him, and I say "oh, ok, they're performing cypher" (But the whole group was there, except Taetae, so I don't know why I would get to this conclusion xD).

And, unfortunately, it was just a dream and I woke up. Woke up smiling tho, not usual for me (a grumpy-mornings person).

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[callyoumoonchild]

14/06/18

[Disturbing/scary dream warning]

Yesterday I had a pretty disturbed dream. I don’t know where I was, probably home, and I was with Stephanye, a friend I have lost contact a long time ago (something around 15 years).

We’re in my room, I think, and I'm looking into the mirror. I have a hole (?) in my forehead. It goes through my skull, actually, and I can see the blood that is about to come out of my head. It’s placed on the upper corner of my forehead, and it has a irregular shape, as if I had lost a piece of a skull bone. At this point, I seem calm.

As I’m looking at this hole, in my reflexion, it starts to bleed very badly. A little after, my mouth starts to bleed too. (So do my nose, maybe) Someone call my parents. They come to see me and all they can do is look at me in terror, knowing I’ll die from loosing so much blood and there’s no way to save me. I, myself, am pretty aware of my inevitable death, and that’s when I realize I am dreaming. And I wake up desperately, not exactly to escape the nightmare, but to save myself from dying.

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