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Is there anyway I can get the chapter link?? Itâs not working
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Two. Part 2
My daughters wanted to dessert, itâs funny to me because the way they asked me about coming here but I wouldnât ever say no to food, thatâs just me, Iâm always going to be eating no matter what âI am surprised you want to actually hang around with me?â I laughed saying âyouâre not all that bad, well youâre not embarrassing. Yetâ nodding my head slowly âyetâ I repeated âyou know I want the best for you girls, like I donât want you to think we get at you, we are never there for you. I want us to be good parents but there is no real handbook for it. We could get a home full of nannies and just do us, that would be the easiest option, but we try and get around it, your mom has changed so much to be at home. It hasnât been easy because she was having yâall while building an empire, I just donât want you to think we are bad parents. I mean kids, yâall going to think parents are annoying anyways but we tryâ they are both quiet with me but was ok to ask for dessert âI remember mom being away always, I was there, and she missed a lot of things. When in school, they erm. They bought up mom, and at first I cringed, I was like oh no. Why mom, they are going to speak on music and ask me stuff but then they started speaking on how mom became broke. It was interesting to hear, I ended up getting so sucked into it even though itâs my mom. They said that Rihanna was broke and that her manager took everything and then how she ended up becoming the most powerful woman of colour. A billionaire, how she built from the bottom up, how Fenty Corp was done, and I never felt so proud of her. I didnât know she was broke, that her manager messed her upâ nodding my head âthat was before I met your mother again, but she told me that, she had to tour and bring albums out one after another, she had to work to live, and she owed people. Then she realised she was alone and had to make a name for herself, look at her nowâ Rylee nodded her head âitâs really cool that she is so powerful, itâs something I could never achieve. The respect I get is because of who my mom is, they jump in Paris to make me happy so my mom knows they did itâ Rylee being nice âwhy canât you say these things to your mom instead of making it hard for her?â Rylee shrugged âbecause I can never amount to her, ever and I know that, not like Iâll be President. You tell me who has that kind of title going to their own country? Not even BeyoncĂŠ dad, I donât mean to be rude to her, but I have things to think about too, but I really thought in school they was going to speak on her in a different way. I didnât think it was to aspire people. I never thought mom got poorâ shaking my head âimagine having your family rely on you, your people rely on you and wake up broke. Itâs scary for her, and she did all this, you should be proud of her. Anyone would love to have the mother you have, but because you have it you donât see itâ she doesnât see how good she has it âI do dad, but I donât know, itâs annoying. Everything is annoying but I deserved the slapâ she admitted âyou got slapped?â I questioned âdad, you know it. Why you acting stupidâ she laughed âI know you and mom both talkâ I grinned âwe doâ I guess she needs to learn, she is learning.
I didnât really want any dessert; I came for these two âitâs weird to see you like thisâ looking over at Tianna âwhat you mean?â I questioned âlike you was never really strict and told us off, it was always momâ rubbing my head laughing âit happens when your daughters turn teenagers and they be testing you, erm. I think, being real with you girls. Your mom with ageâ I laughed âsheâs become soft with you kids and I think because you are older and have your own mind, she wants a relationship with you that she didnât have with her own mother, she doesnât want to be that annoying mother who she feels she is and I think, you know. She wants a mother and friend relationship with yâall but itâs not working out, she feels sheâs turning into her mother instead and Monica is a hard womanâ I laughed âshe had a very different relationship with her mom, and she wants different for you girls but she wonât tolerate nastiness. You girls have it all, and itâs there. If you listen to me, take my advice. The relationship you will have with her will be the best. But that is down to you both, right now yâall messed up. She isnât going to erm, forgive should I say easily. I can see you know you fucked up, but I ainât helping youâ Ryle nodded her head âyou can be a bad bitch like you want but you donât do it to the people you love, keep it out thereâ she nodded her head âhow you feel that you got spotsâ Rylee gasped and laughed âyouâre so mean dadâ Tianna laughed âbut joking aside I want my wife to have the relationship with you girls that she wants, and I will fight for that. But I wonât take disrespect to my wife. Okâ Tianna is funny, she hides behind Rylee because sheâs made more of a mess then her âTianna, donât let me hear you missing school either, we knowâ I ainât letting that go at all âI canât believe Momo is getting married, that is so weird. I think itâs weirdâ nodding my head âtell me about it, appreciate you girls never saying it to grandma. That means a lotâ I smiled at them âI love grandma, sheâs so happy and stuff. Like I know she wasnât around, but now. Sheâs amazingâ I cooed out smiling âsheâs alrightâ I shrugged âbut you know, life hasnât been easy, and I appreciate that you girls arenât half as bad but you need tweaking and I ainât taking yâall shit, I ainât even ashamed of you. Like yâall talking this shit, not even that. Just niggasâ I laughed âTianna had marriage proposalsâ Rylee laughed âhuhâ I said âyeah, it was so funny. Then what was it North said, what about Rylee. These are twins, he goes oh no she just for fun. Like negro!? Youâre twenty? Byeâ shaking my head, I donât like that at all âdonât ever listen to a guy, besides me of course but on a big level. The best person to help you through this is your mom, the best person that got your back is your mom. The industry, your mom. Please take this in, same with Imani. But sheâs young and she looks to you both so yeah. And if you need me to beat a nigga then thatâs meâ they laughed âpeople are strange so be carefulâ older niggas love to fuck with young girls, I hate that.
Placing arms around both of my daughters âmy face has spots on itâ Rylee complained âthatâs why Iâm taking the pictureâ I laughed âlook over here girlsâ D said, I smiled wide âmy twinsâ I laughed âwhy you say that always dadâ moving back from them âbecause you both areâ taking my phone from him âcan I sit in the carâ Tianna asked âyeahâ before I could even say yes Tianna went into my pocket and took my key, that is such a Rihanna thing to do, these girls. This picture is cute of us, for a nigga that is forty, I look good as shit. Posting onto my Instagram story, adding a caption âmy gangâ pressing send on the post âcan I try and drive?â shaking my head âhell nah, you better move from thereâ Tianna think I will let her drive my babies, she got another thing coming with that. Getting into the car âdo I look ugly in the picture?â Rylee asked, I laughed âmhmmm you will never know now. See these phones here, they mine nowâ putting the car engine on âare you excited about the wedding dad, you donât seem it?â Tianna asked âfull of drama, I am cool though. I will go there to get drunkâ Rylee groaned out âyou and mom humping each, my godâ I chuckled âyou know how we do, baby number sixâ driving off slowly âoh my god, no. Junior is the most annoying thing on this planet. Little nigga always shouting me. You know where his class is, when I am walking to go to the next class, you know where the basketball court is, you can see his class. He is outside and he screamed, that is my sister! She smells. Rylee smells! Like boy? I wish he wasnât so damn close; itâs only walking by but still. He is goofyâ I laughed out; he is just like me.
Squinting my eyes at this game, itâs a joke how they are playing right now âyou donât look happyâ Robyn said, âhell nah, they are playing dumbâ Robyn chuckled rubbing my back âthatâs it baby, dig those nailsâ looking behind me grinning âdadâ seeing Rylee, oh she wants me âwhatâs up?â Robyn moved her hand away from me âcan I speak to you, alone?â she walked off, looking over at Robyn âsomebody has become favourite parent huh, look at youâ I laughed getting up âhas she not spoken to you?â Robyn shook her head âshe came in and went upstairs but now that I know you have taken their phone from them I understand why but Rylee seemed a little stern, go on then faveâ Robyn said, walking off and I jumped a little as she slapped my butt. Robyn is funny, I am not favourite but the only parent speaking to them âhereâ Rylee said, walking towards her âso dad, can I borrow some moneyâ placing my hands on my hips âyou got your own damn money, why you asking me forâ Rylee sighed out âdad, come on now. Can I please borrow money. You said for me to make it up to mom and I will but I need some dollars, you know I donât have moneyâ I sniggered âbecause of?â I said âI bought thingsâ rolling my eyes âaight, so because itâs for my wife. How much?â Rylee smiled âmaybe like a few bills? Just enough to take mom to a nice spa, donât eye ball meâ nodding my head âok, fine. I will deal with it, but stop spending money on dumb shit, this is why you ainât got no money in the bank, be nice and sincere to your mother tooâ she nodded her head.
Pressing a kiss to Robynâ lips as I sat down âso what was said?â she asked âhow she will never speak to you again, that you copy her. And your hair is wackâ Robyn hit my leg âshut up! Assâ I chuckled âand you look dustyâ Robyn giggled hitting me again âshut upâ she is cute âno, she just thanked me for taking her out and we spoke on things. I just told them how it is, and they said they canât believe how much I have changed in terms of being the cool dad, but I said I canât be that anymore. I said things about you, but I think I will let them tell you, I donât want to say it and they repeat it or whatever. I think Rylee is looking to apologise, she is looking to make amends, she admitted to the fact she deserved the slap but yeah. I ainât fucking with my wife being unhappy but I am here now. The girls will learn, they will make mistakes but also learnâ I smiled at Robyn âI have missed you, but I am not looking forward to the wedding, for some reason I feel itâs going to be dramatic. Also I am walking my mom down the aisle, I said why not Rorrey or even Rajad, she said no, she wants me too. So I have a big job now, also doing a little party for herâ rolling my eyes âalso I wanted to ask, like gift wise. I want to gift them a holiday, well pay for their honeymoon. I wanted to askâ blowing out air âmhmmm so they can have sexâ Robyn gasped âwhy do you say this stuff, oh my god. It stresses me out, please donâtâ I laughed âtell me why else your mom has been nice? She hasnât been mean to you sinceâ Robyn pouted at me âI donât want to hear it, please! My godâ she gagged, licking my lips laughing âlook Robyn, I want to say no but do itâ she cooed out âthank you poppaâ she pressed a kiss to my cheek, she is happy, my kids are kind of happy, so I am good.
Watching the kids come in from school as I ate cereal, I am so damn hungry âwhy are you eating cereal in the afternoon just topless?â Tianna asked âyou mean living my good lifeâ licking the spoon, Rylee looked at Robyn, she is cleaning the kitchen âshe isnât really cleaning, she is just pretendingâ I said, Robyn looked at me âmomâ Rylee said, oh she is doing it now. Let me see this âwhat?â Robyn is really going to keep on with this âerm Tianna and I want to take you to a Spa, just usâ looking at Robyn âI can get someone to come to the house, I donât need itâ my eyes widened, she is being strict this time âI am upset you mom, I know. I just want to do something good for youâ Robyn glared at her âI can get my people to come here, I donât need a spa. Get out of my faceâ I didnât know Robyn was going to do this âdad, please speak to momâ looking at my cereal âI told you, I am not involved. You did it, itâs on youâ I refuse to start saying to Robyn she has to do anything âmom, please. I am so sorry; I want to take you to a spa so we can just talk. Youâre being difficultâ Tianna looks so awkward âat my big age? Say it?â she shook her head âno, just please momâ Robyn squinted her eyes at Rylee âfunny how you want me to now forgive youâ Rylee looked at me, but she needs to stop âyou donât need to forgive me, my actions will but I still want to do this for youâ oh she did good, that is something I say âwhatever, fineâ Robyn turned away in a huff, Rylee smiled at me and I put my thumb up at her âare you mad?â I asked Robyn as I walked over to her âI will be if you slurp in my earâ I snorted laughing, let me walk away from her.
Two.
Being on the road was hard for me because I was away from my family for a long time I would say, this was the longest I have ever been away from Robyn myself; I know she did it but me I havenât done it at all. I really got to feel how Robyn would feel being away and I kind of get it now, it isnât how I thought it would be, including the fact I had after parties, it looked on photo that I am having a good time, but I really was tired and missing home, so I actually did understand and feel what Robyn felt, and it wasnât good. I am happy to be home, I made my money now, I just want to reap the benefits and spend time with my kids. I still have people wanting to do events, I am over it. I need a few months with my family, I need to prepare myself for this nigga wedding, I canât even get out of it. At one point I tried to get the tour to overrun, it didnât happen. I just think itâs whatever, I am not happy still. Things have been awkward ever since and I know Robyn tries, she does these little things and itâs not working, itâs because of them two that we donât have family at the house because I donât want him under my roof, he can go. I just canât let go, he will always see Curtis his favourite son, and I am just Joyceâ son, I havenât really ever told my mom what he is doing but with him actually getting married but I will be now âI didnât know you was awakeâ Robyn said as she walked out of the bathroom âyeah, I just woke up now. I was thinking, did you tell your mom to do a prenup?â Robyn side eyed me âChrisâ she said âI am being dead serious tooâ I said âI know you are, but I am not getting involved, I did say it. Well kind of mentioned it and she said Robbie we are just living the end of our lives, I was like ok that is so dramatic, you didnât need to say that. I am just going to the wedding Chris, just like you, and you need to speak to your dadâ I laughed ânot exactly, I donât need too either. He has Curtis there, why does he need me thereâ Robyn huffed out as she walked into the walk in closet, I am stubborn still.
Resting my head in Raihanâ lap âdaddy is going back to sleepâ I smiled, he giggled ânot sleep, you wake up dadâ he placed his hand on my head âI wake up huh, but I am tired son. I will wake up soon, not yet thoughâ closing my eyes âhey Chris, I still havenât spoken to Rylee. She did try and speak to me, and I shrugged it off, so she knows and now isnât making the effort to speak to me. Tianna then asked, have you fallen out with Rylee, I said she knows what she has done. She clearly doesnât respect me and yeahâ opening my eyes âshe is you, but erm. When she comes back from school I will catch up with her, I will take them out for some food, just the eldest two. I will leave Imani out of it because she is innocent in it. She spoke to me Rylee, but I think she is testing the waters, she has been hiding, I have noticed it. But then just yesterday she came up to me and asked how was the tour, I felt like saying I came back a week ago, the fuck you asking now but I just kept it normal. I will catch up with her though. You know what it is, if you just forget it, and then act like it was ok she will do it again, but she is very wary of me. When I say I am taking her out she will be even more wary. I think itâs more because we havenât spoke on anything, I am going to be real. I donât know how to deal with teenagers, itâs like trying to deal with myself at that age and look how that wentâ I laughed âitâs like we donât want them to make the mistakes, but they are going to make them, protecting them doesnât workâ nodding my head agreeing, itâs so hard.
Watching the guy cleaning my cars, I am only outside because the kids are coming back from school. I would have picked them up but I needed my cars cleaning so they can be picked up âhey, go inside. Donât play with his stuffâ Raihan is being stupid âRaihan!â Junior shouted, looking behind me seeing the kids are back from school âwelcome homeâ Rylee is dragging her feet as she does âI like that you are home dadâ hugging Imani âI am happy to be back, I missed your little faceâ Rylee is actually walking over to me âwhy is mom not speaking to me?â she asked, âhow would I know?â I said to her, she laughed âbecause you know everything, and you both talkâ resting my arm on Imani looking at Rylee âdid you do something?â Rylee shrugged âI donât know, she hasnât looked my way since, I have cleaned my room so if itâs that, I did itâ clenching my jaw âtell Tianna, we will go out for some foodâ Rylee cringed âme too!?â Imani said âno, just these two. I will take you out next time promiseâ Rylee really cringed âok, just you and mom then?â shaking my head âjust me, seeing as you and mom donât speak, why would she need to come?â she shrugged âI didnât do anything, it was just harmlessâ I shrugged âseems like a Rylee problem, your mouth has consequences and I am not going to help you with making mom speak to you, I wouldnât eitherâ Rylee pouted her lips âso you know thenâ I shrugged âbe ready for sixâ leaning down and picking Imani up âyouâre still babyâ she laughed âdad I am grown now! Stop itâ pressing a kiss to her cheek âyouâre not grown, Junior! Why did you push Raihan into the water, what is wrong with you?â Junior laughed and threw his backpack onto the floor âhe smellsâ he ran off âwhy is he so naughtyâ Raihan picked his backpack up âheyâ he ran after him âboys are badâ nodding my head âyou have a pointâ they are a pain.
Putting my Rolex on, I am ready to go out now with my daughters, but it depends if they are ready. Women, they are never ready on time âwhat is funny?â I asked Robyn âthey are waiting for you; I think you made more effort than themâ I pulled a face âreally?â I said confused âhonestly, but you know why? They didnât wear any make up, I walked by, and Tianna said to me, not Rylee. She said dad is taking foreverâ I snorted laughing âI took time because they take timeâ she shrugged âoh they wasnât about to annoy you Chris, they have been playing in makeup when you wasnât here but now look but have fun and donât let them play at your heartstringsâ I blew out air âI wonâtâ Robyn knows my heart falls for my kids âhave fun though, it will be nice for you. Itâs nice that they get to spend time with you also because they feel you donât want to be near them, but I think itâs not trueâ nodded my head âwell I better go then, love youâ pecking her lip âI wish it was me actually, you look so handsomeâ looking behind me smirking âyou fancy me donât youâ she side eyed me, she loves me so much and I love that for me. Jogging down the steps âgirls!â I shouted them, smiling at Amerie âdo I look good?â I asked her âmy nose hurts from the aftershave yesâ I laughed at her âsorry, I need to look good you knowâ seeing the girls walking over to me âthe twins that came from my twinâ Rylee pulled a face âfunny dadâ they are so boring at times âletâs go thenâ I am excited to go on a date with my daughters, I do love them both.
Waving at some girls that got their phone out âlove you Breezy! Love youâ I grinned âI love you too thank youâ walking into Craigâs, Rylee and Tianna walked ahead of me inside âthank youâ I said to D, my new bodyguard, he is much better and younger than Pat too âplease follow me to the corner tableâ the car ride here was quiet, so I just put music on and drove here, the girls know I am not happy with them, it isnât a meal to praise them anyways. Sitting down across from the girls, shuffling my seat in âI will be back to ask what drinksâ the waiter walked off âyâall paying for this?â I asked âme?â Tianna asked âwho else? How about you girls treat dad huh? What about it?â Rylee hasnât flinched, she hasnât laughed at all âwe arenât rich, also you made money on tourâ I laughed, how cheeky of her âwhatever, so how is school? Yâall doing good?â they are both quiet âTiannaâ I said âyeah good, just hard workâ chewing on my bottom lip âright, so if I ask them will they say the same? Or will they say that my daughters are just playing around?â Tianna shrugged âprivate school, mhmmm. You think itâs just something to throw off, so you havenât missed class or anything?â Tianna shook her head âyou know the thing is, these private schools tell you a lot, so you just not telling me is pissing me off, you did miss school. Where did you go?â Tianna looked at Rylee âI am speaking to youâ Tianna face has turned red âsorryâ she mumbled âanswer me then, so if I ask Rylee will she know?â I pointed âdad, itâs not like that at all, ok I missed school with friendsâ nodding my head âthis one doesnât miss school, she just runs the school, mhmm miss popularâ Rylee put her head down âgirls, I know everything. Your mom and I get informed. We pay so much money for you kids and we expect results so when I see your grades and I donât see what I want, there is going to be hell. Donât come to me and ask for a big sixteen partyâ I like they do respect me, but I hate I have to be like this with them.
Wiping my hands on the napkin âwhy isnât mom speaking to you?â I asked Rylee âI donât knowâ she was quick to say, âso mom just stopped speaking to you for the fun of it, do you help mom around the house, with your siblings?â they both love looking at each other âwe have a cleaner so there isnât much to do, and we pick Junior up from school, so yeah. Mom is always doing work and yeahâ Rylee explained âso you both do nothing? So when I left the house you didnât change shit? So I ask again why is mom not speaking to you Rylee? Because being real, I know whyâ I admitted, I feel like Sade right now. But I have learnt a lot from her âI didnât like to be mean to her, I didnât dadâ oh Rylee is getting emotional âwhy are you getting upset? You did it, you hold that, and you take it. This is on youâ I said âRylee is having hard time dadâ Tianna is taking up for her âhard time? I have a hard time accepting a rich kid has issues, itâs been years and you still donât respect your mom like that and me, that hurts me. To see my wife struggle with you two, crying to me because you both want to bring up what she did, then how you speak to her. If you both so much look into your mom then you should know by now you ainât met badgalriri. She loves you kids, and she has a soft spot, so she doesnât be that way, I just donât understandâ shaking my head âmy best friend, wow. You two donât know what you both have, and I am really not going to even tell Robyn to speak to you Rylee, you can figure that up on your ownâ I laughed âthis is on you, how dare you even say the word slut. Is that what you think of my wife? Huh? You think that of herâ Tiannaâ mouth hung open; I donât think she knew âwho said slut?â Tianna said âhow dare you, and you think you can roam around my house and disrespect my wife, she asks you to clean you do it next time. You go to school and back, and you give me your phoneâ Ryleeâ face softened âI ainât forget what you posted, seeing as you both donât know how to learn in school either, I will have yours Tianna so pass me the phoneâ sitting back in the chair, the girls arenât loud now.
The fact these girls are so quiet âI want to know why you made your mom upset? Both of you not listen to her, like seeing you both now all quiet. You think mom is a push overâ I laughed ânot, she is just annoying at timesâ shaking my head âdad is not home so play up, thatâs what it seems like to me, I am so disappointed in you both and Rylee, you just really fuck me over with how you are. How you speak to my wife? Who are you to speak to her like that, I will be picking you up from school and taking you, I am home now. Things are going to get boring now until my wife is happy, until you both know how to act because itâs fucked up, and donât ever say that to my youngest daughter again. You know why I donât want you on stage, because niggas are dumb. Some situations ainât for my grown daughters. You know what, if I hear you both ever speak on my wifeâ past again there is going to be trouble. And also your MacBooks or whatever you got, school work only. Used downstairs, you can give them up too, I think you both need to start reading books. I would ban you from Barbados but you got to be there I guessâ Rylee and Tianna looks so upset, I feel like the person that ruined their whole fun but it needed to happen âyâall are so spoilt and it was really out of love, and I know that Rylee has so much to do to piss us offâ moody ass teenagers âI didnât mean to upset momâ rubbing my chin âbut you did, why is it I am seeing this quiet and respectful side to you both?â Tianna shrugged âbecause you ainât fun anymore, you suck nowâ I laughed âthat cost you your after school activities nowâ I smiled at Rylee, she huffed out. We can keep doing this, I got time.
One. Part 2
I really canât believe he is making me blush like this, he switched the show up and made me blush so much. He is making me sweat âthat is so cuteâ watching him sing Lost in ya Love, the footage he is showing is of us and half of the shit he has put in there I havenât seen myself; this isnât Dennis. This is personal iPhone footage, but they are so cute to be honest. I didnât think Chris took so much footage on his phone of me, I am so unaware too. He has put in videos of me looking a mess, Dennis would have never put ones that I look a mess in but I will take it, I think personally I am finding it cute âawwwâ I laughed, he put videos of me mad at him so I know he made this him damn self but he is annoying. I hate him, now I am feeling all hot âsheâs going to hate thatâ Chris said as the song ended âright, so the next song. Itâs going to be me and Robyn tonight. Man, I donât care. Itâs been what, four months? Maybe five, I have been away from home for so long I donât know. Kids I am sorry but it's lifeâ he is so annoying, let me hide again âthree in the morningâ he sang, and the crowd just went wild âdonât you be on that bullshit yeah, yeahâ Mel sang in my ear, he really isnât shit at all and he needs to stop it right now. The music started playing, turning to Mel âthe whole of LA knows what you going to be doing tonightâ I laughed shaking my head âhe is an assholeâ I want to hide but Mel turned me around and held me still âYou already know what time it is, reach up in that dresser where them condoms is and, baby, when I get it, I'll never let it go. Gonna take it slow. We ain't gon' stop 'til 9 A.M. If you can't take it all, baby say when. Make you cum over and over again and I'ma leave it inâ I have both Mel and Chris singing my god âbitchâ trying to shrug her off, annoying ass got me stood here embarrassed.
Herb came over to me âitâs the last song, Chris wants the boys on stageâ he said to me, letting out an oh âI think we will walk to backstage now anywaysâ I said to him, there is no point being here when everyone starts moving back and we need to go backstage. Making my way over to the boys âcome hereâ helping them down âyou going to go on stage with dadâ the girls came over to me âjust the boys?â Imani said, getting Junior down too âImani once you get titties dad donât want you on, he hiding youâ looking at Rylee âwill you shut up, he never said that. Why did you say that to her?â Rylee can be a bitch at times âbecause itâs true, once I grew tits he didnât want me near the thingâ I glared at her âitâs not thatâ Herb said, âthen what is it like uncle?â Rylee questioned him âwe donât want you to get hurt, boys jumping and stuffâ Rylee rolled her eyes âImani you can go on stage, ignore her. She can stay away from it, she is being this wayâ holding Junior and Raihan hand âletâs go, and you both can stay here. Imaniâ imagine saying that to your little sister, life is over when you have tits, she has angered me now once again âdonât get upsetâ hearing behind me, looking behind. Imani is now upset âaww Imani, donât be sad. He never said any of that, say sorry to her right nowâ I said to Rylee âhe never has us on there nowâ Rylee getting on my nerves âHerb, just bring her with us. You both can fend for yourselvesâ I hate teenagers and hormonal ones at that.
Chris got Tyga out here, they are performing Holla at Me, and I see why he just wanted boys because they are throwing and wetting each other, they are celebrating for the end of the show. My sonâs love it, they love to play rough âok so go on stage, go straight to dad. he will be ok, itâs ok baby. Donât be sadâ then I see my girls and North on stage, I know those girls didnât just pop up like that âright goâ pushing her to go, Imani ran for her life. They got every nigga on this stage, I am staying away from that shit âyesâ I said to myself, Imani got to him, and heâs seen her so I can rest now. Watching my eldest daughters closely, I mean they are dancing with each other and no near anyone on the stage, but I see the guys looking at them, these are grown men too. I pulled a face, I donât like that shit at all. The way Chris is dragging Imani around with him but letâs Junior and Raihan just be running around, he loves his daughters a lot, he cares for them, and I canât blame him. Niggas arenât good, I am happy Chris is home now because these girls need to understand some respect. Chris isnât the same as they was when they didnât have titties, they are right, but he cares. I mean I ainât feeling it and after what happened to me at their innocent age, I fear for them. They will understand one day and apologise. Now I am a mother of teenagers itâs so different, I see the dangers and it scares me so much, how did my mother ever let me go, I couldnât.
Waiting on the side for everyone to come back off stage, I am still going to get Rylee for what she says but for now I just wait to see my husband. Junior walking down step by step, Chris is holding Raihan with Imani ahead of him. He looks so happy, and I am so emotional right now, I havenât seen him in months so this is emotional âBreezy, Breezy, Breezyâ they all started chanting, here I go with my water works, Joyce took Raihan from him âthank you, thank yâallâ he said âI think someone has missed you the mostâ Noella said, Chris turned to me âawww twin, why are you crying?â he laughed âshut upâ he hugged me âI have missed you so muchâ wrapping my arms around him âI have been counting down the days until I could hold you twin, I have missed you so much baby. I know baby, I know. Stop cryingâ he saying to stop crying but I canât âitâs been hard without youâ I canât stop now âI am proud of you Robyn; I know itâs hard for you to let me go. I am home now, I wonât be doing that again for a while nowâ I laughed, just to be in his embrace. Closing my eyes, taking in this moment that I have been waiting for âI love you so muchâ he said to me âI love you so much too poppa, welcome homeâ moving my head back, Chris looked at me and he laughed âI have missed seeing this face so muchâ pressing a kiss to my lips âI am horny tooâ he squeezed my butt, I yelped out. Only he would be horny while I cry, he is so annoying for that.
I fixed my make up while he had a shower and got changed, he has that stupid after party âyou missed thisâ Chris flashed me his dick, rolling my eyes âI have seen it plenty times, nigga go awayâ he laughed covering himself âI have really missed you Robyn, I am being honest with you. Like I said to you, I wanted you to come with me but that couldnât happenâ I sighed out âI needed to be home anyways, Amerie couldnât do it without. So you really going to the party?â Chris nodded his head âthey paid well for me, just show my face and home. Come with me, let Amerie take them home. Come on, you look so beautiful. You have been at home, come with me for a few drinks and a little humping. Please?â I do want to come âcome on twin, let the kids go homeâ nodding my head âfine, I will let Amerie take them home, but we really need to speak on Rylee and Tiannaâ Chris groaned out âwhat did she do now?â watching Chris put his boxers on âso you told Herb to get the boys, Imani got a little upset and asked why dad donât want me to come on, Rylee was there and she said once you get titties he donât want you on stageâ Chrisâ mouth fell open âshe said that? No lie?â I nodded my head âI was shocked, so she said that, and that dad doesnât want us on there for that reason, once I did he didnât want me on there. Imani cried, because of her nasty mouth and that she doesnât want to grow upâ Chris is stunned âwow, Rylee is a terror. I knew the stage would be full of niggas, I didnât want them to be hurt, the fuck that got to do with what I say? She annoyed me when she posted what she did on Instagram I ainât forget. We ainât nobody, I donât play that shit. I donât want to open her story and see that, so yeah. You right, we going to talk to herâ I did say wait till he comes home, he is here now so good luck to Rylee ânever did I think I would be seeing a strict Chris, you was so soft and loving towards your daughtersâ I said to him, Chris sighed out âRylee is so head strong if we didnât tell her off she would run the whole house, so yeah. It needs to be dealt withâ nodding my head slowly.
Chris is hugging his kids, he is happy to be home and I am happy to see him home âRylee, can I speak to youâ I said to her, she nodded her head as I walked off, I rather speak to her alone then have Tianna there and she can give her air, that is what I donât want. Stepping outside âyes momâ Rylee, I look at Rylee and shudder, she is so head strong and like the me when I found fame and realised I had to fight but she has started off early âRylee, why did you say what you said to Imani? It wasnât nice and it wasnât anything to do with that, you saw how hectic it was. I donât like that grown niggas was looking at you either, I am trying to protect you from thatâ I said to her âthey look but I donât care, I donât want them weirdos. I donât want them anyways. But itâs true, dad is always on the defensive with me, he just texts me about stupid things. Like so what I posted a cute picture and he told me to take it off, then I did. Dad doesnât want us around like that anymore, ok I should have worded it better but itâs true. I am not stupidâ licking my lips âI hate it, being famous sucks because it's like I canât even be me, I am either Rihannaâs daughter or Chris Brownâs. Getting heckled at because I ignore niggas, your dad said hoes ainât loyal, but his daughter the hoe. Itâs hard mom! And then you just bite at me, then dad is home now you are all fucking stressing me out, sorry I said it. but itâs right, itâs hell being your child and his. The same man bitches at school want, I am over it, over you, over him. I am over it, just go and have fun, dad is back so be in the little love circle youâre in now momâ she never shuts up âyour dad is back, I am happy, you right. I think I let you off too much Rylee, I do. And I think I am better than my mom because if that was me I would have got slapped, I am giving you another chance to fix your attitude before I really lose it with you, nothing is hard for you. You make life hard for you, and posting seductive pictures is going to get you in trouble! He didnât openly go on your page, it got sent to himâ defending Chris âI am sure you had a slut eraâ I instantly slapped her, and I didnât even think of it, but it happened âget out of my face, you go home, now!â I shouted; Rylee held her cheek in shock âdonât ever speak on my past ever again like thatâ she walked off to go back inside.
âYouâre upsetâ Chris said to me from across me on the tour bus, nodding my head âHerb leave, yâall niggas goâ Chris said to the niggas sat around us to go to the club âHerb can stay, I donât mind himâ I said openly âI been sat here staring at you, youâre just in your own little word, I donât like itâ watching the boys walk off out to the back of the bus âI uhm, I slapped Rylee outside and I feel so bad, I shouldnât have hit her and I did and now I feel like I have lost control, because hitting your child is a no, I feel so bad. But she pushed me, like she does, and she said I am sure you had a slut era and I just slapped her, that was it but I feel so bad Chrisâ I feel awful âdamn, this ainât no white home to be saying that to your momâ Herb said âyou was right in it, donât feel bad. Like she shouldnât bring up your past and she is, she is seeing what you done and bringing it up. Itâs the public eye, so personally. Not to intrude in yâall business, you did what any black parent would do, no we donât play that way. Just you are a good mother and you do hold back but yeah, sorryâ smiling at Herb âthat means a lot to meâ I feel bad about it âdonât apologise to her, she will then think she can just do it again. Erm, donât even speak to her, she will have to speak to me. I will deal with her. Erm, if you apologise twin, then she will laugh. She is at that stage where she is being adolescent, erm. I think she needs to realise, like your said before, we ainât that. Just because Kim allows something, we donât. So donât apologise, donât speak to her because that alone will bug her, you know she adores you. She makes time to press your buttons too. You feel bad and I respect that but yeah, I think it was coming tooâ Chris laughed âthanks boys, she had everything but yet is angry at lifeâ shaking my head âyou mean spoilt? First born and all that, she is feeling herself. Walking Paris, she is on top. Knock itâ I laughed, Herb is funny âyou are one of the best uncles she gotâ I said smiling, Herb cooed out.
Locking my phone, Amerie text me and said the kids are all in the rooms, the boys are asleep so that means peace for me. Rylee hasnât kicked off or Amerie would say, looking up at Chris stood on the couch just listening to music. I did think Chris would ask if his mom can stay but thatâs kind of ended, we donât have anyone stay at the house anymore since the girls have turned teenagers, even if we have a big house, my home is busy and I feel like family never leave so we ended that, my family go to one of the many properties I own now, I am getting into the property ladder and they stay there but in our home we donât do that anymore, it makes us have a peaceful home. People can come and visit but they leave. I always assumed Mel would have always stayed but she didnât, since her and Chris donât really get on, Herb and Mel after he found out what happened they donât speak exactly. So Mel is still on her whore era, which I feel for her. I gasped and then looked up, Chris touched my head âcomeâ he waved me up, shaking my head. Chris rolled his eyes, he grabbed my arm and yanked at me. Standing up and pulling my dress down, he helped me up so I am stood with him âcheer up, I am so happy to see youâ he wrapped his arms around me and of course placed his hands on my ass âsame, I am glad youâre home. Raihan kept your side warmâ Chris laughed âyou always got to have someone keeping my side warmâ nodding my head, he pressed a kiss to my forehead âlove youâ I am happy he is back.
Mother of god!
I have just seen that Tumblr has unlinked all the chapters....... Wow! I am aware and I just need to think on what to do lol
One.
I sometimes feel like I speak to myself when it comes to both Tianna and Rylee, itâs like I say one thing and they do the next. Sunday night I told them both to make sure their rooms are clean, I have told the cleaner not to clean their rooms, they take advantage, I am not having it. So since the cleaner that comes doesnât do it, their bedrooms are bad. I am so angry at them both, when they come back from school I am going to have it out with them once again, Rylee has make up on the floor, like I mean sheâs dropped it and left it, I told her about wearing heavy ass make up for school too, I have had enough of it, both of them actually. Closing Ryleeâ bedroom door, I have turned into my own mother. I know I have but they deserve it, I am sorry, but they do. Life has been so hectic, I wouldnât say hectic but the fact I fell pregnant again and I kept it was enough to make me feel like topping myself, but I did it, and it wasnât bad like it was with Junior, Raihan came out very easy and I canât complain. I was happy to have another boy, and itâs done. No more babies, Chris and I are very careful now because I am done, but itâs been nice. I mean I didnât even leave the house through the pregnancy, Raihan was announced when he was six months old and it was a shock to everyone that I hid the baby, I hid it from my own family. They found out on the day I gave birth to him; I didnât want anyone to know. I just hid from the world, and I had him, he is like Junior and they both fight, luckily Junior is in Kindergarten so itâs peace but when he comes back they will fight âRaihanâ walking to his room âmommy, I did itâ he picked up his book and walked over to me, he is learning to draw, I guess trying his best âawww you did?â taking the book from him âI did itâ I cooed out âI like itâ it looks terrible but I will hype him âshall we have some food? Lunch?â he nodded his head âI eat some food momâ he is my youngest baby now, but I still cling to Junior. I donât know, itâs something about him. He just my baby, but on paper this is my baby âcome then, put this awayâ holding the book out to him âexcited to see daddy today?â I asked him âyes!â Chris is coming home today, I say that, but that nigga is in Cali, he has been on a world tour, and he is in Cali but in a hotel, I havenât seen him for months, I miss him so much and I canât wait for it âI dance mommyâ Raihan started doing some stupid dance âsure, comeâ walking off.
The kids get picked up with a driver and bought back home which they hate, and I say hate I mean the eldest two, but I do not care what they want at times. I used to get Amerie to get them, this is the helper we have at the house which we have had since Raihan was born and she is the best, I am floating around the front of house because I know the kids will be walking in and just like clock work they are here, let me act like I am doing something. Let me actually go around this corner, rushing off and turning the corner âit sucks, I am not even going to school tomorrowâ let me now go âJunior, youâre just so unwantedâ turning the corner âoh hey kids, and Northâ I swear on my life I hate the Kardashians and I still do, but my kids love to bring them in my fucking house like now âhi Mrs Brownâ she is brat, I canât even âRylee, Tianna. I need to speak to youâ they donât want to speak to me but I donât care âNorth you can go upstairsâ Junior hugged me âbaby, you had a good time?â I asked âyes! Rylee is mean to me!â rolling my eyes âI will be with you son, let me speak to these twoâ Imani huffed âhard day at school?â she nodded her head âcomeâ waving them both over âoh this is going to be one of her meetings, we not your employeesâ Tianna said âyou sure damn are, unless you not living under meâ opening the door âbut what did we do now?â turning to them âclearly you knowâ I said âalso we donât want to collect Junior anymore, itâs literally a waste of timeâ these two are so moody âI have started my period and just dealing with him, I donât care for itâ these two are just funny âare you done?â I said, Rylee shrugged.
âWhat did I ask of you on Sunday? I told you last week that it stops so what did I ask of you both?â I said âoh yeah, I knowâ Tianna said âI know? So you just ignore me, I am not doing anything for you, I am not even going to help you both because your father is coming back and we have both said we do not want you both putting heavy make up on, you donât even need it. Your floor is a mess, your bedroom is a mess, food, drink? You go upstairs and you clean it, I donât care for Northâ Tianna and Rylee both looked at each other âoh my god mom, you have cleaners, you are being so weird for nothing, ok you didnât wear makeup at my age every day at school but that was back then, itâs different now mom. Just get with the times, I will clean it. Before we go Barbadosâ shaking my head âyou do it now! I mean it, I ask one thing from you both. Pick up Junior and you complain, you complain when I ask about small thingsâ Rylee turned around âI canât be bothered, I am sorry she is whining for nothing now, you can stay here but I am not. I am not listening. Kim doesnât complain like youâ Rylee walked off; Tianna watched her go âI will clean it mom, but you need to not be so hard on us. We arenât doing anything bad, just having funâ Tianna walked off, they say I am whining but Chris will see this shit and he will be even worse. I knew these girls would be hell once they grew up, I am not even wrong, I am right with it. Rylee is forever angry, but she is the same one getting flown out to Paris for fashion week and is still not happy. Tianna goes with her but Rylee is the one working, I am going to let Chris deal with them now.
Walking over to the door, a delivery man is here and nobody but me will answer the door âitâs okâ I said to Amerie, she actually came down too. Dragging to door open âheyâ I said âRobyn Fenty-Brown?â the guy said with a bouquet of flowers âyesâ I said smiling âfor you, I mean sorry for asking but I had too. I mean we both know you are Rihannaâ I laughed taking them from him âthank youâ he bowed his head and walked off, kicking the door shut as I made my way to the table in the reception area âmommy, I want itâ Raihan said holding up a chocolate âRaihan, you had chocolate alreadyâ placing them down and taking the card âjust one more pleaseâ shaking my head, he is cute and he reminds me of my poppa but no âput it back nowâ opening the envelop and taking the card out âI canât wait to see you tonight twin, I love youâ I cooed out, oh my baby. He sent me flowers, now I feel emotional âdid dad send that?â Tianna asked as she walked by me looking âyepâ she gagged âyou both are sickâ I side eyed âbe in love and then tell me itâs sickâ I canât wait to just hug my husband, have him back in bed with me too. Itâs been so long, I did want to travel with him but the kidsâ school, I just had to stay behind.
My team have come out to the home, I am so glad they have come to see him too. Jah and his partner too, this is going to be cute âthe girlies playing upâ Jah asked, we clinked glasses, pre-drink before the concert of course âwhat you think?â Jah eye balled me âwhen we went to Paris, she goes to me letâs go to the club, I said girl you fifteen, get into the hotel. I feel like she is onto something, she told me about her little boyfriend, her first oneâ I laughed âdid she tell you about when Chris found out, he fell down the stairs. He was so sadâ Jah chuckled âshe said he was boring and left him, has she admitted if she has done the deedâ shaking my head âshe hasnât, I think right now she sees me as an opp, she thinks I am against her. She doesnâtâ see me as a friend but she will one day, Tianna asked, and I said donât feel pressured into it. I donât want my daughters get into anything, but they are very aware I am not their bestie, and I donât want to be, I want to be a mother to them. Rylee is already on edge to fuck up, and North. I donât like herâ Jah gagged âyou see what she posted of her mom? That she said was a joke, calling her mom bitchâ I cringed âchile, see what I mean. I am not having that shit, but she is hereâ Jah pulled a face âI just hope they donât come down in short tops, Chris wonât like itâ Jah laughed âI love seeing him having heart attacks, you remember when Tianna screamed at him because he kept asking why are you upset, why are you crying and she said I am on my period leave me alone, he nearly lost himselfâ I cackled âhe is so sensitive when it comes to his daughtersâ I sighed out.
Staples center, I am so proud of Chris for actually selling this out in his own right too. Getting out of the SUV backstage âfamily!â Herb is here âoh look at youâ he did a little run to me âI am tired, oh itâs good to see youâ Herb hugged me close, I laughed out âlong time away isnât itâ I said âlong time! I am missing home so bad Rihâ I cooed out, moving back from the hug âhow you been?â looking behind me and helping the boys out of the SUV âmissing my husband, where is he?â I want to see him âhe is exhausted Rih, not even lying. He is so tired; he is sleeping on the bus again. I said to him the dates in America were too close but we are glad to be backâ he laughed âoh god, I think I will leave him alone then, I will leave it until I see him after the concertâ Herb picked up Raihan âyeah, he got the afterpartyâ I groaned out âJeff needs a beatingâ seeing Joyce âhis momâ I said, she is hugging my girls âpicked her up from Houston, she came on the ride to hereâ nodding my head, Joyce is living in Houston now, she looks well but we arenât really speaking like that, I say hi and bye but she did a lot to me, I canât forgive, the kids love her though âthey came all out?â there is a line of SUVs âfor Chris, of course. You know how we do; my family flew out tooâ Rorrey and Rajad are here with their kids and partners âlot of kidsâ Herb said laughing âboys too now, I am the only one with girls, they both had a boy each, then these two. Well least he is ok, I will see him after. I will see to the brothers of mineâ waving at my nephew, he is so cute just barely walking. I appreciate how my family come out for Chris, there is a lot of people here for him which will make him nervous, I know that feeling so well to know your family are here.
I am glad my mother and Clinton ainât here, they are busy getting ready for their wedding. Joyce still doesnât know, she has been doing a lot of healing and still is but I am happy for her, just she wonât know I am. Chris is happier too, he adores his mom clearly. I am staying out of backstage, letting him do his thing. Looking over at my daughters, Imani is trying to be in with her elder sisters but them two just move stupid and I hate it at times, North is still with us, I am highly annoyed at her but she is here with us âmom, I am going to get a drinkâ Tianna said, nodding my head. Jah is trying to not laugh, he laughs at this teenage girls I canât handle âyou side eye your daughters, it reminds me of Monica so much. She did the same with youâ I sighed out âgirlsâ shaking my head âthey are a headacheâ he added âhow come you ainât in there with Chrisâ waving at Jen as she danced her way over to me âI know he is nervous, itâs different performing and family are hereâ hugging Jen âthis is a like a family reunionâ I laughed âit really is, I love it. Everyone came out for my husband, shows how much he is lovedâ Jen is ready for a dance âoh I love this songâ she started dancing âmy little nasty girlâ she sang dancing away from me âcome here Raihanâ she grabbed him to dance with her âMel is here, hey bitch!â waving at her âis she still sleeping aroundâ Jah said, hitting his arm âyou made itâ hugging her âI wouldnât miss itâ I cooed out, even though Chris and her still argue to this day. I just ignore them both, since the whole Herb thing, itâs very awkward.
We are at the back where the sound and lighting crew be and itâs filled, I got the boys standing on chairs because they canât really see but I didnât want to go in front, I always throw him off âdaddy comingâ Raihan asked âyes he will be, he is coming nowâ he nodded his head, one eye on my boys and the other on my girls. I would like to fire the person that put my song on the list to play, I want the ground to swallow me up, I never thought I would see my daughters singing and dancing to Cockiness, I thought of this moment. I wish I did when I made it, I canât even tell them no. I mean they are growing, I canât hide my music either. I have palpitations right now, I am judging, I am being old school, I need to stop âyes girlsâ Jah is pumping them up, he is so ugly for this but then it got cut off âthank heavensâ Chris is coming out now, the roars of screams for Chris, it was so cute to hear, they really love him âdad!â a picture of him came on, I canât wait to see him. I am just so glad he is home now; he can rest with us. He his little live band going on, oh I love this âwoo!â I am excited myself; his little entrance is cute. I do love the dramatics of it and itâs very him âdad!â Junior waved, he ainât going to see him here but I will let him do that.
I have missed my husband so much, he is so close but yet so far from me âdamn, wow. Yâall are lit tonight, I am home LA!â he said down the mic âwell my home is VA, but this is my new home and I appreciate it, I love it here. I have travelled the world, it ainât nothing like being home. I been on the road, and I have really missed my family. I think they are here, put the lights on. Pleaseâ the lights came on and itâs like all eyes were on us âoh shit, oh shitâ seeing us on the screens, I just laughed âI ainât seen them in a minute. My daughters, you see how mad they are. Dad donât embarrass me, I am sorry. I get paid to take my top offâ the crowd just screamed out âI will try and be good tonight, I love yâall. Ok, so, letâs get into it, I got a little surprise for yâallâ the lights went off, it made the kids excited even though the girls got shy, all eyes on them and also they hate Chris humping the stage, they said he is old. No Guidance started playing, of course that man is here and the crowd wild, like the echoes of scream. I donât really care for Drake like that, but he is an asshole, Chris has moved on and I like that but Drake just wants a piece of Chrisâ fame and begged for this to happen. I mean they made a great song; I love it myself. My daughters are recording and singing, they are enjoying themselves, I just canât wait to go home with my husband. This canât finish any quicker so I can hug him already, itâs been too long.
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Awww this is so sweet, well y'all have watched them grow up haha
We didn't see melody in the roll call, could u please include her too
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I understand her fear of the pregnancy and no matter what captain said. If God let her get pregnant again it's meant to be. God don't put more on you than you take. And this could them getting back what they both loss she could be getting dolly or her dad and chris could be getting DeSean back. So they should talk about it but abortion can be just as hard on a woman emotionally as the actual pregnancy. So she better not make any rash decisions. They need to put there heads together and come up with a plan they can live with and agree on for there sake and the kids. Adjusting of schedules and maids and sitters will have to come in play if they keep the child. It's alot to discuss.Â
đđđ I actually love the way this ended. The baby Gave Lil miss sunshine a breakdown but captain told them đ¤ˇđťââď¸ and when is he ever wrong. He said it just like he said Mel would be with Herb thatâs why I didnât trip at those cheating rumours. Captain be speaking but they just donât be listening lol.
Awww thank you! :â). See Captain he spilling, but then two donât hear him, they just hear themselves. He tells them everything they need to know lol