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Drew Torres || Degrassi || Senior || Class President

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I Need You Now || enyocanoif

[enyocanoif]

She laid back a bit on the couch, her feet tucking into Drew’s side. Her eyes met with the ceiling as she sighed deeply. “Because it’s true.” She whispered out. “Ever since you moved in with me. I’ve always had feelings for you, but I was also good at hiding it.” She shrugged her shoulders and closed her eyes, “And Adam always knew..” She bit her lip, moving herself to her side her eyes staring at the floor, avoiding to make contact with him. “I guess it’s true, when bad stuff happens - the truth comes out.” She sighed, closing her eyes, hoping maybe everything that had just happened was a good dream, that had now turned into a nightmare.

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Drew rested his hand against Fiona's ankles, his eyes staring at the girl though she wasn't staring back, he didn't blame her though. Letting out a sigh as he listened to her, he glanced down. "I wish you told me this when i first moved in.. I thought you just liked girls so i just distracted myself with Bee.. Let everything with her become reality." He explained to her with a shrug. Looking down into his lap when she mentioned Adam, he swallowed the lump in his throat. "I feel like the worst brother.." He muttered out to her. "He liked Bianca. I took her. He was in love with you basicaslly and now.." He let it trail off as he sighed, lettting out a shrug. "I'm glad the truth came out though." He told her before he leaned over, kissing her cheek. "Look at me.." He begged, resting his hand on the side of her face, turning her face to his. "I love you too if that makes you feel any better.." He told her with a shy smile on his lips, though whenever he smiled he always felt bad. He shouldn't be smiling right now, not after everything with Adam. But Fiona just made him feel like the world was all together and everything was peaceful.

[campertorres]

Oh boy, it's been a while. I remembered my Drew floater the other day and since i truly do miss RPing Drew, i have decided to bring him back for the summer, possibly into the school year, though I may take a hiatus the first week of school, which I'm sure most of you will understand. So until September 3rd, i will be on this account if people are still/are interested in plotting. Send me a message if you'd like to plot! I'm open to most things, and old partners, please come back to me if you're still here! Also: If you are interested in joining an applesss RP, here is a fantastic one I'm in.

PS: Just for future reference, i have not watched Degrassi since the last graduation, if you were interested in plotting about something that has happening within season 13, you're gonna have to explain what has happened to me, I am willing to go off of what has happened this season, but would also love to go off of AU or even past events in Drew's time on Degrassi. Thank you!

[biancaldesousa-love]

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[biancaldesousa-love]

Bianca knew that she had a love so strong with Drew that no guy culd ever come between it and she knew it sounded crazy that she loved someone this much, especially being as young as she is but she couldn’t fight it anymore. She was in love with Drew Torres. She knew it was a feeling that was never going away. 

Bianca loved being this close to him. She could already feel like Drew was coming happy again and she didn’t expect it to be her but she would of hated it if it was Katie. She hated seeing him happy with other people. She sometimes wanted to be selfish with him and want him all to herself. “Then you should break up with her and be with me..” She muttered out and brought her face up closer to Drew’s. She hated telling Drew what to do in a relationship but he wasn’t happy. 

[campertorres]

Drew knew that tonight wasn't a smart idea, to invite Bianca over, he knew that they both had strong feelings for each other, and they both wanted to be with one another, but right now, they couldn't do that. No matter how bad they both wanted to. But maybe that didn't matter right now. Maybe they should both listen to their hearts for once.

Drew thought that even when Bianca was here, he'd still be upset but it was the complete opposite, he was happy and he knew that even Bianca was shocked. Hearing her speak caused him to sigh. "I want to." He blurted out, before he bit on his lip. "But i don't want her to hate me.." he explained to her ashe noticed she was closer to him and he bit on his lip. "But right now i really don't wanna listen to rules and what i should and shouldn't do.. Because i know i shouldn't kiss you right now but.. I want to." 

[biancaldesousa-love]

Be Okay | Drianca

[biancaldesousa-love]

Drew brought something to Bianca’s life that no one has ever been able to bring to her and that was secureness and love. She never had that, not even from her auntie who was supposed to be the only parental figure she had in her life and she wasn’t the same person without Drew. She had grown depressed the last few months and she finally felt like she was who she was striving to be now that Drew was back in her life. 

Bianca cuddled herself into Drew and she knew that nothing could beat this feeling. The feeling that everything was going to be okay and Drew was the only person in the world that could give that to her. Bianca lifted her face up to see his when he said he felt like he was finally at home. She thought he was just looking to be comforted but there was so many feelings involved. Bianca simply looked at him like her whole world was finally back in it’s original place and Drew was giving that to her. “That’s exactly what I needed to hear.” She said passionately. 

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Drew never thought that he would find someone who had meant as much as Bianca meant to him. She was his everything, the one person who kept him from breaking. It was crazy to him that he could lover as much as he did and he was glad that the one that he loved was Bianca, he knew that he wouldn't want it to be any other girl besides her. Feeling Bianca's warmth coming from her and onto him made him feel much better than he had been for the longest time. He felt safe, happy, and loved. Three feelings that have been distant to him. When she looked at him, he looked back down at her and sighed. "I wanna be happy again, Bee.." He muttered out to her. "You make me happy.." He explained to her as he glanced down at his chest. "I thought Katie did but she isn't.."

[biancaldesousa-love]

Be Okay | Drianca

[biancaldesousa-love]

Bianca wondered if Drew even knew how much it meant to her that he wanted her hear more than anyone. She didn’t think that anyone needed her. In fact, she thought that the world would be a better place without her most of the time. She’d be in prison right now if it wasn’t for Drew but he saved her from it all and she just wanted to be good enough for Drew. He was her inspirition to be a better person but the truth was, he made her a better person without even trying. 

Bianca hated seeing Drew sad but she couldn’t help but notice how happy he had gotten since she had been here. She knew he was still sad and this would be with him for a long time but his feelings did change around Bianca, or at least that’s what it seemed like to her. Bianca bit down on her lip, blushing which bursted into a huge smile. Bianca crawled into Drew’s arms and rested her head on his chest. Her thoughts couldn’t focus on anything else besides the warmth of his body and how much she missed this feeling. “You have no idea how much I’ve missed this.” She blurted out softly. 

[campertorres]

Drew knew that if Bianca wasn't in his life, then Adam would have been okay, none of this would have happened, and he felt bad for still wanting Bianca in his life. He knew that if she wasn't there, he would be lost and all alone, but she was always there for him and thats what he needed in his life. No one made him feel more at home than she did. Even when he was home, it just wasn't the same without Bianca being near him. It was weird for Drew to be happy now, while his brother was still in the hospital hurt, but right now, that was the last thing on his mind and that's what he needed right now. He needed Bianca. When she crawled onto him, he wrapped his arms around her and nodded. "Now i feel like I'm home." He spoke out loud, not meaning to but it just came out. "I have missed you so much.." He admitted to Bianca, as he trailed his hand up and down her back, glancing down at her for a reaction.

[biancaldesousa-love]

Be Okay | Drianca

[biancaldesousa-love]

Since nobody was making Drew feel better about the whole situation, Bianca knew that it had to be her. Even though she knew this mess was because of her and because of her past, if she didn’t do something to make Drew feel better about the whole situation than he would feel and be alone. She knew that he would lose his sanity if he was just felt alone the whole day and since Bianca was the only person that he wanted ot be around, she felt like she didn’t have much of a choice anyway. But even if she did, there is nowhere else she’d rather be than with Drew. Bianca knew that if Katie found out about Drew wanting to see Bianca rather than Katie, Katie would flip out but she didn’t care about Katie. She only cared about Drew and his well being and she wasn’t going to be worried about who cared about the two spending time together. She didn’t care if they thought it was wrong. “Hey, big guy” She said, in a low but a fake happy voice for Drew. “Are you doing any better?” She said as she moved her head off of him to see his smile. His smile immediately made her feel better because it actually looked like a genuine smile even if he was hurt which surprised.

[campertorres]

At the point, Drew didn't care about anyone besides himself, Adam, and Bianca. Deep down, Drew knew that him and Katie wouldn't last long. He found himself questioning why he was with her if he knew that, but he just didn't want to hurt anyone. Though he knew, someone was gonna get hurt due to his feelings for Bianca. He was still crazy in love with her, even all the stuff she had put him through, nothing would change his feelings, ever.  Drew leaned back, with Bianca just being here, he felt ten times better than anyone else had made him, which no one has sinceit happened. But he was glad that Bianca was the one who could pull him out of his sadness. "Little bit." He said before he motioned towards the video games. "Found a distraction, and now i have an even more beautiful one." He said with a smirk on his lips, hoping to get a real smile out of her because that's what he needed most right now. "Come here.. I miss feeling you in my arms." He said as he opened his arms for her to lay with him.

[biancaldesousa-love]

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Bianca had drove back home from the Torres’ house early this morning. She really didn’t want to be there when everyone woke up. She wasn’t sure what everyones attitudes towards her would of been like and if she was just going to get glares from everyone, she’d much rather not be there. After speaking to Drew, she knew he was hurting and she also knew that Audra and Katie weren’t doing anything to make it better. She expected it from Audra because she liked to think that nothing was wrong as long as her kids were okay but she expected a lot more from Katie, his girlfriend. Bianca pulled on some gray sweatpants and a black t-shirt. She knew she didn’t have to get dressed up especially because her only priority was to make Drew feel better since everyonew was doing a terrible job at that and she was beginning to think that she could be the only person to make things better. Bianca drove over to his house which really only took about two minutes. She was speeding because she was in a rush to see him. Even though Drew was the one who really needed help, he made her feel better after telling her that she was the perfect girl he should be with. She knew that he meant just for the moment, but Bianca had been in love with Drew for a long time, a little over a year now but she knew he didn’t feel the same way and having him in her life was more than though. She opened the glass door and saw Drew sitting on the couch. She couldn’t tell if he had just been crying or if he was still crying. She walked over to him, putting her hands on the back of his shoulders and stroking them softly as she leaned her head against his back.

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Drew was lost, not sure what to do, no one seemed to understand how hurt he was. It wasn't just because Adam got hurt, but it was also because it was his fault. If Drew had listened to Bianca and backed off of Drew, then none of this would have happened, he felt guilty for it all and he just wanted to make everything better with his brother. But luckily, Adam was gonna be okay, though that didn't help Drew feel any better about the situation. Katie just shrugged it off, saying that it was fine because Adam was fine, as well as his mom. No one seemed to understand his mental state at this moment. Except for Bianca, which was the last person he thought would understand right now, he thought Katie and his mom would long before Bianca understood completely. Drew hoped that Bianca would have been here when he woke up, he probably would have kept sane for the day if she was due to her being able to always take his mind off of the problem. But luckily, she was coming over, even though that probably wasn't the smartest thing to do, it felt right at that moment. It felt right to the sound of him and her, alone together. Which hadn't happened  much lately, and he did miss it. Drew still had all of his feelings for Bianca, he knew it was bad that he did since he was dating Katie, but no one has ever made him feel at his highest besides Bianca. Drew was sitting on the couch, playing video games, his face still a bit rid from crying earlier as well as his eyes a bit red. But the video games began to distract him luckily. When he felt Bianca's hands on his shoulders, he smiled softly, a feeling that he would never get over. Just her being there with him felt perfect and right. "Hey.." He said in a low tone before he paused his game and glanced overhis shoulder at her with a smile on his face, a smile that has disappeared for a while but Bianca always brought a smile to his face no matter what was happening.

[biancaldesousa-love]

It’s okay to feel lost. Yes, of course. You don’t even need to ask. 

[campertorres]

I'm in the basement.

[biancaldesousa-love]

Its normal that you’re upset. What happened to your brother, what’s been going on for the last few months. I’m actually in shock that they don’t understand it. I’ll always be here if you need a shoulder to cry on. Even though I’m not the right girl you should be doing that with. 

[campertorres]

Yeah.. I just don't know what to do.. And you're the perfect girl i should be doing that with... Can you come over?

[biancaldesousa-love]

You’re saying one thing but your face says another. You can talk to me, about anything. You know that. 

[campertorres]

I just don't wanna talk about it. Like.. your the only one who understands that I can be upset right now.. Katie's just saying that i should be happy because hes okay, but that isn't the case.. Same with my mom.

[biancaldesousa-love]

Drew… what’s wrong? 

[campertorres]

I told you, I'm fine..

[biancaldesousa-love]

How are you doing, after…., everything? 

[campertorres]

Fine.

[biancaldesousa-love]

Thanks for letting me pass out at your house, I owe you big time for everything that happened. Thank you. 

[campertorres]

Yeah.. It's fine.

[campertorres]

.

[biancaldesousa-love]

who is this adorable boy that happens to be following me?

[biancaldesousa-love]

Guess it is you since I don’t know anyone else who is adorable. I miss being around your adorable self.

[campertorres]

Then i guess its only right if someone comes over..

[campertorres]

You've been acting different lately..

[katiemats-archive-blog-deactiva]

Yeah… Everything’s fine…

[campertorres]

Seems like it.

[miss-katie-matlin19-deactivated]

It's weird being in Toronto again.

[miss-katie-matlin19-deactivated]

Tomorrow afternoon?

[campertorres]

Tomorrow afternoon sounds good.