things i do instead of eating
-write love poems about nobody
-paint pictures of imaginary people
-read the same book over and over (whiskey words & a shovel)
-drink too much vitamin water
-play the watch dogs campaign for the seventh time
-spend all my money online shopping
-take my glasses off and stare at christmas lights
-delete 50+ unread emails from my teachers about my grades
-drink half a mug of green tea and abandon it cause it tastes like grass water
-boil the green tea so hot it burns my taste buds and it doesnt matter how bad it tastes (thx ally 💕)
-sit on the porch and contemplate my existence
-walk to wawa and buy sugar free gum even though i dont need any i just like going there
-do two hundred sit ups while watching Kitchen Nightmares
-drink more vitamin water
-pee 28472 times within an hour because im drinking so much vitamin water
-write that book i started last year and never finshed
-attempt class work but say fuck it im gonna drop out anyways who cares i wont need good grades when im skinny
-contemplate shaving my head but deciding to wait until im thinner
-congratulate myself for fasting even though im only 13 hrs in
-convince myself food is gross and ill never eat again
-drink more gross tea and look at thinspo
-become thinner because im not eating
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