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hi ^⁠_⁠^

[candiisodapop]

INTRO

written by lana del rey♡

About me (⁠✿⁠^⁠‿⁠^⁠)

- hii my name is eve ! (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)

• I'm African ! - Sudanese ! 🐾

• ask 4 age ^⁠_⁠^

• I love Jeff the killer sm (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)(⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)

Hobbies O⁠_o

• walking. 😳

• doomscrolling.

• sleeping. (idk why I'm js addicted to it)

• reading.

• listening to music 🎵

FANDOMS 💕

- ddlc !! 💮

- sailor moon !! 💮

- deathnote !! 💮

- killingstalking !! 💮

- jjk !! 💮

- arcane !! 💮

( I lowk can't remember anymore so I'll add more later I'm too lazy ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ)

my blog is just a diary for me so dni if u don't like what I post !! ^⁠_⁠^

[candiisodapop]

I jate myself i hate myself i hate myselffff i hate evryone i just want to end it i hatw my mom and my siblings pls js kill me now... all i want is a dom ngl that would fix my everything 🫤

[meltingbunni]

Men who actually are sweet without only wanting nudes >>>>

[sugarboulevard]

never getting over this show actually

[katsuko08299]

come,take my hand

[candiisodapop]

Ugh my moms planning on taking my phone.. im gonna kms

[candiisodapop]

What do you like to read? And do you want to read in the future?

Honestly, the only thing I read is Romance fanfics or smut tbh ! 💝

[candiisodapop]

I need a boyfriend I need love I need comfort I need a boyfriend I need love I need comfort I need a boyfriend I need love I need comfort I need a boyfriend I need love I need comfort I need a boyfriend I need love I need comfort I need a boyfriend I need love I need comfort I need a boyfriend I need love I need comfort love me love me love me love me love meee😓

[lilaloveswaffles]

[literallyjuline]

me and my favorite teacher in my dreams 🎀

[candiisodapop]

I hate being black sm. I’m getting hair braided and it hurts my head so much not to mention my hair just keeps getting nappy no matter what I do (I have 4c hair) probably the worse type of hair. And my mom doesn’t even do a good job on it. She makes my parts crooked .. noticeably crooked ! and we’re poor so we can’t go to a professional and everything about me is so ugly … and she puts so much gel and gets mad when I wash it out so it can be looser and cleaner than the sticky tight gel feeling. I wish I was a different race other than black tbh because then my hair would’ve been easier to deal with and prettier. (people with my type of hair can be pretty/ beautiful it’s just that it’s not for me and I hate it.)

[candiisodapop]

I NEED to be used, drugged, and manipulated but like in a loving way. Idk another weird fantasy. I wanna be drugged and used for hours ugh so not fair. I always watch these girls get tied up and used it’s so unfair… ugh why do I have no one. 😓

[candiisodapop]

I felt a little pretty don’t laugh ₚₗₛ 🐾😖

[candiisodapop]

Highkey hating myself rn does anyone like gunplay and pet play ? 🤤🤤🤤 cuz I do … 😳😳

[candiisodapop]

In class

[mylifeinadiaryy]

•wake up

•watch the virgin suicides

•cry

•sleep

[candiisodapop]

TW SH

im a weirdo so be it yk ?

Whenever I cut myself it feels so good. Like all the pain and suffering from how I look and how I'm treat goes away instantly...i feel so much better like an at home lobotomy or something. I don't fully understand lobotomies but wtv (⁠-⁠_⁠-⁠;⁠) I know it's bad for you but I can't help it... I feel like breaking down and crying whenever something goes wrong or I'll binge eat and I don't want that so I just pick up the stupid razor I gotten from a shaver - when it slides across my thigh and slices the skin open.... That feeling it's like a high or something. Like all the pain from within suddenly flies away with a slice... Yea. I haven't been here in a bit so ^⁠_⁠^