I would like to see these mangoes.

Indie Orphan Black RP for Helena. All nsfw material will be tagged. Formelry agentcjames 

[manningtwins]

Helena in every episode:

↳ 1x08 Entangled Bank

[perditioner]

have a gentle psa from someone feeling less-than-gentle

QUICK REMINDER: #nsfw stands for not safe for work, the concept that if you were scrolling through your dashboard in a public place, you can block things you wouldn’t wish for people to look over your shoulder and see.

as much as this website loves feminist statements and “breaking out of society’s mold”, #nsfw content INCLUDES: gore. sex. ~heated scenes~. lingerie. nudity.

these (and more) are all things i’ve seen people refuse to tag as nsfw for whatever reason (”it’s not sex” “they aren’t naked” “nudity is something we shouldn’t be ashamed of!!!” etc) and i’m here to tell you:

if you forget to tag something, you don’t suck. 

if you blatantly refuse to tag something that someone considers nsfw, especially if they’ve asked you to correct it, you suck. 

if you don’t use the #nsfw tag because you have ~your own fancy tag~ with 5 symbols that probably says “desires” in three different fonts or something, YOU SUCK. 

don’t argue with me. just tag things that are nsfw with #nsfw. if you’re not sure, tag it to be safe. if you’re not sure, think “would i be comfortable with my parents seeing this? would i be comfortable with my boss seeing this?” 

just tag it. PLEASE.

— sincerely, a 16 year old girl that doesn’t want that material on her dashboard, and can no longer use tumblr around her parents in fear that they’ll see something they consider inappropriate.

[candxygirl]

✖ (HELENA FEELS)

✖ - a repressed memory (oh god)

Helena sat in what Tomas called a time out closet, but it was dark and cold. When they took her from the convent, she thought she was the lucky one, but it didn’t take long until she began to see who they really were.

They took her to a place far away from home, and her English wasn’t the best but she understood that something was seriously wrong.

Her hands hurt from banging on the door, but through the crack she could see Tomas.

“Let me out.” She spoke in English, the words felt foreign to her.

Tomas didn’t look up from the book.

“If I let you out, you’ll try to run again.” He turned a page. “We can’t have that, Helena.”

She answered by hitting the door, hard enough to make herself bleed. He glanced in her direction but seemed unaffected. Helena cursed at him in Ukrainian, using every fowl word she knew.

They did this for days, until all that was left was a girl who would do anything to be free, but she was never really free.

[xxmoved-blog]

Memory Meme

Past experiences help shape who we are currently, how we see the world. Send in a symbol and I’ll write a drabble of one of my muse’s memories. 

–

❥ - a childhood memory

♣ - a fading memory

✂ - a vivid memory

✖ - a repressed memory

✈ - an eye-opening memory

✤ - a memory that involves romance/love

☤ - a memory of death/loss

✍ - a memory of their mother

☽ - a memory of their father

♘ - a memory of their sibling(s)

✌ - a memory of a relative

↕ - a memory that may or may not have happened

♚ - a memory of something paranormal

✓ - a sexual memory

♬ - a friend/best friend memory

[candxygirl]

I’m crazy bored so like this post (or inbox me a random symbol) and I’ll do one for your muse.

[candxygirl]

OOC: I have absolute zero respect for people who make a reservation for a shuttle (She wanted the home service, which we don’t do) and I make a point to ask them if they want to look at other options, who STILL go through the reservation and pay for it AND THEN CALL TEN MINUTES LATER TO CANCEL THE WHOLE RESERVATION SERIOUSLY WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU.

[candxygirl]

324b21thegeekmonkey:

candxygirl entered the lab

“So I guess when I asked for a piece of pizza.. I  really only just got one piece.. alright, no biggie. Is there any room for dessert?”

Helena was about to stuff the last of the crust into her mouth and glanced up at Cosima, an apologetic look on her face.

“Sorry sestra.” She answered, but she figured she could make it right with dessert. She got up and went over to the kitchen and came back with a tupperware container full of cookies, offering them to Cosima first.

“Here.”

[candxygirl]

ooc

[candxygirl]

@dangerousandcuddly

Helena didn’t know what being detained felt like, but if she had to imagine a feeling, it would feel a lot like the way she did.

She was plucked off the street, sedated, and then woke up at a table in a small room. Helena didn’t feel ‘beat up’ but she did take issue with the camera pointed right at the table.

When the first man walked in, she watched him intently. He set a small plastic glass of water in front of her. That was thoughtful.

“Can I have a bucket?” She asked, but the man didn’t answer and just walked out. “Fine. Then I puke on your floor.” She wasn’t serious, but she really didn’t feel too good.

Another five minutes went by until a woman came through the door. She had a piece of plastic wedged into the key hole of the handcuff on her left wrist, and looked up at the other person in the room.

“I want lawyer. And bucket.” Helena spoke first, having picked that line up from one of Felix’s procedural cop shows.

[candxygirl]

OOC: Hey, like this for a starter and I’ll do it when I get out of the shower.

[diver5ion]

Fandom Status | …

[colleenwngs]

I’ve already got a family. I have a twin sestra. 

[dailyorphanblack]

Top 5 ships - Helena and Jesse (according to our followers, in no particular order)

[nonempyreal]

"by your side, till you heal"

Send “by your side, till you heal” for my muse’s reaction to waking up in the hospital, covered in bandages, while your muse sits by their side

A weak laugh escapes, and she glances over. “I honestly didn’t think anyone would come visit.”

[nonempyreal]

candxygirl:

greasefeather:

candxygirl:

Helena had swiped some food and was sitting in the chair eating it. “I had nowhere else to be.” She answered. Mostly she just wanted answers to questions that so far hadn’t been answered. “Who is trying to kill you?”

“Well, if I knew, this wouldn’t have gone on as long as it has.” Haven sighed. “I suppose I need to get better at covering my tracks.”

Helena scraped the bottom of the jello cup with the spoon before she answered. “Stop running. Fight back.” Whoever they were, they needed to be stopped. She sat forward in her chair and looked directly at the woman. Helena would never let someone target her for this long.

“Kill them, then buy home and have babies.”

She absently scratched at the skin near the bandages on her arm. “I’m outnumbered. Outgunned. I need a plan.”

[candxygirl]

She nodded once. No matter how outgunned or outmanmed one was, there was still a good chance. Helena had her own plan in mind.

"You think of plan. I'll be right back." She set the empty cup on the tray and got up.

[nonempyreal]

"by your side, till you heal"

Send “by your side, till you heal” for my muse’s reaction to waking up in the hospital, covered in bandages, while your muse sits by their side

A weak laugh escapes, and she glances over. “I honestly didn’t think anyone would come visit.”

[nonempyreal]

candxygirl:

Helena had swiped some food and was sitting in the chair eating it. “I had nowhere else to be.” She answered. Mostly she just wanted answers to questions that so far hadn’t been answered. “Who is trying to kill you?”

“Well, if I knew, this wouldn’t have gone on as long as it has.” Haven sighed. “I suppose I need to get better at covering my tracks.”

[candxygirl]

Helena scraped the bottom of the jello cup with the spoon before she answered. "Stop running. Fight back." Whoever they were, they needed to be stopped. She sat forward in her chair and looked directly at the woman. Helena would never let someone target her for this long.

"Kill them, then buy home and have babies."

[nonempyreal]

"by your side, till you heal"

Send “by your side, till you heal” for my muse’s reaction to waking up in the hospital, covered in bandages, while your muse sits by their side

A weak laugh escapes, and she glances over. “I honestly didn’t think anyone would come visit.”

[candxygirl]

Helena had swiped some food and was sitting in the chair eating it. “I had nowhere else to be.” She answered. Mostly she just wanted answers to questions that so far hadn’t been answered. “Who is trying to kill you?”

[goddess-av-meets-queen-waverly]

Helena is a poet and didn’t know it.