composuerunt in profundis inferni convivæ

Nikolas| Australian| sw:63kgs| lw:54kgs/ 119.1lbs| cw:50.6 kgs/ 111.5lbs| ugw:43kgs| FtM| He/Him|

[starving-and-suffering]

I cut because I’m sad.

I cut because I’m angry.

I cut because I’m bored.

I cut because I’m worthless.

I cut because I messed up.

I cut because I’m messed up.

I cut because I want to die.

I cut because I’m a waste.

I cut because I’m fat.

I cut because I need the rush.

I cut because I need to see the blood.

I cut because I can’t stop thinking.

I cut because I can’t take it.

[heyxed]

🖤 Sad songs 🖤

Alan Walker - Tired

Ben Cocks - So cold

Sia - Breath me

Dean Lewis - Waves

Dean Lewis - Be alright

Lorde - Green light

Gryffin - Feel good

Chord Overstreet - Hold on

Illenium - Fortress

Illenium - Leaving

Illenium - Lost

James Arthur - Recovery

Lil peep - Haunt u

Little mix - Think about us

Martin Garrix - No sleep

ENISA - Love the way you lie

Selena Gomez - Feel me

Shy Martin - Good together

That’s some of fav sad love songs 🖤

[hitherepoop-blog1]

tumblr: iS eVeRytHiNg OKaY

me: lol no *keeps scrolling*

[hearteyehipbxnes-blog]

REBLOG IF YOU ARE FASTING RIGHT NOW

[moon-crescentt]

[diet-coke-kween]

7 Rings by Ariana Grande but ~ED Version~

My weight, be droppin’

No I, ain’t stoppin’

My voices be talkin’

My bones be poppin’

You like my body?

Gee thanks! Just starved it

I see it, I weigh it,

I hate it, I got it, y e a h

[diet-coke-kween]

Iconic Vines: ED Version

Me to my dietician: I think- I think I know more about calories than you do genius

Oh my god I love black coffee, black cofffe is my life

Hey everybody, today I binged so I’m starting a kickstarter to put myself down. the benefits of killing me would be I would eat way less

On all levels except physical, I am a skinny bitch

What up, im Jared, im 19, and I never fuckin’ learned how to eat

There is only one thing worse than eating: BOOM. EATING (disorders)

And they were Ana buddies! Oh my god they were aNa bUdDieS

Two thighs, chillin’ in a bathtub, 5 feet apart cause I don’t eat

Weight loss n death ahead? Uh yeah I sure hope there is

I said, whoever ate my safe foods, your mom’s a hoe

*when my mom asks why I starve* ITS FREE REAL ESTATE

🎹 Is there anything better than starving? Yes some really good bones 🎹

*stomach grumbles* that’s what real skinny sounds like

Don’t fuck with me, I have the power of god and Ana on my side! *screams*

It is weigh-day my dudes Uhhhhhhh

That is not correct because according to the Encyclopedia of StarvingAnaGoddessManual *incoherent slurping*

Actually, I can’t sit anywhere megan because I have ✨laxative cramps✨

*logs onto Proana websites* 💖I have osteoporosis 💖

ED Community: someone called me pretty today but they obviously blind Literally everybody else: oh my god why can’t you take the frickin complimENT

*Sees the “Everything Okay?” post on tumblr* What the fuck tumblr, no what did you say? Step the fuck up tumblr

Me: *wakes up* ED: go back to sleep, and STARVE

How do you know starving’s bad for me? THATS MY OPINION

Hi, thanks for checking in, I’m ✨ still a fuckin fatass ✨

[dollsandcoke]

ok but like who else has been plateaued for like 385749 bajillion years cause this ain’t it chief

like to sign a petition to end plateaus

reblog to flip off the countless weight loss fairies that have done nothing for you

[fat-sad-depressed]

I want this to end so bad :(((

[red-ribbon-waist-blog]

To Fellow Anas Who Smoke Weed

After a high, the munchies can really set you back from your goal weight so here’s my tip!!!

Wait until you’re already really tired, and smoke a good hour or two before you are going to go to sleep. Then, enjoy the high in your room away from food and fall asleep before the munchies set in!

No joke tho, I lost 3kg (6lb) in 3 days when I followed this method two nights in a row so I am going to pass the good luck with this method to anyone who happens across it ✨✨✨✨

Also to anas who don’t smoke weed, you can still have the luck because everybody deserves to have a little extra luck ❤❤❤❤

[etherealgodesslove]

I want to be healthy and fit but I also wanna be skinny and starve and this is frustrating the shit out of me

[pumpkin-spice-pjm]

you know what I’m sick of?

° Calories.

° People telling me I’m too big for my outfit when they have no idea that I spent two months getting to the weight I am now and I haven’t been able to fit into these pair of jeans since I was twelve.

° People assuming that I don’t like overweight people because I have an eating disorder.

° Coworkers trying to get me to eat. No thanks Karen.

° Family telling me I’m perfect but also being so contradicting when they say “you’d look even prettier skinny”

° My brother feeling the need to point out my weight or clothes when I’m eating.

° People asking me “should you really be eating that?” When it’s the first and only thing I’ll eat that day.

° Mirrors.

° Calories.

° Calories.

°Oh and, calories.

( feel free to add more )

[president-coriolanus-snow]

So me my mom and my moms cousin went out for dinner and were eating and there’s a family in the booth next to us and they’re talking about how his family came from Germany and he mentioned his father came from some small town in Germany (said the name I don’t remember what it was) but it was one of those small towns where everyone knows everyone it’s super tiny.

So my moms cousin goes “I’m sorry I don’t mean to eavesdrop but my family is from there.” And this guy looked so excited and they start chatting for a bit and the guy goes “What was your family name?” And she goes “Zimmerman.” And the guy gets suuuuuper quiet and goes “…… oh.” Like flat tone nothing.

She goes “What’s yours?” And he quietly tells her but won’t look at her and she goes quiet and goes “Oh.” And goes back to her food and the tables got SUPER awkward and tense and I’m sitting there going “Wtf is going on?” Cause they both suddenly stopped talking to each other.

On the way out I’m “What was that about?” She goes “I’ll tell you in the car.” So we get in the car and I’m like “Okay wtf was all that about?”

She goes “My great grandfather assassinated his grandfather.”

I’m like O_O ……….

[peacchidrops]

[udoria]

idk about you but i really wanna make out with someone rn

[zombiecupcakebabydoll]

[heartsnmagic]

[bunniezbubble]

Does anyone get a thigh gap when you lean forward :/

[collarbones-and-dietcoke]

Anyone else feel like they’re the “wrong type” of ana?

Like there are those girls who survive off healthy things like celery, water and green tea but you’re like “okay, I can have this 6 piece McNugget meal if it’s the only thing I eat today.” Or is that just me?