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The void stares back.

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Welcome, I am Entity/Ent?ty, your local canid-like god. You shall use it/its, thing/things, ?/?s, h?/h?m, sh?/h?r, and th?y/th?m pronouns for me.

I am an adult.

I have NPD and HPD, as well as other neurodivergences that will not be disclosed here. As such, this blog exists because I require attention, reverence, praise, etc.

I prefer positive attention, and will only acknowledge negative attention when I am extremely bored. This is my court and you are my jester.

Boundaries:

Strictly no sexual or romantic asks. The fact that I can't vet that everyone in my inbox aren't minors makes it more uncomfortable than it already is. Your ask will go unanswered.

Don't call me a person or a human being. If you do, it's not grounds for immediately deletion of your ask, as I am aware that it's not always in bad faith (or on purpose). However, if I determine that you are purposefully disrespecting me, I will delete it.

(The top three userboxes were made by me, and the bottom two were made by a friend).

Tags:

#offputting whispers: Answered asks.

#local horror: General posts. I probably won't use this tag much. May end up being a vent tag.

#void sees all: Reblogs that aren't related to ask games.

Ask games:

Deity ask game [link]

Otherkin ask game [link]

starloving-186's ask game [link]

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The worst part about HPD, for me, is how I can sometimes be convinced to waste my time arguing with people if I'm attention deprived enough... and while the initial hit is nice, god does it tank my mental state. my head hurts.

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Your last post mentioning tears of the kingdom makes me wanna ask what your fav zelda game is lol

I'd say that Ocarina of Time is my all-time favorite Zelda game. In fact, it might be one of my favorite games in general. Nothing has really come close to it, despite the fact that I haven't played it in a while.

I should really pick it up again...

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28 on the latest ask game??

favourite way to spend time alone?

I really enjoy listening to music. I will also read on occasion. Sometimes I play video games... I've been getting back into Tears of the Kingdom lately, so I've been playing a lot of that.

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im seeing posts about how awful it is to isolate and abuse people with npd and im gonna be so real my thoughts are purely "youre looking up how to defeat me?? im like a dark souls boss to you?? kinda flattered but also stfu Bitch ,':J"

It always amuses me when people think pwNPD are super scary and evil cause like no I'm just a silly lil guy bro, but thanks for thinking I'm like this otherworldly being that will destroy humanity, very flattering.

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I, on the other hand, am an otherworldy being, but I will not be destroying humanity. There's no need.

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18 on the ask game? :3

a compliment you've received?

I get complimented on my hair a lot, probably because it's a vibrant color.

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I'm frustrated that this blog hasn't garnered as much attention as I'd hoped. I guess I just expected to be able to make a blog and have a large, devoted following immediately. lol.

Rome wasn't built in a day, I suppose.

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🐚 for the Deity Ask Game

🐚 - Do you want to be worshipped? What would worshipping you look like?

Yes, I do. As for what that would look like, burning a candle would work nicely.

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Due to recent events and self-reflection, I have more to add. If you were planning on setting up an altar for me, the inclusion of bones is appreciated.

Preferably canine skulls, but any bone will do, really.

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15 on your newest ask game?

any "paranormal" or unexplainable experiences?

Oh, I've certainly got quite a few. I seem to have this ability to detect spirits, though I believe it's gotten shoddy over the years, probably due to my increasing skepticism towards topics such as the paranormal. On Tuesday, however, I had an experience while in a cemetery that can be simplified to feeling a presence or energy.

To be more specific, it was while in proximity to a mausoleum. As I stood on its step, I was suddenly hit with an intense heaviness, as though the very air had become pressurized.

I've also had my fair share of feeling followed or watched. In fact, my childhood is littered with examples of me feeling such a sensation and something odd happening in the locations where I felt it. To this day, I'll be occasionally made aware of similar feelings.

[starloving-186]

ask game!

making an ask game purely out of boredom

if you had to dye your hair, what colour would you pick?

in an emergency, who would you call?

favourite scent and why?

who is a role model in your life, real or fictional?

three people you wish you could meet?

would you rather be permanently moving/on the road, or live in the same place for your whole life?

describe a dream you had recently

favourite accessory you own?

how would you survive an apocalypse or at least attempt to?

dream pet?

song you listened to in childhood?

how do you show affection (this can be platonic or romantic)?

favourite film?

piece of media that left a lasting impact on you?

any “paranormal” or unexplainable experiences?

favourite type of chocolate?

drink of choice?

a compliment you’ve received?

best gift you’ve gotten?

dream car?

describe a nightmare you’ve had?

favourite time of day/night?

a hobby you tried but didn’t stick with?

movie or tv show you want to watch?

dream room?

share one outlook you have on life?

a favourite lyric?

favourite way to spend time alone?

share an adventure you went on?

what are your opinions on the person asking?

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Would images of starflesh dogs be a viable offering if we find them? /genq

Yes, that would be a welcomed offering.

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The problem with years of masking is that it feels physically impossible to be too public about my needs.

Making a blog for it is actually a huge leap for me, and yet I fail to properly fish for attention and praise because not only does it feel humiliating to do so, but the need to just shove it all down and mask it gets overwhelming at times.

I'm having a sordid time right now if you couldn't tell.

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❤️ for the deity ask game? :3

❤️ - Open slot to share a fun fact about your divinity!

I am eldritch in nature.

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🍷

I've already answered that one here [link].

This is making me realize that I've answered quite a few questions on the ask games. I may have to find more soon.

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🎭 -for the otherkin ask game!

🔮-for the deity ask game :3

🎭 - How do you look?/Whats your ideal body?

I'm actually quite the shapeshifter, but there are fairly consistent things that I can see myself in, such as supermassive black holes, fire, and larger canines. I feel as though my body itself is made of fire.

🔮 - Do you have any other spiritual practices or religions?

No, I do not. However, I am vaguely interested in practicing witchcraft.

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⚖️ on the deitykin ask game!

⚖️ - Is there any media you associate with your divinity? E.g songs or books.

Black Hole Sun by Soundgarden comes to mind.

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Hi! ₍₍⚞(˶˃ ꒳ ˂˶)⚟⁾⁾

I’m curious about your answers to these questions:

🐾 otherkin ask game and 💛🧡 from the deity ask game

🐾 - What's your most influencing kin(s)?

I'd say "god" and "canine" are up there in terms of influence, which... probably doesn't come as too much of a shock considering the branding of this blog.

💛 - Favourite part about being a deity?

I feel like it gives me a wider perspective on human issues, as I am essentially on the outside looking in.

🧡 - Worst part about being a deity?

Said 'wider perspective on human issues' means that I am often banging my head against the wall while spectating humanity.