iโm going to be completely honest here: i have not felt extremely welcome on this blog anymore. my own anxiety and insecurities and real life issues have started to take a giant toll on my mental health.ย
so, from here on out, this blog will now be highly selective. which means that i will be going through and dropping quite a lot of threads and possibly emptying out my entire inbox. in addition to that, i will no longer be making random starters for people, as most of them get ignored or i cannot keep up with them.ย
i feel very alienated and unhappy here as of late and, in a last ditch effort to not give up on this entire blog, i feel this is a necessary step. eventually, i may also archive this blog, as i am incredibly overwhelmed.
however, do not let this scare you off, i just need some time to breathe and feel happy again here once again. however, if for some reason you are upset by this, feel free to unfollow me. i am merely doing this for my own sake as i have been trying to please everyone else and have lost the reason as to why i started doing this in the first place.ย
i am so very sorry to all the people i have disappointed or upset, but please understand that this is my blog and i need to make sure that it is a healthy place for me.ย
iโve dropped a lot of threads & deleted a lot of things from my inbox, so i feel like i can breathe again. i do have a giant midterm & essay due tomorrow, but iโll be here as soon as i can!!