theninjadiaries

seize the moment write the moment

[canyoureadher]

I made up my mind. I wrote our story. No, I mean I wrote my story. I wrote my story. I wrote my story. Cause there was never an us. It was just me and all those butterflies in my stomach. That, was one of the most beautiful moment in my life. You made me feel beautiful.You made me bloom. You made my smile. A contagious happiness. Cause everything felt right. I did everything right. And then boom! You just pressed that button. I was ten times happier. And then boom!! All those fantasies. Those will remain fantasies. It was so surreal. And I just couldn’t believe it. But I have to. I need to. Cause I don’t wanna be wrecked. I’ve waited. God knows I waited. But I waited for nothing. You already have her. And I was left alone. But still I’ve waited. Until I grasped the truth. That there will never be an us. No us. But there was almost an us. I believed babe. I believed there was almost. And that almost is, was and will never be enough. 

[canyoureadher]

No one can tell your story, so you tell it yourself. No one can write your story, so you write it yourself.

anonymous

[canyoureadher]

ABOUT ME

One thing I loathed the most is to write about myself. But for the sake having one 😂, I mean because I want to share something about me and so I’m writing this.

How canyoureadher?

I’ve been changing usernames from this and that and I just couldn’t settle with one. So, I tried to search for good ones on the web. I keyed in “nice tumblr names” and gave me some tips  but unfortunately couldn’t find something that’s fitting. I thought I would just end up with the names I used the first time. But then, I remembered one of my favorite writers on wattpad. Aside from the fact that she makes good stories, I also find her pen name catchy. Hers is, haveyouseenthisgirl. So I came up with haveyoureadherblog. Then changed my mind once again. Hahaha. And yes I’m using the *fingers ccrossed* last, last and last username canyoureadher. (So let’s see if I’ll change agaiiin.) Hahhahahah

Why theninjadiaries?

Ninja Diaries. I’m neither a fan of Naruto nor the Ninja Turtles. I actually have no sentimental value and of sorts. I just happen to like the word “Ninja” and I kind of want people to associate that word with me. That whenever they hear it, they will remember me and only me (haha!). I also thought of making this tumblr a sort of diary. I want to engage myself with good vibes. I want to always look forward for the day and if things won’t go my way..I have to look for the brighter side. The objective really is to make every  moment worth remembering.

Other interests..      

I like to write. I love to make a story. I’ve been a frustrated writer my whole life and never finished a single one. But hopefully I can finish this story I’m currently working on.  

I’m a huge fan of basketball. I love the action and it gives me different joy. Kobe Bryant, Stepehen Curry for NBA are my idols, and Dondon Hontiveros, Calvin Abueva for locals.

I love cats. I owned six cats as of now. And to me they’re not just pets, they’re my bestfriends and family.

So that’s it. (I hope I didn’t made you feel bored haha!). Welcome to my tumblr and thanks for taking time to read this.

-haveyoureadherblog

The end.  

[canyoureadher]

Ten things about My Mudra, Mother, Mama

1. When she hits us unintentionally (e.g. naigo sa pultahan pag-abli niya, nasiko), she will say sorry but will blame you afterwards. “Ikaw man gud…” Weird that I find this cute.

2. She’s not fond of fried chicken from fast food chains, and thinks hers is way way better. “Lami pa akong chicken sa Jollibee…” I must say hers is one and only.

3. She had a 25-inch waistline in her twenties and is proud about it. “Katung 22 pako wa jud koy bilbil..” Yes Ma! Di ka pareha nko baynte pa gani bilbil mode na. Lol.

4. She tells me to get a boyfriend but changes mind in a minute. “Pwede naka mag-uyab uyab..di paka pwede mag-uyab uyab…”Ma unsa man juuud?

5. She would rather stay home and do some chores in her  free time than to go laag. “Maypa manahi kesa molaag…” Asa pa man diay ko maliwat? Stay home ra ha way apil do some chores.

6. She drinks malunggay juice because she believes prevention is better than cure. “Nak, inom ani para..” Luod man,  ikaw lang Ma.

7. My mother gets kilig with ALDUB. She does the pabebe wave with me. Seriously, got tons of her pabebe wave pics in my phone. “Mentions Gasgas Abelgas..*thrice*” Sige balik balik please.

8. Not everybody knows, she’s a basketball fanatic like me. Dondon Hontiveros and Junmar Fajardo are her idols. “Unsa duwa run sa PBA nak..” Malipay jud syag makabasag good write-ups sa iya idol. Mura lang ug ako.

9. She’s so nerbyoson. There was one time we went in to a cave. She was the last person to get in and was the first person to come out. “Ngeee di nako mobalik..” Ma, please be adventurous.

10. Lastly, my mother is funny. She makes faces. She will make you laugh with her jokes. She’s funny. And she’s funny. Did I just say that again? But, she’s really funny and is fun to be with. “………...............” Yup, that’s my mama.

 Here it is! Cheers to my first ever blog (Ten things about my Mudra, Mother, Mama) Hahaha. I never thought writing a blog could be this fun. Memories keep flashing back while coming up with a list. I’ll try to come up with Papa’s version too. ♥♥♥

[canyoureadher]

Don't fear failure so much that you refuse to try new things. The saddest summary of a life contains three descriptions: could have, might have and should have.

Elbert Hubbard