The Mycelial Network

Capra Mycorrhizae System Sideblog Main Host: @glacierllane

[capra-system]

INTRO

We are Capra Mycorrhizae, a traumagenic system consisting of many alters.

Disclaimer: This blog is mostly to share silly personal scenarios we experienced, not to make light of or joke about DID, OSDD, or other similar disorders. We face our own difficulties and low points but we will most likely not be documenting it here.

Occasionally NSFW (no images. only text.)

Our Hosts: Glacier (she/they/ze) | @glacierllane Sheldon (he/she/they) Harlei (he/him) Wanda (she/her)

Our usual fronting structure:

Each host has their own "team"

Main Front -> Host Co-front -> Others

[bodysitting]

"No trust me, this time I've found the Problem Alter!" I say, presenting another hunted animal with a maladaptive coping mechanism.

[changelingcoded]

are we cool with fictive hosts in these parts

[changelingcoded]

because youre getting them.

[pickin-up-pieces]

#5. There's a difference between knowing how to do something and having the attitude to not mess it up.

[the-worm-sys]

[orchardsys]

Born again

[capra-system]

I need glace to stop cosuming alternate reality type media

First it was summoning meat trees from vita carnis and now it's backrooms in headspace

[fucking-plural]

[journal-factory-exploded]

I didn't get to finish the chili, more like 70% of it. Flinging all of us into the sun right NOW!!

[capra-system]

I realise I'm approaching the age I am in my head and idk why but it's scary

[wejustworkhere]

maybe its more like a really really big trench coat than the closet ...

[capra-system]

The indicator of Harlei fronting is just us eating agregious amounts of lettuce

[logicpng]

something personal

[jadiaashley]

the most magical mushies i’ve seen thus far

[holykerosene]

[bathhousekitty]

For the longest time, I truly believed I couldn’t have DID because I “didn’t have amnesia”.

Now, in my mind, amnesia meant everything sort of went black and you’d come to days later without a clue of what had happened or where you were. And while, that absolutely can be the case for some— it wasn’t for me.

Amnesia for me is much more complex. The gaps of memory I loose are patched together by the things that I do remember. My mind may omit half the day, but because I can remember the other half, it doesn’t feel as if I’ve lost any time truly. My mind worked overtime to hide how much time I was loosing, simply because if I knew, I don’t think the past version of myself would’ve handled it very well. </3

I suppose all this is to say that how amnesia presents itself is much more complex than most realize, especially when your brain is trying to protect you in its own weird way. It took me a long time to understand its true face… Q_Q

[skullrift]

being plural is crazy because you do the most mundane shit and have a bunch of people making live commentary on it like they’re streamers making reaction content

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