ugly bag of mostly water

31🌈

[captainscubadiver]

I want to leave I’m so unhappy nothing is getting better but it’s so complicated I don’t know what to do but I’m miserable

it is never worth being miserable. get divorced like me!

[quotefeeling]

“You were made to be kissed, often and well.”

— George R.R. Martin, A Storm of Swords

[softdomsworld]

hopeless romantic with trust issues and a sex drive out of the roof

[captainscubadiver]

[thoughtkick]

“Forgiveness is the best form of love. It takes a strong person to say sorry and an even stronger person to forgive.”

— Unknown

[humanoidhistory]

Star Trek drone swarm in Sydney, 2022.

[oldwinesoul]

// Beau Taplin

[thoughtkick]

“Waiting is a sign of true love and patience. Anyone can say “I love you”, but not everyone can wait and prove it’s true.”

— lieinlove

[captainscubadiver]

I think one day someone is going to realize that being loved by me was never a small thing. I am not casual with my affection. I remember the little details. I make mental notes of favorite songs and coffee orders. I bring home things that made me think of you. I stay. I show up. I choose people over and over, even when it's inconvenient. I love with my whole chest.

The older I get, the less interested I am in convincing people of my value. The right people won't need a sales pitch. They'll recognize devotion when it's standing in front of them. They'll understand that loyalty, tenderness, effort, and genuine care are rare things. I know what I bring to a relationship. I know how deeply I am capable of loving. & anyone lucky enough to receive that love should know exactly what they're holding.

[captainscubadiver]

something can be

new

and old as fossil bone.

a second coming.

it's like

catching your breath

after running

too long.

relief is sorry

eyes

and an open mouth.

redemption

sounds like my mother's

blessing.

lingering taste

on swollen lips - the

hands I memorized

carry my pulse. again.

familiar pull

leading back to

Heaven.

[thoughtkick]

“You don’t need another human being to make your life complete, but let’s be honest. Having you wounds kissed by someone who doesn’t see them as disasters in your soul but cracks to put their love into is the most calming thing in this world.”

— Emery Allen

[silent-insanities]

They aren't you.

[captainscubadiver]

divorce core.

[hairstylesbeauty]

[captainscubadiver]

People get used to all kinds of things.

Shoes that don't fit. The hum of the refrigerator. Sleeping on one side of the bed.

I got used to a life that never felt right

Not because it was wrong.

Because I kept mistaking safety for

a good enough reason.

They are not the same.

I could have stayed there forever.

People do sometimes.

Now all I see are how many rooms

I learned to live in without ever calling them

home.

[aidashakur]

Still a hopeless romantic after all this time. Very insane of me.

[decad3ntwh1spers]

little miss provokes you into fucking her the roughest you ever have