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thinking about how long it took me to forget about what happened with that one person, and that was just one year of supposed friendship. how long is it gonna take me to forget everything with this current supposed friendship of 3 years? it’s been 3 months now of zero communication on their part and I still feel so hurt by it all and can’t stop wondering if they’ll ever come back and give me an explanation. if it was that difficult to forget a 1 year friendship, how difficult is it gonna be for a 3 year one? 😭

gettin real tired of being the one hurt and left behind 😭 I just want to KNOW why I’ve been abandoned, again. I want to know why the fuck I’m not good enough AGAIN and why they’re so unbothered that they’ve tossed 3 years down the drain 😖 like. am I in the wrong for wanting an explanation? and calling them out on their shitty behavior? not that it matters, they still won’t get online and even acknowledge my existence anymore. and I know they haven’t deleted WhatsApp because my 3 messages went through and have the double check marks.

it’s amazing how one person can make you feel like absolute shit with their silence

like. they’re the ones that left and can’t be bothered to give me an explanation after 3 years of supposed friendship, but I’m the one feeling like an awful shitty person?

GME happening on a Friday this year?? yessss this means I can actually get a ticket and participate

I should probably go ahead and delete all the WhatsApp groups we had going. But like. I’m scared to? Because I keep stupidly thinking they’ll come back and if they do then everything we’ve done the last 3 years will be gone. I’m so stupid 😭

I was not expecting them to be shoving prostate massagers in their mouths within 5 minutes of episode 2

just watched the first episode of wonderhole

they’re so stupid I love them so much

Chris Hemsworth: taking down the fandom one horny fan at a time

the other day a co worker and i were joking around and i was making fun of her for liking country music and the artist she was playing was named rhett. so i called her rhett. and her response was to call me link. i pretended not to get the reference and she showed me who rhett and link are and we've been calling each other that ever since. i guess thats how i ended up being drawn back here after almost 3 years away. i've slowly been watching some gmm again the last few weeks and of course i thought of you. i don't regret leaving this fandom when i did. it had gotten to be such a bad place for me and i was just in a really bad place mentally and i was struggling in lockdown and being across the country from all my friends. i do regret the way i left tho and i wish i had done it in a better way that didn't leave you worrying about what happened to me. we'd built up a friendship and i just dropped off the face of the earth. i shouldn't have ghosted you that was wrong and selfish of me. even this is probably selfish of me to be sending this message after so much time. but i'm ok. i wasn't ok then but i'm ok now. and i'm really sorry for what i did to you.

I’m 99% sure this is who I think it is. And you’re right, it wasn’t okay the way you just left. I reached out a few times afterwards, trying to figure out if you were even fucking alive, only to receive nothing but silence. Then I saw you were still occasionally reblogging things, so I stopped reaching out because I figured you just didn’t want to be my friend anymore.

I fully understand being in a bad place mentally, and how that can make communication hard. I really do. But do you know how much it hurts for someone you thought was your friend to just leave and never acknowledge your existence again? I wasn’t in a good place either and then that happened. I felt so disposable, like I was nothing to yet another person. It was really fucking shitty of you. I’d never ignore someone’s attempts at trying to reach out and find out if you’re even alive; I wouldn’t have cared if you’d sent me something as simple as a thumbs up and then left. At least I would’ve known. And the fact you’re messaging me now, after 3 years, when I’m going through the same shit with yet another person…

I don’t know if I should laugh or cry from the irony.

them: active on social media as recent as 45 minutes ago

me: still zero contact for almost 3 months with no acknowledgment of my messages and continued existence

I just can’t figure out what the fuck I did wrong

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