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I am mortal but am I human? She/her •18•

[sugarxseance]

god i just want to give someone a strip tease covered in blood

[captainsw33theart]

I told myself if this happened I’d die the same night

And it happened

[captainsw33theart]

I was being dramaticccccc

[sugarxseance]

god forbid a girl is a grotesque little freak on tumblr

[captainsw33theart]

I won’t leave this world yet but I think spilling blood all over my floor tonight is a good enough punishment for being so retarded

[captainsw33theart]

I told myself if this happened I’d die the same night

And it happened

[hatedmaggot-deactivated20260422]

on 4 hours of sleep and a customer says "yes" when i ask if they want a small or a large

[captainsw33theart]

I am no longer sad I am now angry

[captainsw33theart]

The only thing that stops me from getting drunk every night and relapsing more often is just the fact that I’m lazy

I am too lazy to get up and go to the store who doesn’t care that I’m 18 and buy vodka

I’m too lazy and get the blade taped underneath my desk

And I’m way too lazy to keep up with hiding the scars sometimes

[sunny1sdead]

I COULD find a healthy coping mechanism OR I can post on tumblr and cvt myself…. Hmmmmm

[captainsw33theart]

Yk when I started this blog last year, I was in love with my insane ex girlfriend and wanted to die cuz of her

Boy there are a million other reasons to wanna die in life GOLLY!

[captainsw33theart]

Will you talk to me

[menheramellow]

[nancydownsjizzwhore-deactivated]

After I cut myself and calm down the cuts just feel like accessories. Accessories I can't have out but they'd make every outfit better and I love them

[captainsw33theart]

Ya know it’s okay to let myself get worse for a bit cuz I survived it before and I’ll probably survive it again

Yk it’s low when I have to come back to tumblr because I have no one else LOLZ

[captainsw33theart]

I was so fucking cringe a year and a half ago I should have kms what the fuck

[captainsw33theart]

Omg hi guys…

[captainsw33theart]

😱😱😱:people when I say I’m not social and depressed when I’m actually anti social and depressed