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Interview with Zero Blog Thirty
Phil Klay in conversation with Nate Fick, Dartmouth Class of 1999; USMC veteran; author of One Bullet Away: The Making of a Marine Officer; general manager of Elastic Security.
Meet CEO Nate Fick. The opportunity for a challenge and to be a part of something bigger led him to join the U.S. Marine Corps, where he served as captain. Watch his #NMAM video to learn more about what motivated him to join the Marines.
Military Appreciation Month: Employee Perspectives
MAY 03, 2019
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NATE FICK CEO Captain, U.S. Marine Corps
Fresh out of Dartmouth and years before he would write his bestselling book, One Bullet Away, Nate knew he didnât want to follow the career path that so many of his classmates were on. Banking, law or medicine held little appeal. He knew he wanted to contribute back to society in the form of public service and he wasnât afraid of a challenge. The opportunity to take on both while gaining a lesson in leadership led him to join the U.S. Marines.
While on active duty, Nate discovered a knack for building and leading diverse teams under tough circumstances, a role in which he found himself from 1999 to 2004, during the kickoff of the wars in Afghanistan and Iraq. He counts the opportunity to lead teams during those years as the most humbling and gratifying of his career.
By his estimation, military experience is one of the few places in American life that gives young people a lot of real responsibility. Itâs not the only place, of course - being in the Peace Corps or taking on a teaching role in an inner-city school are similar. In each case, it gives a young person the opportunity to be a part of something bigger than themselves.
One of the questions Nate gets asked regularly is what he learned in business school that he applies to running Endgame. But, he explains, a lot of what he relies on every day he learned in the Marines. And theyâre simple things â ones most of us learn in kindergarten: Treat people the way you want to be treated; often times, half the battle is just showing up; and, itâs really all about grit.
According to Nate, there is no linear path to success. Whether an individual career or building a business over time, things only look linear and smooth in hindsight. The reality is that it can feel like a knife fight every single day. But the role of a leader is to articulate the vision, build the team, establish and maintain the culture, and make sure you equip people to do their jobs.
People often think of the military as a very hierarchical, top-down organization, but that wasnât Nateâs experience at all. As a Junior Officer in the Marines, he saw a ton of authority and responsibility delegated out to very junior leaders. And thatâs just the template he is using for building and running a fast-paced organization.
âThere isnât time for centralized decision making. Hire great people, make sure they are operating in shared context, and give them the freedom to do their jobs. It was true in the Marine units I served in and itâs certainly true here at Endgame.â
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In 2018, Endgame was named one of the "100 Best Cloud Companies in the World" by Forbes, and Nate was recognized by Fast Company Magazine as one of the "Most Creative People in Business."
June 16, 2018Â
Dartmouth's Class of 1999 - 20th Reunion.
When Yellow Ribbons and Flag-Waving Aren't Enough
An ex-soldier's take on recent war poetry. BY NATHANIEL FICK
Originally Published: September 11th, 2007Â
I first flew into Afghanistan in the autumn of 2001, near midnight, with a rifle by my side and no passport in my pocket. At 24 years old, I commanded a Marine Corps infantry platoon, spearheading the attack against the Taliban after September 11. My men and I had all joined a peacetime military, and that night we were self-consciously aware of heading into combat for the first time. Nearly six years later, on a sunny afternoon, Iâm again soaring over the Hindu Kush range. This time, Iâm on an Indian Airbus, sipping sparkling water and reading war poems.
After two combat tours (we did another in Iraq in 2003), I left the military to study for a masterâs degree in public policy and an M.B.A. Now I live with my fiancĂ© in Boston. We host dinner parties, grow herbs on the windowsill, and go walking in the park on Sundays. Itâs four years and 10 lifetimes since my last ambush patrol, and Iâve been invited back to the fray to teach at the Afghanistan Counterinsurgency Academy, a school set up to train Afghan and NATO troops on the finer points of fighting insurgents. For some reason, Iâve agreed to come.
The bag at my feet is filled with military manuals, but I prefer the poems, thinking they may be my last chance to reflect for a while. Warâs intensity is a great catalyst for reflection, but few combatants can afford the luxury. Most real thought must wait until the shooting stops. I wish I could say I took strength in combat from poetry or prayer or love, but I didnât. I was concerned with more prosaic things: studying maps, planning missions, and cleaning weapons. When I had a few minutes free, I slept.
I do, though, remember two encounters with poetry during my first trip to Afghanistan. Late one evening, while camped in the desert near Kandahar, one of my marines called me over to listen as he read aloud from a book of Kiplingâs verse:
When youâre wounded and left on Afghanistanâs plains, And the women come out to cut up what remains, Jest roll to your rifle and blow out your brains Anâ go to your Gawd like a soldier.
He laughed, and so did I, mainly because it didnât seem very funny at the time.
The second poem, Alastair Reidâs translation of âThe Just,â by Jorge Luis Borges, was mailed to me by a friend. I tacked it to the wall in our temporary command post, between a map of southern Afghanistan and a roster of my platoon, because it was that most precious of possessions in a combat zone: a reminder of normal life at home:
A man who cultivates his garden, as Voltaire wished. He who is grateful for the existence of music. He who takes pleasure in tracing an etymology. Two workmen playing, in a café in the South, a silent game of chess. The potter, contemplating a color and a form. The typographer who sets this page well, though it may not please him. A woman and a man, who read the last tercets of a certain canto. He who strokes a sleeping animal. He who justifies, or wishes to, a wrong done him. He who is grateful for the existence of Stevenson. He who prefers others to be right. These people, unaware, are saving the world.
Like Kipling and Borges, Randall Jarrell is a poet known even to the Tom Clancy crowd, so I let down my tray table and open his Selected Poems first. I dimly associate his name with the image of a dead bomber crewman washed from his turret with a hose. Despite this subliminal familiarity with Jarrellâs work, I find that my current circumstances lend new meaning to âEighth Air Forceâ
If, in an odd angle of the hutment, A puppy laps the water from a can Of flowers, and the drunk sergeant shaving Whistles O Paradiso!âshall I say that man Is not as men have said: a wolf to man? The other murderers troop in yawning; Three of them play Pitch, one sleeps, and one Lies counting missions, lies there sweating Till even his heart beats: One; One; One. O murderers! . . . Still, this is how itâs done: This is a war. . . . But since these play, before they die, Like puppies with their puppy; since, a man, I did as these have done, but did not dieâ I will content the people as I can And give up these to them: Behold the man! I have suffered, in a dream, because of him, Many things; for this last saviour, man, I have lied as I lie now. But what is lying? Men wash their hands, in blood, as best they can: I find no fault in this just man.
This is how itâs done: This is a war
. . . Along with the manuals, my bag holds ballistic goggles and a holster to carry a concealed pistol. Six weeks ago, it held accounting textbooks. One of warâs more jarring traits is that it sweeps normal people into its maelstrom and carries them along to places they never imagined theyâd be. I clearly remember munching a granola bar one morning in Iraq when my Marines saw a man sneaking toward us with an AK-47. After giving the order to shoot him, I went back to my breakfast.
Kent Johnson, in his collection Lyric Poetry After Auschwitz, takes these contrasts even further. In his title poem, even the most sadistic abusers do indeed troop in yawning. Five corn-fed American guards at Abu Ghraib greet their Iraqi prisoners: âWhatâs up, Ramal, Iâm an American boy, a father, two children, graduate of Whitman High,â or âHi there, Hajaz, Iâm an American girl, former Vice-President of the Heartland High Young Democrats and Captain of our Regional Championship pom-pom squad.â After the innocent introductions, each fictional soldier cuts to the chase: âBut Iâm going to fuck you in the ass now with a fluorescent light tube, you sorry-assed, primitive thug,â and âLook at the camera when I talk to you, asshole, or Iâll go get the dog.â
The proclivity for wanton destruction is hardly a phenomenon of modern warfare. Johnsonâs opening poem, âMission,â describes a force of Greeks setting sail from Pylos for Asia, stopping along the way to write poems and rest near a waterfall.
We spoke in low voices of the beauty around us, of the dark, darting trout, and of the strange, haunting songs in the towering trees. We spoke of time, and friendship, and truth. Then each of us drank deeply from the pool.
Aided by the gods, we stormed Smyrna, and burned its profane temples to the ground.
How many American platoons have relaxed in the shade, playing cards, then said a prayer together, gone out on patrol, and killed a dozen people in an ambush? Itâs not good or bad. In war, it just is, and always has been.
Donât believe, however, that combat isnât deeply felt by warriors. Consider U.S. Army Sergeant Brian Turner. He distilled his year in Iraq into a haunting book of poems titled Here, Bullet. Turner initially kept his work to himself because he didn't want his men to think he was writing about âflowers and stuff.â One of my favorites is titled âAshbah,â Arabic for âghosts.â
The ghosts of American soldiers wander the streets of Balad by night, unsure of their way home, exhausted, the desert wind blowing trash down the narrow alleys as a voice sounds from the minaret, a soulful call reminding them how alone they are, how lost. And the Iraqi dead, they watch in silence from rooftops as date palms line the shore in silhouette, leaning toward Mecca when the dawn wind blows.
Having walked Iraqâs streets by night and felt that dawn wind bending the palms, I get lost when I read Turnerâs verse. His words are worth a thousand pictures, and they take me right back. My memories are mostly sentence fragments now, rather than chapters, or even paragraphs. A boy with a bellyful of bullets. Birdsong in the palms. The taste of fear, like a penny on your tongue. Flames in the night sky. More than mere scene-setting, Turner captures the feel of the place, the sheer forlorn emptiness of it.
Jim Webb (now the junior senator from Virginia) begins his classic Vietnam novel Fields of Fire with a lament from an anonymous general to newspaper correspondent Arthur Hadley: âAnd who are the young men we are asking to go into action against such solid odds? Youâve met them. You know. They are the best we have. But they are not McNamaraâs sons, or Bundyâs. I doubt theyâre yours. And they know that theyâre at the end of the pipeline. That no one cares. They know.â
Soldiers and Marines today know it as well. Yellow ribbons and flag-waving arenât much. Even aboard a commercial flight on a bright day, I know it too. If, in two hours, a bomb goes off on the airport road, or if, tonight, a lucky mortar round falls into the camp, no one will cry except my family. Despite the very real comradeship and teamwork, soldiering is, in the end, the loneliest of professions.
Maybe this explains the solemn solidarity that exists between warriors and civilians whoâve lived through war. They have more in common with each other than with their counterparts whoâve only known peace.
Sinan Antoon studied at Baghdad University before moving to the United States after the 1991 Gulf War. We stood on opposite sides of a chasm: I was a combatant, and he was a civilian. But Antoon understands warâs egalitarian nature: that it often doesnât matter which end of the gun weâre on.
In âA Prisonerâs Song,â Antoon writes of a POW returning from captivity after the Iran-Iraq war:
from the distant fog after communiquĂ©s had withered and cannons stopped spitting he returned soaked with the âthereâ his silence an umbrella under our ululation he passed by us through us to his old room
No family member of a returning combat veteran can read those lines and not recognize, viscerally, the silence of the âthere.â Antoon touches another universal theme in âSifting,â a poem of but 12 words:
my eyes are two sieves sifting in piles of others for you
A husband scanning a crowd of refugees for his wife? Maybe a sister seeking her brother in a line of captured soldiers? Or how about a young Marine at a checkpoint? Heâs desperately searching for the tell-tale bulge of a suicide vest, a nearly hopeless task since heâs looking not for a known face among strangers, but for a phantom among shades.
Like Antoon, Dunya Mikhail fled Iraq in the 1990s. The title poem in her collection, The War Works Hard (winner of a 2004 PEN Translation Fund Award), turns President Bushâs oft-repeated phrase on its head.
How magnificent the war is! How eager and efficient! . . . The war continues working, day and night. It inspires tyrants to deliver long speeches, awards medals to generals and themes to poets. It contributes to the industry of artificial limbs, provides food for flies, adds pages to the history books, achieves equality between killer and killed, teaches lovers to write letters, accustoms young women to waiting, fills the newspapers with articles and pictures, builds new houses for the orphans, invigorates the coffin makers, gives grave diggers a pat on the back and paints a smile on the leaderâs face. The war works with unparalleled diligence! Yet no one gives it a word of praise.
As the plane drops toward the runway, into surface-to-air missile range, I realize the poems have indeed prompted reflection. My heartâs beating faster, and Iâm thinking of Turnerâs wind, Antoonâs sifting eyes, and Mikhailâs working war.
They remind me where Iâve been, and make me wonder why the hell Iâve come back.
Afghanistan, 2001
Real talk: the Amazon reviews left on One Bullet Away by the Marines who served under/with Nate Fick are a testament to what an incredible officer he made.Â
Nate & his beautiful family | Spring 2018
2015
Brad âIcemanâ Colbert : From Active Duty to Retirement
One of the important topics explored in Homemade and our impact campaign is the period of transitional from Active Duty Military service to Retirement and civilian life.
Brad Colbert is a retired Master SGT. of the United State Marine Corps. Colbert has been a speaker on post-combat stress issues for the Heroes and Healthy Families organization.
He is also known for his platoonâs role in and perception of the 2003 invasion of Iraq which was featured in a series of articles in Rolling Stone by Evan Wright and later expanded into the book Generation Kill which was turned into a HBO miniseries of the same name in which Colbert was portrayed by Alexander SkarsgĂ„rd.