Life is a rollercoaster, meaning it’s supposed to be fun and scary (for some), however when one feels lost and ‘detached’ it’s not the same. Instead, we get that feeling that’s almost mimics how we can’t get on the same ride that everyone is on, how we can’t have the same amount of fun, how we can’t ride that rollercoaster because we are not old enough or tall enough. To be truthfully honest, I would choose not to ride it. I want to walk away while people are screaming, shouting and having fun. I want to create a new rollercoaster, one that’s nothing like the one I left behind, one that moulds to my perception and differentiates me from the others. I choose not to be like anyone else, therefore I want to develop my own concepts and my own drops and rises. I want to keep my roller coaster abstract, with more twists and turns, ups and downs. I want to build it so that the speed is perfect, not too fast and not too slow. It has to be one hell of a ride, one that everyone can appreciate, but only I can relate to. I need people I trust to operate it and make sure everything works, and I promise I will do the same for them. They need to make sure it doesn’t stall, that I’m buckled in and secure for this long head-spinning ride. I learned that the feeling of being lost or detached is simply a temporary version of distorted reality. What is being lost? What are we lost from? Who’s telling us we are lost? It is society’s silent weapon, to attack dreams, visions and futures. We don’t need to follow fake cultures or traditions, if we do what we want, need and feel like we will value ourselves much more. No one can distinguish being lost because it’s simply a pessimistic mirage that is seen, but certainly not true. Therefore don’t go on the same popular ride everyone else is having the time of their lives on, walk away and create your own because your mind and angles on life are not the same. They aren’t supposed to be similar. You are you and they are they. Be yourself and enjoy your own ride.
