Kind of upset. I’m doing everything I usually do (breathplay, caffeine, weed, alcohol, pressure, etc), but I feel like my heart still doesn’t beat as fast as it used to. I wonder why that is.
I miss when it felt overwhelmed and panicked.
If anyone is curious, I think the answer is a vitamin D deficiency. I’ve had a worse vitamin D level before, so it’s not new. Hopefully supplements can make my heart race again…















