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Hello all who continued following this blog for whatever reason, I am alive and I miss writing something fierce. So I started a new blog!!!
http://appleoctopie.tumblr.com/
I’m still working on setting things up and making it look nice, and probably will be for awhile because who actually has that kind of energy, but it is officially active. Which means requests are open.
The blog isn’t going to be only fanfiction, I’ll also talk about headcanons and maybe drop some original fiction too if I’m feeling up to.
Check out my fandoms list for what I’d probably be able to write if you’re curious. (There’s definitely more fandoms out there, these are just the first that came to mind)
I will say, Fairy Tail is still on the list. I will still write for it, but I haven’t read it for a very long time. I have no idea what has been going on in the manga, and honestly I don’t really care enough to catch up. So any fics will either be AU or not canon compliant, sorry.
And of course any questions can be directed to the askbox.
Hello all who continued following this blog for whatever reason, I am alive and I miss writing something fierce. So I started a new blog!!!
http://appleoctopie.tumblr.com/
I’m still working on setting things up and making it look nice, and probably will be for awhile because who actually has that kind of energy, but it is officially active. Which means requests are open.
The blog isn’t going to be only fanfiction, I’ll also talk about headcanons and maybe drop some original fiction too if I’m feeling up to.
Check out my fandoms list for what I’d probably be able to write if you’re curious. (There’s definitely more fandoms out there, these are just the first that came to mind)
I will say, Fairy Tail is still on the list. I will still write for it, but I haven’t read it for a very long time. I have no idea what has been going on in the manga, and honestly I don’t really care enough to catch up. So any fics will either be AU or not canon compliant, sorry.
And of course any questions can be directed to the askbox.
Hello all who continued following this blog for whatever reason, I am alive and I miss writing something fierce. So I started a new blog!!!
http://appleoctopie.tumblr.com/
I’m still working on setting things up and making it look nice, and probably will be for awhile because who actually has that kind of energy, but it is officially active. Which means requests are open.
The blog isn’t going to be only fanfiction, I’ll also talk about headcanons and maybe drop some original fiction too if I’m feeling up to.
Check out my fandoms list for what I’d probably be able to write if you’re curious. (There’s definitely more fandoms out there, these are just the first that came to mind)
I will say, Fairy Tail is still on the list. I will still write for it, but I haven’t read it for a very long time. I have no idea what has been going on in the manga, and honestly I don’t really care enough to catch up. So any fics will either be AU or not canon compliant, sorry.
And of course any questions can be directed to the askbox.
I’ve been thinking hard lately, about this blog and my future with fanfics, and I don’t think I can continue writing on this blog.
Fanfiction used to be fun. I wrote it because it was stories I wanted to write, and I posted them to the websites because I thought it’d be nice if someone else enjoyed them.
Then I set up this blog ... and then it got followers.
Writing continued to be fun for awhile after that. I’d do requests and people would like them and my fics got notes!! And I felt validated and good about myself. Like maybe my writing isn’t an empty dream. Maybe if I can get 2,400 followers on a fic blog I’ll be able to get at least a few for original fiction.
Then it got harder. Maybe I stopped writing what was popular, or maybe ... I just wanted more. Suddenly the notes I got weren’t enough because that other person’s fic has twice as many. Suddenly the requests in the askbox were obligations and the longer I went not answering, the more I convinced myself people hated me for avoiding it.
And then I stopped reading Fairy Tail and everything went completely downhill. I knew all my followers were from FT, that without it I didn’t have any of you. So I tried to force myself to keep writing it, but the fics didn’t get notes like they used to.
Now ... I just feel like I’m talking into the void.
I’m not writing for me.
I’m not writing because it’s fun.
I’m not sure what I’m writing for anymore.
But I know, if I don’t want to completely poison writing forever, I have to stop using this blog.
I need to find my reason for writing again, before I lose it forever.
What this means is this blog is dead. I’m not going to delete it because there are too many fics I don’t have posted elsewhere, too many memories I don’t want to lose, but I’m not going to update it either.
I’m not sure if I’m going to make a new blog for the fics I do write, or if I’m just not going to post them to tumblr anymore.
If I do decide to make a new fic blog, I’ll post the link later in case any of you want to keep following me. Otherwise links for websites and such are in my sidebar.
Thank you for sticking with me for everything. Thanks for putting up with my constant moods and repeated hiatuses that never really did much. Sorry for not being able to finish the fics I started, and not writing the requests. Sorry for not being able to keep this blog running like I should’ve.
Prompt: Firsts
Pairing: Lucana
Warnings for this part: substance abuse, alcohol abuse
Summary: You only get one chance at a first kiss, unless you're Cana. Then you get three.
Notes: Written for Lucana week (which is technically over, but shh). There will be two more parts in this series of firsts, hopefully I’ll have them up soon.
on ao3
When Cana first kissed Lucy she was drunk.
Gildarts had left for another job, without a word to anyone, or even a goodbye to his daughter. Cana was used to it, but something about this time was harder. The house—his house—was too empty, too quiet. She could hear every breath of air through an open window, and every creak as the boards settled for the night.
Every noise was just a reminder of how alone she was.
So she did what she did every time she wanted to stop thinking.
She drank.
She started in the house, but Gildarts had a fondness for scotch that Cana did not share, and soon she found herself wandering the streets. She bounced from bar to bar, drinking more than she paid for until her words slurred together and the earth spun.
She danced in the street, singing songs that only she could hear. Some people laughed, others asked if she needed help, and a few even danced along with her.
When she stumbled through the doors of Fairy Tail, she was sure she'd never felt this happy before.
"Hello Mira!" she called as she stumbled into a table. She laughed, righting herself and knocking a stool over at the same time. "You're looking lovely tonight!"
Cana pretended she couldn't see the frown drawing the corners of Mira's lips down, or the furrow that only ever seemed to appear between her eyes when she worried. Mira had nothing to be upset about.
Cana was fine.
She flopped more than sat in one of the stools by the bar, arms stretching across the scratched and singed wood. Fingers fluttered over the back of her hand and she lifted her head just enough to flash a smile in Mira's direction.
"'m fine," she mumbled, dropping her cheek back to the wood. It was grainy and cool and not the most comfortable pillow, but she wasn't in the mood to move it.
That was the problem with sitting.
Once your ass was down it wasn't getting back up.
She was vaguely aware of Mira talking to her, a cool glass of liquid being pushed into her hand and encouragements to take small sips. She must've ended up dozing at some point in time because she knows for a fact that teleportation was not one of Lucy's powers. Which meant she hadn't just appeared in the time it took Cana to blink.
"You're pretty wasted." Lucy's voice was like a low hum, vibrating every bone and stripping the fatigue away.
"Lucy!" She half sang it, lifting her arms from the bar just to throw them around Lucy. She squeezed her tight, ignoring the way her ear seemed to be resting just above Lucy's heart. For a few breaths they stayed light that, arms tight around each other and breaths mingling in the air.
"You need to head home and start sleeping this off."
Like that, all the warmth and goodness seeing Lucy brought was gone. Sucked away by the hole that was her home.
"Gildarts is gone," she said, not trusting herself to say anything else. She forced a smile to her lips, taking another sip of the drink Mira had given her. "Besides there are couches in the library calling my name."
She pushed herself to her feet, gripping the edge of the bar as she regained her balance. "Now if you'll excuse me." She turned to go, but a hand gripping her wrist stopped her.
"You'll come home with me," Lucy said, fingers flexing ever so slightly. "It's been awhile since we've had a sleepover, and I—I'll just feel better knowing you're not alone."
"Hey, I wouldn't be alone here. Mira's always here!" She knew there wasn't any argument in her words, but she didn't care. She didn't know why, but she knew it'd be bad if she just gave in to Lucy without a fight. Even one as pathetic as this.
"Mira's not your babysitter."
Cana frowned, but Lucy was right. Mira wasn't a babysitter, she probably wanted to be at home more than Cana didn't. Her frown deepened when she realized Lucy had begun to pull her away from the bar. Yet instead of planting her feet and struggling like she knew she should do, she let herself be swept down the familiar streets.
She could probably walk to Lucy's place drunk and blindfolded if she had to, but she didn't mind Lucy's guiding hand.
Almost too quickly they were at her apartment.
Her shoes came off at the entrance and she let Lucy help her out of her coat, wanting nothing more than to drop to the couch and sleep. But she waited in the entryway as Lucy got the couch ready for sleeping.
"You know, you don't have to stand there," Lucy called from the bedroom. Cana shifted forward slightly, peering through the door to see her grab a pile of blankets from a chest. Why did she need so many?
"I know." She ran a hand through her hair, flashing a smile at Lucy as she came into the room. The blankets spilled from her arms and onto the couch, and Cana longed to follow them. "But I'm still a bit drunk and everything takes far longer than it should. I've been trying to get my leg to move for like five minutes now."
"We've only been here for two."
"Exactly."
Lucy chuckled, shaking her head and motioning Cana closer. "Move that body or I'll move it for you."
Cana couldn't ignore the warmth that flashed through her stomach and spread through her bones at those words. She wasn't sure she even wanted to.
"Hmm, well if those are my options ..."
"Haha, come here."
Cana moved, knowing that she was playing with fire. Lucy might not even realize she was flirting. Or maybe she did know she was flirting but it was just casual flirting. Cana could do casual flirting, she did it with everyone.
But Lucy wasn't just anyone.
They got the couch turned into a bed with minimal flailing on both parts, and Lucy ordered her to stay as she vanished into the bedroom. She didn't have to wait long, Lucy returning in record time with pajamas folded neatly in her arms this time.
"These should fit you, they might be a bit tight though. Sorry, it was the best I could do."
"No need to apologize," Cana said, flashing a bright grin as she accepted the flannel pile. "Not everyone can be as blessed in the ass department as me."
Lucy chuckled and Cana was struck by just how beautiful she was. The lighting was dim, casting shadows over her cheeks, and making her brown eyes darker, allowing only the barest flecks of gold to shine through.
"Wow," Cana breathed, unable to help herself.
"What?" Lucy brushed some hair behind her ear, fingers lingering for a moment too long. Her eyes were downcast, lashes almost hiding them from view, and her lips shown with the ghost of a smile.
Cana wanted to kiss her.
She didn't think, didn't even realize she was moving until her fingers were sliding through silken hair and curling around a slender neck. Their mouths met with a clank, teeth bumping together as Cana tried to figure out how best to turn her head. Normally she didn't have any problem with this.
Hell, she'd been told by a few that her kissing was her best skill.
Yet when it mattered, when she had to impress, it failed her.
Maybe if she just kept trying it would come to her, and she would leave Lucy breathless with shining eyes and rosy cheeks. And maybe, just maybe, Lucy would kiss her back, soft lips warm and firm against hers.
But when the nose almost poked out her eye, she knew it was time to call it quits. She pulled back, taking a step away, and then another. Her fingers twisted together and she stared at the crumpled heap that had been the pajamas.
"I'm sorry," she said, because what else does someone say when they've ruined what was possibly the best relationship they've ever had. "I'm drunk."
She wasn't even that drunk anymore, and it wasn't just a drunken mistake. She didn't want Lucy to think of it that way, to think of her that way.
She force a smile and dropped to the ground to pick up the pajamas, using the moment to collect herself. She could always go back to Fairy Tail if Lucy kicked her out.
"Hey." Fingers slid through her hair, freezing her in place, and then Lucy was kneeling in front of her. She had no choice but to stare into those warm eyes, and Lucy smiled. "Get some sleep okay? I'll be sure to make you a great hangover breakfast. Full of starches. I hope you like toast."
Cana laughed, clapping a hand over her mouth in surprise. It was the last thing she'd expected to come out of her mouth, yet all it had taken was a few words and her worry was gone. Lucy didn't hate her.
Lucy's fingers lingered on her cheeks for a moment too long, leaving a trail of cold fire in the wake. Then she was rising to her feet and Cana was doing the same. Things weren't awkward, but they weren't quite the same either.
There was something in the air between them, a spark that hadn't been there before.
Or maybe Cana was just thinking too far into things.
Yet she couldn't help thinking as she drifted to sleep, surrounded by the very scent of Lucy, that perhaps it was the spark of possibility.
cheek kisses that leave red lipstick stains. with gajevy please
Levy was so incredibly nervous.
She knew her entirecareer wasn’t hanging on tonight, but it sure felt like it. What if she said thewrong thing? What if she spill food down her dress? What if they didn’t likeher?
“Relax.” Big hands closed around hers, stoppingthe shaking she hadn’t even realized was happening. “You’re going to befine.”
Her eyes met Gajeel’s in the mirror and he smiled, slidingthe hairpin from her grasp and turning her away from the mirror. His fingerswere warm as they brushed the hair behind her ear before pinning it in place,and the ghost of their touch lingered on her cheek.
“How can you be sure?”
He smiled again and leaned forward to press his lips to herforehead, lingering for a breath.
“Because it’s you.”
“Yeah?” A smile danced along her lips and she roseto her feet, almost eye level with the stooped Gajeel. His return smile waswarm and so filled with love that it made her chest ache.
How had she gotten so lucky?
“C'mere.” Her fingers curled around his shoulders,and she rose on her tiptoes until she could brush her lips over his cheek.
“I love you,” she murmured against his skin, andwhen she dropped back to the ground she couldn’t help but smile at the faintred imprint she’d left on his cheek.
In the mood for cute and fluffy fics so send me some requests maybe??
Specifically in the mood for: Marvel (mostly MCU, but I know a few comics) and/or Young Avengers ships tbh, if you wanna know what I ship just shoot me an ask. Otherwise the usual fandoms and ships are also fine!! (Queer ships are always extra welcome, as usual).
Feel free to use any of the prompts I’ve reblogged.
Oh! I also just read Check, Please! and that is also on the list of things I’m in the mood to write. (Be warned I’ve never written this fandom before.)
In the mood for cute and fluffy fics so send me some requests maybe??
Specifically in the mood for: Marvel (mostly MCU, but I know a few comics) and/or Young Avengers ships tbh, if you wanna know what I ship just shoot me an ask. Otherwise the usual fandoms and ships are also fine!! (Queer ships are always extra welcome, as usual).
Feel free to use any of the prompts I’ve reblogged.
