Sentiments

feels overload, hormone intoxication

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From me, the moon. for you, the sun. I'm used to dwell in darkness, i'm used to sadness and mourning is my hobby.. I'm used to the cold of night and my sister is fright I'm used to cry alone with no one to hold me when my world is falling apart.. I'm used to pick up my broken pieces whenever it shatters.. I'm used to call myself home even if it was scarred and scary.. I'm used to being lost without expecting someone to find me.. I'm used to walk this broken road believing that i have somewhere to go.. Until i unexpectedly found you.. i wasn't looking for love but i guess it looked for me.. You became my moon and stars during the night, the sun and clouds at day.. You became the song i sing in the dark, and the tranquility when its noisy You became the warmth when its cold and the calm when its ruinous You are my resting place in the middle of this journey to unsure.. I am greedy.. so greedy that i even dont want this to end.. I want you so bad that i dont even want to let go of your hand.. I am selfish..very selfish that i don't even want to lose you, i want you for myself. I am very impatient..so impatient that from the moment that i realized i love you i imagined the rest of my life with you.. I rarely make promises because promises were meant to be broken.. but this time i'll make a couple or three.. I promise to love you sincerely and honestly, whatever it is..even if its painful or not i will tell you everything.. I promise to love you wholly and bravely.. i will not let anything take this moment away from us.. Lastly, i promise to share my wounds with you and let you nurse it.. like how i wantrd to take care of you kiss away your pains.. But please don't ever let go of me.. hold me tighter if i tell you to go.. Because having you like this is one of best feelings i've ever had..together let's chase the rainbows and dream that forever may still be true.. https://www.instagram.com/p/CEqVIGThvqcBylavWlG7bzoRsZn7PQ8nkfvmlM0/?igshid=1vf75bjosvrbi

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💕 https://www.instagram.com/p/CB0bbFbpbp2EEhkHAvpLIdtKBLs4JL1u7x12f40/?igshid=12ttl3eajwbcw

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I never thought decluttering was this painful.. grandmommy's old radio 😍 https://www.instagram.com/p/CB0bEnFJruzQTiUqe6iz56mAbz_4mnfRB-H7dY0/?igshid=l27wr1ofjhna

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Ikaw ang dapit hapon at tahanan ko. Liham: Sabi nila hindi totoo ang pagibig sa unang pagkikita, pero nung unang beses na tinitigan mo ko ng mata sa mata buong pagkatao ko natunaw..natunaw din ng titig mo ang pader na matagal kong binuo.. sa isang iglap natutong sumabay saking mga ngiti ang puso ko.. sabi nila minsan lang darating sa buhay mo ang tunay na pagibig..pero hindi yon totoo, pag ako kasi ang nagmahal laging tunay at buo kaya pakinggan mo ang bawat salitang babanggitin ko..at sabay tayong huminga sa saliw ng tibok ng ating mga puso. Sabi nila mahirap daw magsimula, mamimili ka lang sa dalawa mag mamahal o masasaktan at sa pagkakataong ito pinili ko ang una. At sa pagkakataon ding ito wala na akong ibang pakikinggan kundi ang boses mo at ang tibok ng puso mo, wala na kong ibang susundin kundi ang bawat pintig din ng puso ko. Mahirap mangako, at magsabi ng tapos at Hindi ko alam kung hanggang kailan..pero hindi ko na hihintayin na pa na lumipas ang kung anu mang meron ang ngayon, nakalimutan ko man ang mukha ng pag ibig noon sigurado akong mas maganda ang guhit nito sa ngayon.Sabay na tayong susulat ng tula sa libro kong makata.. wag ka mag alala hindi kita isusulat para limutin ka.. isusulat kita sapagkat para sa akin isa kang magandang panaginip na ayoko na gumising pa..kung sakali mang magising paulit ulit kong babasahin sayo ang mga kataga upang maalala mo na meron ako, merong makata na sumusulat ng tula para mahalin mo.. https://www.instagram.com/p/CAvTscFhsKnG_OHwq1zfvddlrBmFKIbcBtjv7g0/?igshid=bew2hq07l2zn

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Coz of Covid19 and enhanced community quarantine.. Stay safe everyone. https://www.instagram.com/p/B-R6FxUhGz1qOjCGlwBBTk9ApDJmI1BExMbDac0/?igshid=1oitnlgzocz3k

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2. Macao Imperial Tea Original black pearl tea 0% sugar Description: strong tea flavor with fresh milky taste. That usual 'mahal' taste. I do not appreciate their black pearls, its not gooey enough medyo 'malata'. Price: 3/5 Taste:3/5 https://www.instagram.com/p/B9vvGE6pS7Mj08A62SlK19qBXrbN87ig2xqzxs0/?igshid=1iti2fwk7skji

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For my love of milk tea, here's my milk tea diary :) Chatime Pearl Milk Tea 0% sugar Description: freshly brewed tea with fresh milky twist and gooey black pearls -i always opt to cut back the sugar on my milk tea because without sugar the bitter taste of the tea is more prominent and of course it is healthier. 😋 Verdict: Price: 3/5 Taste: 5/5 https://www.instagram.com/p/B9thJNRJ_WrJWmNOsYpThr-el6ahZnE4drWDMs0/?igshid=80j8zq91bkr5

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Bilanggo ng kahapon at bihag ng ngayon. Kailan kaya masasalat ang liwanag sa tunay na landas? Pangarap kaya ay taban na bukas? 📍old vigan provincial jail 📷 vigan trip 2 years ago https://www.instagram.com/p/B9rhzzGJWwsv8vPBLLvY-3R3DaDAYoIV8wT8dc0/?igshid=7w3zusmy9ir6

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~noir https://www.instagram.com/p/B9pHQTYhEG2OikRg9pJpv_mKfOuZ63lXeifJzM0/?igshid=onpq6ealttwb

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I may not know what love is.. but i swear i know what sincerity is.

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Melting rn

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Reminiscing the most dreadful place i've ever known.. it witnessed two painful reunions and goodbyes..

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Tasokare:dusk

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From 'refer ko po ung patient nag tanggal ng NGT pakicheck na lang po' to 'refer ko po ung puso ko nasa inyo na po ata' 😂😂😂😂😁😁😁😁❤❤❤❤

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I saw you last night, you were beside me gazing at my face like i am a masterpiece created by your favorite painter but when i opened my eyes you were gone I saw you last afternoon, your arms are wrapped around me..i can smell your breath and it consumes me..your warmth is calming my tired soul but when i opened my eyes you were gone I saw you this morning..when i was too drunk to already wake up.. you are whispering words of love while caressing my hair but when im sober you were gone I remember seeing you from before.. i saw you on my daydream.. i saw you on my way back..it was a long walk to take but i'm sure i'll find you..i'll find you.. #guidecandles #prayers #prayingforyou

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Kunyare stolen 😂😂😂😂 @coffeecake25

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3 days off eh 😂