Drawing/photography/ graphic design/me/ randomness

Hi peoplez welcome! 24 yrs old

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Will you really just leave

Without even talking to me

Why are you so scared

of the emotions we share

Its okay to feel afraid

Its okay to be unsure

But if you really just give up, then you'll truly break me more

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I miss the way things used to be

When I felt that you still wanted me

I still think we could be

But maybe it is just me

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Thinking in my head

Sometimes I wish I was dead

But then I think again once more that maybe life wont be such a bore

Maybe things will turn around

Maybe I'll be put upside down

Maybe just maybe I can have some peace and put these heavy thoughts to sleep.

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I look in the mirror and people say I need to love myself and I do. I think I'm pretty and nice and always kind. I have confidence in myself, but why is that I'm not good enough for people what can I do to be enough. I dont even know anymore. Why cant I just be enough?

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One day I will return to the anime world!

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I realized when I'm dating someone I'm always 100% in and I feel like I fall way too fast. Just wish someone would actually catch me and keep me.

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New outfit from littleforbig

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So I just stayed up all night. Rip I got work in an hr.

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My cat loves anime just as much as I do <3

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Look at my fluffer!!! Her names Astrid

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I've been feeling really self conscious about my weight. Like I know I'm not fat but it bugs me that I put on weight from medicine and I just cant seem to get it off..

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My cosplay of lucina-easter ver. From fire emblem heroes <3 holiday matsuri 2019

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I kinda wish finding a job in your major was easy. It seems that there are plenty of jobs, but they all want experience of at least 5 years or more.. x.x I'm a new designer rip

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Kinda annoyed I got a friend that bails every time we make plans and honestly it's making me depressed that he cancels every single time x.x

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Some pics from back when I was at holmat and anime on ice

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For anyone unaware this is what I look like now cx. I havent posted in quite a few years.

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Hey everyone thought I would post once more on my tumblr expect pictures and random posts xD