Untitled

[cartwright84]

This is very triggering.

Went to the hospital again. Next day you tell me you don’t wanna talk to me…

From someone comments on an app that’s made for mess… Are you kidding me?

[cartwright84]

Tried to speak to her about why she got quiet on me today…. She said she didn’t wanna take about it…

#ringceromony

[cartwright84]

I am living proof that a man will change his life for the right woman.

[cartwright84]

#therapylol

[cartwright84]

Short

You told me goodbye… Your inexperience is boisterous. Pushing, prodding and inexplicably spoiled. The sense of entitlement overrides your various positive qualities. Baby talk. Nah… I can’t fade it… You are in love with the idea of security.

[cartwright84]

Maybe it wasn’t me… I was just a place holder. Almost one revolution around this Earth and my heart still aches at times… I’m not day one… but it stills like it… #holidayblues

[cartwright84]

If you pray about something… I don’t expect for the outcome to be instant. What if the outcome is completely opposite of what you prayed for. Is that outcome a blessing in disguise and shouldn’t be questioned. Should you continue to work toward your desired outcome.

I really feel like I want this so bad. I don’t know what I should do honestly.

Do I keep trying or do I let it go…

Armada

[cartwright84]

Lord pray for my mini me… I love her more than life itself. She my greatest gift to the world…

Tonight was a rough night. Hopefully, we could look upon these moments and grow from these difficult times. Love you Lynn. 11/7/2024

[cartwright84]

Cafe Cottage

I was kinda nervous. She’s absolutely stunning. Still looks the same but her aura is more of a grown woman. I enjoy speaking to her. Conversation flowed easily. She’s starting school Monday, so I hope we can continue to be consistently connected to each other.

[cartwright84]

5/15/2024 - mustang

[cartwright84]

It’s been 5.5 months… I didn’t expect things to end up the way they are… But I did expect things to be the way they are…

Guess it was wishful thinking on my part. I take full responsibility for my part. I have to learn how to live with regrets. However, I’ll have to to move on despite loving you always…

Stevie Wonder - As

[cartwright84]

Start off unknown… End unforgettable.

[cartwright84]

Truth be told… you have to know when give up… I’m a fighter. Clearly this isn’t a battle that imma when…

God I am thank for my health. May it was a sign for me to see who is really there for me. I know I was dead wrong. I’m still kicking myself for the terrible decisions I have made.

I question myself as to why I let it persist for that long knowing that she was married. I had several times to voice my feelings. I choose to keep it inside because I didn’t want to start an argument or rock the boat.

I overlooked and dealt with a lot internally. I had every right to speak my peace. I cowardly didn’t say anything.

It’s tough. So is life.

[cartwright84]

[cartwright84]

Depression is a part of progression…

- R. McCann

[cartwright84]

Dallas

Black Cadillac

Big blue truck

Buffalo Wild Wings

Enough said! You ain’t no better than me… 2/7/2024

[cartwright84]

I saw what I needed to see… 2/2/2024