The Lost Sheep

𝘪'𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘥𝘦𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘳𝘢𝘺 𝘰𝘧 𝘴𝘶𝘯𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘭𝘭 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘤𝘳𝘰𝘴𝘴

[caseysunmarie]

Basta ito lang reminder ko sa’yo.

‘Pag mabigat sa puso, hindi ‘yan para sa’yo.

Mapa-pangarap. Mapa-tao.

[caseysunmarie]

getting myself busy at work so i don't have time to think :')

[melancholickiss]

[caseysunmarie]

the person i miss was only who i wished he was

[caseysunmarie]

i have to enjoy being alone.. me, myself, and i

it's true na all this time it's yourself who will save you in the end

i hope this time i can save myself from this situation

cheers :')

[caseysunmarie]

sana hindi nalang naging tayo

1 month din ako halos focus sa work at social since wala na tayo

everything was so light & easy dahil pinagkait mo sa akin ang kalayaan bilang ako

there was peace for a while, i slept really well dahil dati hinahayaan mo lang ako magoverthink at umiyak magdamag

nakakatipid din ako dahil before never mo naman talaga ako nasusuportahan financially, i even paid my debts to you na siningil mo bigla kahit wala akong idea saan galing yun, but i shared every blessing that i have with you before, i even bought you clothes but you never bought me anything, kahit chocolates & flowers na i have to begged you to give me

[caseysunmarie]

1 month of breakup from a 2-year toxic relationship

akala ko kaya ko :')

hindi nga ako umiyak nun pag-alis mo

hindi man lang ako nagalit sa huling message mo

wala rin akong naramdaman nung nakita ko mukha mo sa picture

ilang gabi pa akong lumalabas with friends

masaya din ako habang pumapasok sa trabaho

pero..

out of no where..

ngayong araw

ngayong oras

bakit ang bigat ng pakiramdam ko

tangina :')

ayaw ko na magpanggap

gusto ko umiyak

gusto ko sumigaw

gusto ko magtago

gusto ko maglaho

BAKIT BA GANITO ANG NANGYARI :'(

[thoughtcascades]

i scroll so i don’t have to think

[thoughtcascades]

people talk shit, i build walls

[thoughtcascades]

my heart’s on lockdown now

[thoughtcascades]

i say “idk” but i do know, i just don’t want to explain

[jhnlemon-deactivated20260214]

people are so fucking temporary

[jeuz]

Buong buhay ko, Diyos pala yung matagal ko ng hinahanap-hanap. Kahit sa ano man na panahon, tanging Diyos lang pala yung hahanap-hanapin ko. Gusto kong mabuhay para sa Diyos, kahit mahirap gagawin ko pa rin na itama ang mga pagkakamali ko, ituloy ang mga tamang ginagawa ko at mabuhay ayon sa plano ng Diyos. Hindi madali oo, pero naniniwala ako sa Kanya.

[caseysunmarie]

Picking myself up has been the heaviest weight I have lifted.

[minimalistquotes]

You think attention is love and that’s why you suffer so deeply.

[caseysunmarie]

Where do I go if home feels no longer like home?

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

why is it so hard to keep going?

there can be so many reasons. it all depends. for me, it’s hard because the familiarity of sadness feels more comfortable than the possible happiness of moving forward.