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quiet longing for stillness ꫂ❁

[marialigaya]

To the ones who understand my silence, who don’t take my distance as indifference—thank you. You’re the kind of people who make my world feel softer. 🔆

[cozyvu]

via cozyvu

[marialigaya]

Work done hayyy sa wakas. Gusto ko na maligo at sabayan yung lamig ng panahon. I'll be starting a new book na din today kasi natapos ko na yung Strange Pictures by Uketsu kanina at talaga namang pati huling brain cells ko gamit na gamit. Hahaha. Stay safe everyone! 🌧️

[wordfather]

i'll never understand how some people are okay with being mean on the internet. do you not feel bad. where's your feel bad feeling

[marialigaya]

mga ganitong videos dumudurog sakin lagi. lagi ko pinagppray na pag dumating ang time na madami na akong extra sa buhay, hindi ako magdadalawang isip tumulong sa ibang tao. na i would spend my remaining years helping people who genuinely need it. hay i hope and wish for a gentle life for everyone.

[marialigaya]

huoy kaka binge watch ko ng boys over flowers di nanaman ako matigil mag fangirl kay lee min-ho. jusq lakas talaga ng hatak ng kulot na buhok non sakin. 🤤

[rio-smithereens]

I think it's imperative that I don't get too happy when things are going my way because every time I get too happy everything falls apart HAHA putang ina

[marialigaya]

𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒕𝒍𝒆 𝒃𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒉𝒂𝒖𝒍 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒑𝒂𝒔𝒕 𝒇𝒆𝒘 𝒎𝒐𝒏𝒕𝒉𝒔…and yes, this is exactly why i've decided to put myself on a book ban (half-joking…or maybe not🤡). i kept saying, "this is the last one," but somehow another book always finds its way into my cart. at this point, i'm just accepting my fate. 💫

[marialigaya]

hahahahaha shuta yung shopee/tiktok delivery dito samin sobrang close ko na na tipong pati pagiging single ko at edad natanong na. sabi pa "aba nagpapayaman ka muna madam. wala ka pasok ngayon?" hahahaha potrages sa susunod magpapabili na ako ng kape dito.

[marialigaya]

bakit naman ang lakas ng ulan bigla. huhu. stay safe everyone! ⛈️

[marialigaya]

4'11 ka lang? Ang cute grabe.

[hissiznota]

[marialigaya]

What's your height in ft?

4’11 👹

[kysrcsm]

[marialigaya]

okay na rin na hindi ako yung gagawa ng task na yon, less stress and i won’t be paid extra for it anyway, so i don't see the point of going the extra mile for work that won't be compensated. hay i don’t even know why my workmate said yes to it but hey, her life, her decision. bahala sila ni boss magtuos. as for me, i’m just protecting my peace.

[marialigaya]

i keep seeing posts about the "the apartment we won’t share" healed version, and then something hit me.

most of us probably are healed already, i can admit that i am healed already. the song doesn't hurt the way it used to. i can listen to it now without bawling my eyes out.

but are we truly happy? am i truly happy?

because i don't think healed and happy are the same thing. healing just means the pain no longer controls you. happiness is something else entirely.

i mean, listening to this version brings out a different kind of emotion—emptiness, i guess? it’s like staring at an empty apartment and thinking, we were here.

it’s not sadness anymore. it’s just this quiet void inside you, one that reminds you something once existed, and now all that’s left is the space it used to fill.

[marialigaya]

i am fighting with my inner self rn kasi gusto kong magleave tomorrow pero may part sakin na wag na muna kasi nagssave ako for the holidays sa december. what if sl na planado??? 🧟‍♂️